Chang An didn't react for a while, she was still squatting on the ground, covered with broken porcelain.

Soon Chang Jiahui sent the photo, the camera was not far away, but because it was night and the light was dim, Chang An only saw Chen Haodong and He Ling standing on the steps at the door of the restaurant, He Ling hooked Chen Haodong's arm, smiled sweetly and seemed to be talking to him, and Chen Haodong put his hands in his trouser pockets, a cigarette in his mouth, and his eyes seemed to be looking in another direction.

It's just a very ordinary snapshot photo, a very ordinary couple, in the eyes of passers-by, they are just on a date, and the two are waiting for the bus or waiting for someone next to each other.

Chang An stared at the photo for a while, dizzy, suddenly felt so annoyed that he didn't want to pick it up, got up and stood up, and swept all the dirty dishes stacked on the cooking table into the pool.

When Zhou Yan entered the door, he only heard a "bang" from the kitchen.

He hurriedly ran over, only to see the plates and cups shattered to the ground, and Chang An stood stiffly in front of the pool.

Zhou was taken aback.

"What's the matter?" roared.

Chang An turned around, with a pink skirt and white clothes, black hair and a shawl, but a pair of sheared eyes were already sparkling.

Zhou Wei's heart trembled twice, and he stepped over to support Chang An's shoulder in three or two steps, "Okay, why are you crying again?

Chang An finally recovered a little from his dizzy drunkenness.

Did you cry yourself?

I didn't cry!

Chang An was still reckless, and asked with a smile: "Why did you come back, why didn't you live there?"

The worry in Zhou Wei's eyes instantly turned cold.

"Where do you want me to live?"

"Over there... Didn't you send her back? Don't worry, I'll act as if I don't know anything, I don't see anything...... Just like in Sanya, you... You ......" Chang An suddenly smiled meaningfully.

Zhou Wei's stomach was full of laughter, but he could barely hold it back and asked, "What's wrong with us in Sanya?"

Chang An snorted again, "Don't think I don't know, there are some things I may not understand, but I still know a little bit, you two were in the room at the time, in the room... That ......"

"Which one?"

"That's it..."Chang An seemed to be a little anxious, shook her head, and the flush from the alcohol burned even more vigorously on her cheeks at this time.

It's annoying, do you have to say this kind of thing?

"I'm going to turn a blind eye anyway, really, I won't get in your way, I promise!" she swore with a deliberate hand, wearing the yellow plastic gloves that were stained with white foam.

That face, the face that was powdered like a peach by the smell of wine, still had a little bit of moisture in its eyes that had just flooded and not dried.

She smiled at him so unwittingly, swore at him, and then said to him in a vain voice, "I will open my eyes and close my eyes..."

Zhou Wei's palm was still clasped on Chang An's shoulder, but his heart was crumpled into a ball.

He's about to suffocate, this woman who makes up her own ideas but doesn't even understand fart!

"So you are spending half a day today, keeping food and asking me to send her back, just to facilitate us?"

"yes... Actually......" Chang An shook her body again, the longer the red wine increased, she shook her head and grabbed a little reason, "Actually, you don't have to avoid me, really, I will never stop you from being together, just like those flowers and plants of yours before, I don't care what they do with you, but I know who you care about the most, I know, I already know... So you don't have to hide it from me, you don't have to deceive each other, and you don't play all those tricks to hide people's ears, life is short, why do you always disappoint the people you like?

Chang An finished speaking with feeling, his eyes full of sadness and piety.

Zhou Wei's fingers were about to dig into her flesh.

What does she know?

"You know a!"

“……”

Chang An snorted and burped.

"How can you scold people!" she tilted her head, her face full of ignorance, as if her sincerity had been insulted, "Forget it, I'm too lazy to tell you, I want to sleep!"

Chang An pushed Zhou Yan away and walked out with a shaking.

Zhou Wei listened to her footsteps going upstairs, and then looked at the overflowing foam in the pool and the broken plates all over the floor.

He slammed his fist into the pool platform.

Calm down! Be calm! There's no need to be serious with a drunk!

But it's really hard to control, Zhou Wei raised his hand and swept it, and all the goblets stacked on the pool platform fell to the ground!

……

Chang placed a bathtub full of water, and he didn't bother to take off his clothes, so he sank himself in.

She felt so uncomfortable, so painful, she felt like she was about to die, as if she had gone back to the days when she first arrived in London a few years ago, like a walking corpse, playing the role that others wanted to see every day, but she needed alcohol to sleep for a while at night.

I still remember that the Chinese doctor who helped her quit drinking at that time said: "If you don't take the first sip of wine, you won't get drunk!"

But how could it be, her first sip of wine came from Chen Haodong, and her first kiss also came from Chen Haodong.

He kissed her with wine, burned the knife at 52 degrees, and she got drunk after a mouthful, and from then on the alcohol in her mouth was the taste of the first kiss of the year.

