Chapter 124: Stay with her
Chang An shrunk his neck, as if he wanted to say something, but his mouth opened for a moment, and he didn't say anything.
There was no sound in the ward for a while, and Chen Haodong was still sitting there with a big grin, seeing her gloomy expression, he snorted, "Are you hungry?"
"Huh?"
"Are you hungry?"
"Oh, it's okay!" she replied habitually, and then lowered her head and continued to sit there thinking about her thoughts, Chen Haodong was silent for a while, but heard a "grunt" sound, and the room was very quiet at that time, so the movement seemed very abrupt.
Chang An's face was a little embarrassed.
Chen Haodong sighed and asked directly, "What do you want to eat?"
"I..."
"Hurry up and make a decision, I'm afraid it's too late, and there are no restaurants outside that are still open!"
Chang An glanced at the window, the rain was rattling outside, it was almost eleven o'clock, and it was estimated that it would be difficult to have any decent food in the town, "Forget it, I'm not very hungry!"
Chen Haodong glared, "So much nonsense!"
He got up directly and took the jacket on the back of the chair, "I'll go out and buy something to eat and come back, if there is something, press the red button on the back, and a nurse will come, you know?"
Chang An nodded silently: "Oh!"
Chen Haodong saw that she was well-behaved, and habitually reached out, he always liked to touch her head in the past, but halfway through the stretch, he found that his position was no longer suitable, paused, took it back, and snorted in his mouth, "Lie down and wait, I'll be back in a while!" The night was thick, and his voice suddenly became gentle in the second half of the sentence, Chang An felt that it was his own illusion, and pursed his mouth, "I know, you drive carefully!"
Chen Haodong grinned, took the car keys and went out.
Outside, the wind and rain were strong, Chang An did not obediently lie on the bed, but hugged his knees and put his face up, his mind was already in chaos, what happened in the afternoon, she shed a leg of blood in the bamboo forest and called the despair that should not be called every day, seeing Chen Haodong's heart beating violently at that moment, and the dizziness when he picked himself up and walked out of the bamboo forest on his back, these forests made Chang An feel panicked in his heart, and he couldn't explain the emotions, but when did he think about it, when was this? If he hadn't been injured, shouldn't he have returned to Changhe after eating at Zhou Mansion at this time?
What is that man doing now?
Do you know that you are injured and in the hospital?
What if he knew that he was staying with Chen Haodong?
Chang An is sensitive by nature, so she keeps adding inner drama to herself, thinking a lot of things on her knees in a daze, and time slips away unconsciously, and when she comes back to her senses, it is already early in the morning.
Does it take so long for Chen Haodong to go out to buy something to eat?
The rain outside seems to be a little lighter, but it hasn't stopped, and the road conditions in the town are not good, will something happen to him? Chang An was a little worried, and he opened the quilt and planned to get out of bed, but his legs moved, and his heart hurt.
She knew that the cut was very deep, the needle was stitched up at this moment, the blood couldn't stop, and only the pain of flesh was left after the anesthetic, but Chang An still held the leg and moved to the side of the bed, and was about to get the shoes, when the door suddenly opened.
"What do you do?"
Chen Haodong walked in wearing a cloak and rain, and his face and hair were covered with water.
Chang An was taken aback, "Didn't you hold an umbrella?"
Chen Haodong didn't bother to answer her, walked over and glared, "Didn't you let you lie down on the bed?"
Chang An shrank his neck and didn't dare to gnaw again, she was still very afraid of this person's tiger, Chen Haodong saw her like that, and his anger was blocked in his heart and he couldn't get out, he took two sharp breaths of the pestle, and then took out a bulging foam box from his chest jacket.
Chang An glanced at it, the box was wrapped in a plastic bag, and a lot of bamboo sticks poked out of it.
Chang An felt a pain in his legs and stomach when he saw the bamboo now, and unconsciously moved his butt back, "What is it?"
Chen Haodong had already torn open the plastic bag, the foam box bounced up, and finally saw what was lying inside, a few meat skewers, a few shiitake mushrooms, a few roasted buns, and a roasted corn......
"The restaurants in town are closed, and I have traveled all the way to find a barbecue restaurant that serves a late-night snack. After speaking, he tore off the plastic bag wrapped around the box, and moved a chair over to rest in front of Chang An.
Chang An looked disgusted, and just as he was about to speak, Chen Haodong immediately glared back: "Don't be picky, don't say you don't eat!"
Chang An was so frightened by him that he shrank his neck again, half paid, "Oh..."
