It's on the shelves, and the book has been going for nearly five months, and it's finally going to be on the shelves.

At twelve o'clock at noon, it will be put on the shelves, I hope that the brothers and sisters can support it more, those who have money will hold a money field, and those who have no money will hold a personal field, and the seventh will remember it.

At this moment, I can't help but want to say thank you to my editor-in-charge, Wutong, thank you for always arranging recommendations for me.

There are so many people to thank, such as you brothers and sisters, who have supported me all the way to where I am now.

Here, I would like to thank three writer friends, one is called Phantom Dance, if it wasn't for his encouragement, maybe I wouldn't have started writing novels again, one is called Soul Gnawing Bookworm, he silently promoted me but didn't talk to me much, and finally the Decadent Dragon, who told me that life is endless, and really gave me a lot of encouragement.

On March 5th, the book began to be uploaded, and it was written until April 27th, writing 320,000 words, and having more than 1,000 brothers and sisters.

I don't know how many of the more than 1,000 brothers and sisters are left, but no matter what, I still have to bow and thank you, you have accompanied me to the present, especially just folding, since the day I opened the book, he said to me in the book review area every day Come on, give me a recommendation vote every day, to be honest, Lao Qi is really moved, and he still often appears in the book review area.

And the brothers and sisters later, I don't know if you have been with the seventh for some days, it is you who have encouraged the seventh step by step to get to the present, thank you very much.

To be honest, I don't really know how to write a testimonial.

Let me tell you a story, a story about myself.

I still remember the first time I wrote an article in 07, when I didn't understand anything, I just wrote with enthusiasm, of course, I was destined to hit the street again and again.

Fate is very magical, and writing books has been throughout my life for nearly ten years.

In March '09, I met my ex-wife, a petite and lovely woman - at least that's what I thought at the time.

When we first met, we didn't have a very good conversation, until one day she asked me what I did, and I was cheeky enough to say that I wrote novels, well, my relationship with her has grown by leaps and bounds since then, and it didn't take long for us to get married.

Then when I was 10 years old, she gave birth to a big fat boy for me, who was very fat when I was a child, and now he is as thin as a hemp stick.

At that time, really, I thought that I would go on like this, going to work every day, getting off work, coding words, accompanying my wife and children, and the days would go on happily like this, until the earth was desolate.

However, there is always a gap between the ideal and the reality.

In 12 years, she and I filed for divorce, and I remember sitting across from her all night in silence, and eventually, I separated from her.

It was also from that time that I stopped writing.

During that time, I forgot to bring my keys when I went out, sometimes I forgot to eat, and even forgot to sleep when I was in Suzhou, and I remember very well that a friend found out about my situation and hurriedly persuaded me to see a doctor.

Doctor said mild depression.

At that moment, I was suddenly afraid, not afraid that my depression would get worse and worse, but afraid that my son would have no mother and no father, so I let myself work hard and work hard until I had no energy to think about it anymore.

In the past four years, I just want to work hard to give my son a better life, and I don't dare to let myself relax at all, for fear that as soon as I relax, I will recall the cruel scene of those four years ago.

Yes, I persevered, and my QQ was renamed "Then smile", because I want to remind myself all the time, remind myself not to forget to smile, no matter how hard life is, there is still a smile.

It's tiring to raise a son alone, and many times I feel like I can't hold on, but looking at my screen name, I still gritted my teeth and persevered.

In the past four years, I didn't dare to think about writing at all, because she and I really fell in love because of online writing, and because she left me, I stopped writing, and writing became an untouchable scar in my life.

One touch.

It hurts.

Fortunately, it's okay, it's really okay, one day in a certain month this year, I suddenly found that I didn't want her anymore, in order to prove whether I was like this in my heart, I tried to pick up the pen and write again, and the result was ......

To be honest, I haven't forgotten her until now, maybe it's really hurt too much, but the text has begun to be written, coupled with the encouragement of Phantom Dance, I persevered step by step, and slowly got used to it, and I thought about her less when I wrote the article.

Now, I just want to raise my son well, although it is very difficult to bear the expenses of my son alone, I really just want to see him grow up safely, which may be a father's only wish.

That's the end of my story, and that's the end of my testimonial.