510. I'm sorry, I don't love you

"But I can't bear it. Cheng Feng sighed and said, "Xie Linglong, she wasn't like this before." She ......"

"I know," Xie Linglong reminded Cheng Feng, "don't forget, I've seen her before." I know she's a good girl, and she's only willing to ask for a dollar for a breakup, which is very surprising and admirable - but people change, since you have given up on her, don't disrupt her life now because of your sympathy, after all, everyone has their own life, even if you can be responsible for her for a while, can you be responsible for a lifetime?"

Cheng Feng was speechless, and Tang Mi seemed to have said something similar just now.

"If you tell me that you love her and you want to protect her for the rest of your life, then Cheng Feng, I will let you take her away, but you don't love her, do you?" Xie Linglong's eyes seemed to be able to see through everything.

"I regret it. Cheng Feng looked at the direction Tang Mi left, and now, there was a closed door.

He knew that he couldn't open this door.

Between men and women, once they break up, there is an insurmountable distance in the middle, and they cannot be as close as before in this life, because people who have truly loved cannot be friends.

He wanted to lend her a helping hand like a friend, but she wouldn't allow it, and she refused to do so.

Probably because she really loved him once.

"Don't regret it. Xie Linglong suddenly stretched out his hand and gently and irresistibly turned his face towards her, "Look at me, Cheng Feng, why would you rather cherish a dead love than love someone standing in front of you?"

Cheng Feng stretched out his hand to hold the hand that Xie Linglong put on his face, he greeted Xie Linglong's affectionate and sad eyes, and suddenly thought that there were only a few days left before the one-month deadline they had agreed.

During this time, he was used to being with Xie Linglong. However, he resolutely refused to allow himself to fall in love with her.

"If you lose me one day, will you regret it?" Xie Linglong's question, like a thorn inserted into his heart, made his heart start to hurt when he didn't know it.

By the time he reacted, Xie Linglong had already withdrawn his hand from his hand and walked forward without looking back.

Under the sunset, Cheng Lie drove towards the Chengbei Military Region Hospital.

He was wondering all the way if Tang Xiao wanted to open it and was going to confess to him.

He was even wondering what kind of attitude and way he would accept it if she asked for forgiveness.

Need to be serious?

This woman was spoiled by him, if he easily stopped getting angry with her this time, the next time he encountered such a thing, would she still ask him to wait so long before he would turn back?

Next time...... He really didn't want to have a next time.

This time, he has already suffered a lot.

Today he was in a low-grade fever all day, but Li Su saw that something was wrong with him, and he didn't know where to find the antipyretic medicine and stuffed it to him, staring at him and swallowing the medicine before leaving.

There was still a faint pain in his head, and his spirit was really not good, but because of Tang Xiao's message, his whole person was reinvigorated.

This stupid woman, he really wanted to beat her up.

But he also knew that when he saw her, he would not be willing to touch her.

After thinking about it all the way, I finally got closer and closer to the hospital.

Chengbei, who was in the rush hour after work, inevitably blocked several times, Cheng Lie, who was stuck on the road, was more impatient than ever, and when he looked at the traffic in front of him, he even had the urge to drop the car and run directly.

Of course, he is no longer the age of impulsiveness. It's just that that woman's every move can always easily disintegrate all his sanity.

When Cheng Lie's patience approached the critical point, the congested traffic finally began to move, he exhaled, glanced in the rearview mirror, and felt dissatisfied with his haggard face and the faint dark circles under his eyes.

The torment was not alleviated until he parked his car and entered the elevator of the VIP building.

Standing in the elevator and getting a short haircut in front of the mirror, he was inexplicably nervous like a blind date.

No, even on a blind date, he had never been so nervous.

Cheng Lie felt a little helpless about himself like this, but the thought of being able to see her right away, the corners of his mouth involuntarily raised slightly.

"Tuk tuk. Cheng Yeol stood in front of the bedroom door and knocked.

Even though he could just push the door open and enter, he chose to respect her.

"Cheng Yeol?" he heard her voice.

"It's me. He tried to make his voice sound unemotional.

"Come in. She said.

Cheng Lie pushed open the door and saw her sitting on the bed, her hair neatly combed and tied behind her head, her face seemed to be good, maybe she was wearing light makeup, and her lips looked soft and moisturized, revealing a slight pink.

