825. You're still alive
Pei Yuansheng hugged Ji Xiaoru tighter, and gently patted her body: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...... Xiaoru, I'm here...... Don't be afraid ......"
The man's gentle voice made Xiaoru find a sense of security, and she couldn't help but stick her body closer to Pei Yuansheng.
Seeing this, Tang Xiao hurriedly said, "Xiaoru, your family Lu Zi is holding you, you haven't lost him...... Dreams are all fake, you know? Lu Zi has always been there, he has always been good, if you hurt yourself like this again, Lu Zi will feel distressed...... You don't want Lu Zi to be hurt because of you, do you?"
"Lu Chenxi......" Ji Xiaoru muttered to the name.
Tang Xiao calmed down, waiting for Ji Xiaoru's next reaction.
"Lu Chenxi, Lu Chenxi......" Ji Xiaoru repeated the name several times, and suddenly big tears rolled down from her red and swollen eyes.
Tang Xiao looked at Xiaoru distressedly: "Don't cry, Xiaoru, Lu Chenxi is here, he is behind you, hugging you, Xiaoru...... Dreams are all fake, trust me...... That's all fake. β
"Is it fake?" Hearing this, Ji Xiaoru seemed to have finally regained some senses.
"Is it all fake? Lu Chenxi is not dead, is he? He is not dead, he is still alive, right?"
Lu Chenxi ...... Is Lu Chenxi hugging me?"
"Yes, he's not dead! He's holding you, Xiaoru. Although Tang Xiao was heartbroken, he still tried his best to show a soothing smile at Ji Xiaoru.
Ji Xiaoru blinked very slowly, as if she was struggling to digest and accept this fact.
"He's not dead...... Dreams are all fake...... He's holding me now......"
She repeated Tang Xiao's words slowly, sentence by sentence.
Tang Xiao nodded: "Well, that's it." You just had a nightmare, don't be afraid, Xiaoru. β
"Oh...... I just had a nightmare......" Ji Xiaoru repeated Tang Xiao's words again.
Then, in Tang Xiao's encouraging eyes, she slowly turned her head.
At this moment, Tang Xiao's heart suddenly rose to his throat.
Xiaoru would have started to recognize Pei Yuansheng as Lu Chenxi after waking up, so would she be able to distinguish Pei Yuansheng and Lu Chenxi after waking up?
If Xiaoru no longer regards Pei Yuansheng as Lu Chenxi, then everything will be over......
Fortunately, when Ji Xiaoru saw Pei Yuansheng's face, she suddenly smiled.
Lu Chenxi ...... Lu Zi, you're still there......"
Her haggard face, stained with tears, sweat and blood, suddenly regained its brilliance.
"yes, I'm still here, of course I'm still here. Lu Chenxi hugged her lightly and asked with a smile: "My little baby is here, where can I, the flower messenger, go?"
"I ...... I thought ......" Ji Xiaoru thought of those terrifying pictures just now, and shook her head violently.
"Nothing. She smiled at "Lu Chenxi": "It's me who has a nightmare again, Lu Chenxi, it's really good to see you." β
This sentence came from the heart, and after Ji Xiaoru finished speaking, she stabilized the lips of "Lu Chenxi" in front of Tang Xiao in front of Tang Xiao.
"Lu Chenxi" gently stroked Ji Xiaoru's hair while kissing her cooperatively.
There was no room for a third person here, Tang Xiao stood up and walked out quietly.
Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Tang Xiao picked up the cup of coffee that had been cold again, and had mixed feelings in his heart.
Lu Chenxi's death is really like a timer/bomb/bomb for Xiaoru.
Neither she nor Pei Yuansheng could have predicted when the next outbreak would be.
All they could do was to try to maintain the illusion, to try to make this sand castle not so quickly washed away by the tide.
Thinking of Xiaoru's painful appearance just now, Tang Xiao felt extremely distressed.
I couldn't help but think for the thousandth and ten thousand times, if only Lu Chenxi hadn't died.
If Lu Chenxi is still alive, then how complete everything should be!
Pity...... The dead are gone, and the living still have to try to live.
Bring the coffee cup to your lips and take a sip, the cappuccino in the cup is completely cold.
The taste is not as good as before, but it is still quite high among the coffees Tang Xiao has drunk.
After drinking this cup of coffee thoroughly, Tang Xiao sat on the sofa for a while, calmed down his heart that was beating because of excessive nervousness just now, and brewed himself a pot of steaming flower tea.
Coming to the floor-to-ceiling window with flower tea, it was still miserable and rainy outside, and it seemed that this night was not going to stop.
However, in this case, you don't have to go to the morning exercise tomorrow.
Tang Xiao thought of Sun Luo, a little distressed.
In fact, Sun Luo didn't pester her too much, but ...... Tang Xiao really didn't want to be liked like this by someone he didn't like.
Feelings that cannot be accepted and given in return are always a nuisance.
After drinking a cup of flower tea, there was a familiar footstep behind him.
Tang Xiao didn't need to look back, he knew that the person who came was Pei Yuansheng.
