Chapter 30: Insomnia
Smiling and listening to Stephanie's gushing recent speech on the other end of the computer, Ruan Qingning's eyes were filled with relief, blessings, and a faint envy.
People will always be envious of what they lack in others, what Ruan Qingning has always lacked is the kind of Stephanie that can do even if she fails, and it is a big deal to start all over again, so she has always been very envious of Stephanie, envious of Stephanie who is happy every day, envy Stephanie who has many friends, and envy Stephanie who can say it if she wants to say it and do it if she wants to.
Ruan Qingning is not actually afraid of making mistakes, but she is afraid of causing harm to others because of her mistakes. Too much to think about, too much to worry about. is destined to never be able to live as freely and freely as Stephanie.
There is a time difference between the United States and the K country, in order not to disturb the very fixed schedule of both of them. Before Ruan Qingning had the urge to yawn, the two ended the call. Stephanie was going to prepare her lunch food, and it was time for Nguyen Thanh Ninh to go to bed.
Turning off the lights and going to bed, hugging the doll given to him by fans, Ruan Qingning closed his eyes.
Time quietly didn't know how long had passed, "Bang!" Reaching out to turn on the light, he glanced at the alarm clock placed at the head of the bed, and Ruan Qingning fell down in despair.
At 3:25, this time when she must have entered a deep sleep when she usually doesn't work all night, Ruan Qingning's eyes were wide open, and she didn't feel sleepy.
Inserting the earphones into her ears, turning on the player, Ruan Qingning closed her eyes again in the soft sound of music.
At 3:55, he took off his headphones and opened his eyes to look at the ceiling above his head, Ruan Qingning's eyebrows frowned slightly.
At 4:15, I got up and drank a glass of water, opened the door of my sister's bedroom to check the sleep quality of Ruan Qingcheng, and Ruan Qingning, who turned back to the bedroom, picked up the remote control, lowered the movie screen installed at the top of the bedroom, and clicked on a newly released movie.
The kind of good thing that can receive a surprise at a glance Ruan Qingning didn't encounter it, the movie was very boring, and she watched the whole movie that only made people feel boring after watching the whole movie, the cast and crew were slowly rolling on the screen, Ruan Qingning was desperate to find that she still didn't feel sleepy.
At 5:50, I got up and drank another bottle of strawberry milk, leaned back against the bed and bit the straw for a while, Ruan Qingning took out a set of sportswear from the closet, tied her hair into a ponytail, and quietly went out.
At five o'clock, S City was still shrouded in dark night, and on the lonely streets, the street lights were lonely and on, and no one could be seen.
Taking a deep breath of the air that made his nose ach, Ruan Qingning moved and ran slowly.
Everyone will always have their own common solutions when they feel irritable, and when they feel irritable in the past, Ruan Qingning will always choose to listen to songs, be in a daze, and watch movies to relieve irritability.
Ruan Qingning remembered his teammate Wu Tong's habit of going out to run until he collapsed when he was irritable.
"Why doesn't the brain keep working obediently? It's because the body can still provide enough energy to think wildly. So keep running, keep running, run until your legs go limp, run until you get dizzy, run until you don't even have the energy to think, you just want to rest quietly. If you don't want to sleep like this, the whole person will become a lot more refreshed when you wake up, and the irritability will disappear naturally. ”
In the state of all the commonly used methods failing, Ruan Qingning suddenly felt that Wu Tong's statement was very reasonable, anyway, if she continued to stay at home, she couldn't sleep, and she would feel inexplicably bored, so it was better to go out for a walk and let the irritable mood cool down in the cold wind of the early morning.
"Ha~!" opened his mouth and yawned, in the first battle called the boiled egg work and rest time change operation that occurred fifteen minutes ago, Lu Ling, who had successfully postponed the time to go out for a walk for two hours, was thinking very seriously about whether to stop the boiled egg that had been circling around the artificial lake in the community.
"Although it is good to be walking around the house all the time, if you continue to walk around like this, the girl who has been adjusting her direction in the pavilion in the middle of the lake with the running of the boiled eggs is probably going to rush over and talk. Being able to do outdoor yoga in a temperature of only seven or eight degrees will surely not lack the courage to talk. Tightening his collar, Lu Ling felt that today's morning walk could be declared over.
"Wang, Wang!" Just when Lu Ling was about to discuss the exit with the boiled egg, the boiled egg, who had been running happily, suddenly stopped, turned around and barked at Lu Ling.
"What's wrong?" Lu Ling squatted down for some reason.
"Wang~!" the boiled egg screamed again.
"Did you find someone?" Lu Ling probably guessed the meaning of the boiled egg.
"Wang!" the boiled egg wagged his tail happily, calling for his tacit understanding with his master.
Lu Ling was a little confused. If you just smell the smell of a stranger, the boiled egg will not scream. I didn't look at the girl in the Lake Heart Pavilion who kept trying to get the attention of the boiled egg, but the boiled egg didn't even bother to turn his head to look, let alone say anything.
It deliberately paused to remind him that there was only one possibility, and that there were acquaintances walking around here.
Lu Ling has been in S City for more than three months, but except for work interactions, there are few sincere people who can be called acquaintances. What can make the boiled eggs that have only been here for two days feel familiar is basically non-existent. Unless... Lu Ling's mind flashed Zheng Mo's figure.
But then Lu Ling took the initiative to dispel Zheng Mo's face full of unbeatenness, Zheng Mo did have the possibility of suddenly running to him, but according to Lu Ling, Zheng Mo was busy getting to know the new colleagues in the embassy and getting acquainted with the working environment recently, and he was as tired as a dog every day. Even if he has the heart to go crazy, I'm afraid he doesn't have the physical strength to match it.
It's not Zheng Mo, then who could it be? The boiled egg has only been here for two days, who can make it feel familiar in the past two days? Quickly filtering the face that the boiled egg saw in the past two days, Lu Ling felt that it was better to hurry home. He didn't want to be pestered early in the morning by some familiar customer who looked at him like an animal.
"Let's go!" Lu Ling patted the braised egg's head and motioned for it to follow.
His nose was buzzing, and the boiled egg looked in front of him, looking hesitant.
"Big brother, don't look at it!" Lu Ling angrily gave the boiled egg a brain melt, "Do you want the claws painted with red nail polish to touch your head so much?"
"Hmm~~" The hair of the braised egg exploded, and when it was brought to the store by the owner in the past two days, there were indeed many people who were particularly enthusiastic about touching it. Despite its best efforts, its limited space prevented it from escaping the fate of being poisoned.
The long and colorful nails, the strong pungent scent, and the shrill sound that makes its ears uncomfortable, the taste is really known to those who have experienced it.
"But the owner of the smell it smelled didn't seem to have touched me as the owner said, right?" looked down to confirm that the memory was not wrong, and the boiled egg barked at Lu Ling, and the dog's eyes were full of determination.