Compared to his haggardness, her condition is much better, which inevitably makes Cheng Lie happy and not so happy.

Happily, his little woman's physical condition has not deteriorated, and the whole person seems to be eating and sleeping well. What is unhappy is that the two of them have been in a cold war for so long, but she has not been affected at all, and he is the only one who is tormented.

But if she also describes herself as haggard, he will definitely feel distressed, thinking about it carefully, she can have such a state, maybe Cheng Meng has taken a lot of credit-

The person who sent Cheng Meng to take care of her instead of herself is clearly him.

Forget it, if there is a person who needs to be tortured and destroyed in the love of two people, then let him bear the pain alone. He thought.

After all, she is so weak and needs protection.

At first he stood by the door and watched her from afar, but then he felt that it was not right, so he simply walked up to her and sat down, picked up a pear from the fruit bowl and peeled it.

He waited quietly for her to speak.

Tang Xiao's hands were clasped in the quilt, before Cheng Lie came, she had prepared the wording to tell Cheng Lie about it, but when she really saw Cheng Lie, all her courage collapsed instantly, and she found that she couldn't open her mouth at all.

How are you going to talk to him? Will he agree?

She tilted her head sideways at the silhouette of him intently peeling pears, and for a moment she wanted to rush over and hug him, kiss him, and tell him that she really loved him, and that she didn't want to go anywhere, she just wanted to stay with him forever and ever.

She even wondered why she had to be the one who kept her promises. What is more important in this world than the man in front of her, she only wants him, she just wants to live with him sweetly and happily forever.

She really wants to be a selfish person, who doesn't care about everything and only covets the beauty in front of her.

She felt her body craving him, her fingers wanting to caress his face, her lips wanting to kiss his, her skin wanting to fit intimately with him, feeling his warmth and familiarity.

Just staring at him like this, tears quietly welled up in her eyes.

Her throat felt like something was choking, and it was so uncomfortable...... Cheng Lie, if I can, I really want you to see if my heart is full of all you.

Why do people need words to prove their hearts, and if everyone's heart can be nakedly presented in front of the person they love the most, can they save countless misunderstandings and troubles?

Cheng Lie felt her gaze, like a small white and cool moonlight, silently pouring on him.

He couldn't help but look up at her.

However, as soon as he came into contact with her gaze, he felt an unspeakable pain and reluctance.

Why?

Why look at him like that?

His hand shook suddenly, and the originally coherent strip of peel was disconnected.

"Click", a long bunch of peels smashed to the ground.

Cheng Lie leaned over and picked up the peel and threw it into the garbage basket on the side.

The pears in my hand can no longer be peeled.

He received the half-peeled pear and the fruit knife in his hand and put it back in the fruit bowl.

Facing her gaze that seemed to contain a thousand words, he took the lead in asking, "What's the matter?" Don't you want to see me, why don't you speak?" ”

Tang Xiao's hand in the quilt pinched her other hand fiercely, and the pain made her sober up.

"Cheng Lie, I have something to tell you. ”

She heard her own calm voice.

Cheng Lie let out a "hmm" and looked at her very calmly: "Say it." ”

His voice sounded calmer than hers, but only he knew how nervous he was.

He was afraid to hear her say, I'm sorry, I don't love you at all.

Please let me go, Cheng Lie.

He was even more afraid to hear such words than when he suddenly found a gun pointed at him in the middle of the jungle.

Her words pierced his heart more than bullets.

He can dodge bullets fired at him and even kill them before they shoot, however, he can't dodge damage from her.

If she wanted to hurt him, he had to turn his chest towards her.

In front of the people he loves, he is not the invincible king of special forces, he is more like a baby who is defenseless and has no power to fight back.

Now, his dark, piercing eyes looked at her unblinkingly, waiting for what she was about to say.

No one in this world knew he was scared except himself.

After all, he seemed so calm, composed, and as usual.

She looked at him like this, and thought to herself, maybe, he can accept it, perhaps, her decision will not affect him too much.

"Cheng Lie, I want to go to N Island and see Pei Yuansheng. ”

In the silence of the room, her voice fell softly into his ears.

Her gaze was so calm, her words were so calm, she looked like she had been preparing for this sentence for a long time.

She wasn't pleading with him, she was announcing her decision to him.

"Cheng Lie, I want to see you" ,—— it turned out that she didn't really want to see him.