Sure enough, soon, Pei Yuansheng's voice sounded beside him: "Don't drink coffee, drink tea instead?"
Tang Xiao glanced at Pei Yuansheng, only to see that his clothes were stained with tears, sweat and blood, and his hair looked a little messy.
This is very inconsistent with Pei Yuansheng's consistent image.
"It's still sweeter to flower tea, and when your heart is bitter, drink more sweet. Tang said with a smile.
"Makes sense. Pei Yuansheng nodded and said.
"Your pajamas are dirty, wait a minute, I'll go get you a new set. Tang Xiao raised his feet and planned to walk towards the cloakroom.
Pei Yuansheng stretched out his hand to stop her: "Don't worry, let's talk to me for a while." β
"Did Xiaoru sleep?" Although he knew that Pei Yuansheng would come out after appeasing Xiaoru, Tang Xiao still wanted to confirm it.
"Well, coax her to sleep, maybe tomorrow when she wakes up, there will be a new Xiaoru. Pei Yuansheng smiled and said.
"I hope so. Tang smiled and sighed.
"Don't sigh. Pei Yuansheng said, "I don't sigh, and you don't sigh either." β
"Good. β
"I want to drink tea. Pei Yuansheng stared at her.
"Pour it for you, wait a minute. Tang Xiao walked to the living room, and after a while, came over with two cups of steaming flower tea.
handed a cup to Pei Yuansheng, and Pei Yuansheng took it with a smile: "Thank you." It's nice to be able to drink a cup of flower tea like this on a night like this. β
"It's so easy to satisfy. β
"I've been learning to lower the threshold for happiness lately. In this way, we can always be happy and cherished. Pei Yuansheng stared at the deep night sky, sipped the flower tea in the cup, and said leisurely.
"It's good, cherish the moment. Tang Xiao held the glass in both hands and looked at the flowers in the cup.
When these flowers are dried, or plucked from the branches, their original life has come to an end.
But as flower tea, they have a second life in the cup-
Not inferior to their splendor on the branches.
"I'm sorry just now. Tang Xiao remembered that he had doubted Pei Yuansheng just now, and he couldn't help but feel guilty.
"It doesn't matter. Pei Yuansheng didn't mind at all at this time, "I don't blame you." β
"Why don't you blame me? I wronged you for no reason. Tang Xiao asked in surprise.
"I don't know why I don't blame you," Pei Yuansheng said with a wry smile, "At that moment, I only felt sad, and even a little aggrieved, and when that time passed, it would be fine." You see, I didn't get angry about this at all, so I didn't blame you then, or now. β
"The more you say that, the more guilty I feel. Tang Xiao's pure face showed a look of shame: "You have never doubted me, but I doubt you for no reason, this should not be something that you would do as a friend." I'm sorry, please accept my apologies. Tang Xiao said sincerely.
"Well, since you apologize so sincerely, then I'll reluctantly accept it. Pei Yuansheng said seriously.
"Well, thank you, sir, for having a lot of them, and don't bother with me. Tang said with a smile.
"I'll never bother with youβas a friend," Pei Yuansheng said, "but I also hope that this kind of thing doesn't happen a second time, even if there is a second or third time, I won't bother with you, let alone be angry with you, but I will be even more sad, much sadder than this time, if there is a third timeβ"
Pei Yuansheng paused and said, "Click......"
"Huh? Tang Xiao looked at Pei Yuansheng in confusion.
The corners of Pei Yuansheng's mouth raised slightly, and he laughed: "If there is a third time, my little heart will be broken." β
Tang Xiao was amused by Pei Yuansheng's words, but after laughing, he felt deep guilt in his heart.
She secretly swore in her heart that in the future, she would never let the people around her be wronged because of this.
"When will Liezi come back this time?" Pei Yuansheng suddenly asked.
"I don't know, what's wrong?" mentioned Cheng Lie, Tang Xiao's soft face couldn't help but pass a trace of gloom.
"Nothing, just ask. Pei Yuansheng glanced at Tang Xiao and said lightly: "Take good care of yourself." β
"I will. Tang smiled and smiled: "Actually, it's nothing, just get used to it." β
How much helplessness and tolerance does this sentence "just get used to", Pei Yuansheng felt distressed again when he heard this, but he knew that for Tang Xiao, Cheng Lie was definitely the best choice.
Only Retsuko can give her the best love.
And he has never been qualified to love her, all he can do is to stay by her side and be a conscientious "friend".
Friend, what about it?
He only wished her peace and joy in her life, and happiness with Liezi until she was old.
"Again, feel free to contact me if you need anything. Pei Yuansheng's eyes were like stars, and he looked at her quietly.
Such a pair of deep eyes seem to be able to look into a person's heart.
Tang Xiao looked away and chuckled, "Thank you, Pei Yuansheng." In fact, I have always known that I am not a very sociable person, and I will never be able to be delicate and likable, but I am very fortunate that there are always a few close friends who are willing to be by my side all the time. It's really the luck of my life to have you here. β