The strongest wine, the most loved ones.

Chang An held his breath and sank to the bottom of the water, buzzing in his ears but no longer heard any sound.

There are many disturbances in the world, and she has never wanted to fight with others, but at this moment she is so unwilling.

I obviously came back, why did I have to give it to others when I came back for him?

"Bang", Chang An came out of the water, regardless of the wet dripping water, walked into the bedroom barefoot in a few steps, touched the mobile phone and turned it on, and turned out Chang Jiahui's > just now The man's face in the photo is not clear, but she can rely entirely on imagination, well, the corners of his eyes are slightly longer, the bridge of his nose is very high, he laughs badly and handsomely, and there is a scar on his right shoulder about four or five centimeters, which used to be cut by fighting with people for Chang An, and he had a lot of stitches at that time.

These Chang An have recalled and imagined tens of thousands of times in the past few years, and with his eyes closed, he can immediately sketch his appearance.

The person who clearly occupies your heart is like a big tree with its roots, how can it be uprooted?

If you unplug it, you'll die!

Chang An panted and shook his mobile phone, pressing the numbers on it one by one......

A long time ago, Chang Jiahui sent her the mobile phone number that Chen Haodong changed after he came out, and she remembered it in her heart, but she never called once.

This time, through alcohol, through this madness born of grief and despair.

Toot-toot-toot-

It seemed to be connected over there, Chang An heard the faint sound of the wind, so he choked up and held his breath, like a child who finally came to the door of the house after trekking through mountains and rivers.

She said, "Hey..."

Waiting, the other party did not respond.

Chang An continued, swallowing: "Hello, I'm Chang An..."

He continued to wait, but there was still no response, and the wind came in clearly.

Chang An heard the sound of the building collapsing in his heart.

She finally cried uncontrollably and shouted, "Brother, I'm Chang An......"

"I'm Chang An, I miss you so much, I want to meet you, is that okay?"

Tearing his heart and lungs, he crushed all his dignity and pride, and finally mustered up the courage to shout out the desire that had been restrained in his heart, but it was so quiet that there was only the sound of the wind, whirring, like a knife with a blade.

The other party has not responded in the slightest.

Chang An slid along the wall and sat on the ground a little, bent his hands to hug himself, and pinched his mobile phone.

Chen Haodong stood in the wind, the sound of the wind filled the cry on the other end of the phone, he was about to crush his tooth sockets, the breath blocked in his heart almost rushed to the heavenly spirit cover, 10,000 voices were pleading, don't cry, don't cry, okay? But to no avail.

Chang An was sad and desperate, and her heart hurt so much that she was about to die.

Chen Haodong finally had to cut off the phone, and the crying finally disappeared in his ears.

He hung his head against the railing as if he had been hollowed out, and downstairs were street lamps and lawns, and half of the cigarette in his hand had burned for a long time.

Someone opened the door behind him, and He Ling walked out in a nightdress. "It's so cold on the balcony, what are you doing standing here all the time and not going into the house?"

He raised his hand and took a drag on his cigarette.

"Think about something, and I'll go in in a moment!"

He Ling obviously didn't let it, and turned Chen Haodong's body to face him.

"Really, I'm busy all day, it's rare to come and accompany me once... Ah, why are your eyes so red?"

Chen Haodong subconsciously turned his face away, but He Ling was worried about his toes and wanted to straighten his toes, "Show me, what's going on?

Chen Haodong retreated in vain, dodging He Ling's hand.

"It's wrong, it's windy, it's just smoked!"

"Poof, I'm kidding you, just a conscienceless little beast like you, probably only a woman can cry for you!" He Ling said unintentionally.

Chen Haodong's eyes darkened.

He pushed away the woman in front of him with the hand holding the cigarette, "You go in first, let me think about something here." ”

"Don't, what's there to think about, my dad will be on top of the sky when it falls. After speaking, he glued it again, wrapped his arms around Chen Haodong's waist, and took the initiative to lean into his arms, and said coquettishly, "Haodong, stay with me tonight, Dad asked a few days ago, when will we put the marriage on the agenda?"

Chen Haodong's back stiffened, and the cigarette butt that burned in his hand was finally broken by the roots.

……

It took Zhou Wei a lot of effort to clean up the kitchen, and he was so tired that his waist couldn't straighten up, and his right shoulder began to ache faintly again.

I changed the medicine in the hospital in the morning, and the doctor explained that I had to change it at least three or four times in the last few days.

Zhou Wei poured water and ate the anti-inflammatory medicine, took gauze and other things and went upstairs to find Chang An.

"Did you sleep?"

"Didn't sleep and did me a favor!"

"Chang'an!"

shouted a few times, but there was no movement inside.

He knocked on the door a few more times, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, she wouldn't have drunk too much and fall asleep in the bathtub like last time, right?

Zhou Wei twisted the doorknob, and the door actually opened.

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