Chen Haodong was so confused by her appearance that he lost his temper at all, smiled, and put the box on the chair. Chang An stretched out her head, tried her best to suppress her disgust and rummaged in the box a few times, but the meat and vegetables inside were all sticky together, and she really had no appetite.
Chen Haodong had already picked up the corn in his hand, "Eat this!"
"Oh!"
Chang An reluctantly took it, plucked up the courage to take a bite, Chen Haodong looked at it next to him, and asked, "How is it?"
She didn't have any expression on her face, and opened her mouth again to bite and finish chewing.
Chen Haodong stretched his cheeks, "Chang'an..."
"It's delicious, you can eat it!"
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Immediately, the breath that was raised all the way to the throat finally fell, Chen Haodong smiled again, and he fished out a skewer of roasted beef tendon and began to eat it, but Chang An ate slowly, he ate quickly, and after a few minutes, there was only a skewer of roasted buns and a bunch of roasted shiitake mushrooms left in the box, and the meat was all divided by him.
Chen Haodong threw away the last bamboo skewer and wiped his mouth, "If I can't eat enough, I'll go out and look for it, there may be a supermarket!"
Chang An sighed, "No need, one corn is enough for me!"
"Is that enough?"
Chang An nodded, "Such a big one, it's a little supportive!"
Chen Haodong knew that she was well-behaved, so he still reached over and rubbed it on the top of her head, Chang An didn't have time to hide, when he came back to his senses, Chen Haodong had already carried the last two strings of shiitake mushrooms and roasted buns in the box, swallowed them all in a few bites, and then stared condescendingly at Chang An's remaining half of the corn, "Eat them all, huh?"
Chang An: "Oh!"
Chen Haodong was obviously very satisfied with her well-behaved performance, and put away the box and bamboo sticks on the chair and threw them into the trash, seeing that Chang An was still nibbling on the corn cob one by one, he was a little speechless, and poured a glass of warm water, "After eating and drinking, don't choke!"
Chang An nodded.
Chen Haodong didn't bother to rub with her, the clothes on his body had already been wet once when he went to the bamboo forest in the afternoon, and he was about to dry after covering it for a few hours.
"I'll take a shower, you eat slowly!" After speaking, he took off his jacket, folded his arms, and his T-shirt fell to the ground.
Chen Haodong sneered, picked up the T-shirt on the ground and went into the bathroom.
Soon there was a sound of water inside, Chang An's heart was full of guilt, although she didn't do anything, although Chen Haodong didn't take the slightest excessive move, but she felt that she really had no way to stay with him anymore.
Chen Haodong simply rushed, not particular, only put on pants when he came out, his upper body was still naked, the water beads rolled down, and there was probably nothing to wipe his body in the bathroom, so he came out and picked up the pillow towel on the empty bed next to him and wiped it twice on himself.
Chang An: "......"
Chen Haodong wiped his body and wiped his hair, and walked back to the bed, Chang An still sat there in the same posture as before, and the half of the corn in his hand didn't seem to move much.
He raised his eyebrows and looked, "Don't eat it?"
Chang An immediately looked away, put the corn aside, and asked, "You're not going back tonight?"
"What's wrong with that?"
"Why aren't you worried?"
Chen Haodong, who was originally wiping his hair, paused, he was tall, against the light, and the muscles of his bare upper body were tense, so his whole body seemed to be tense with a terrifying strength.
Chang An saw that his eyes were strange, and his buttocks moved back again, "I... Did I say something wrong?"
Chen Haodong snorted, "No." β
Chang An: "Oh. β
Chen Haodong: "But you mean you don't want me to stay?"
Chang An retorted vigorously: "No, I didn't mean that!"
Chen Haodong: "Then what do you mean?"
Chang An: "I ......"
Chen Haodong: "Or are you disappointed that the person who is here with you is me, not Zhou Wei?"
Chang An: "......"
This question is very sharp, she doesn't know how to answer, seeing that Chen Haodong's face is very stinky, he is not easy to mess with, this Chang An knows it, and reluctantly smiled, "No, you really think too much, I'm just afraid that if you don't go back so late, He Ling will be worried." β
Unexpectedly, Chen Haodong sneered again, "Shut up, it's annoying when you open your eyes and say nonsense!"
Chang An: "......"
Over there, Chen Haodong rubbed his wet hair a few more times, and then a parabola, and the crumpled pillow towel fell back to the bed next door, he did it again, and squatted in front of Chang An.
Chang An was so frightened that he shrank back.
Chen Haodong saw her evasion and vigilance in his eyes, and scolded in his mouth: "If my conscience feeds the dog's things, I should have thrown you in the forest in the afternoon!" But scolding and scolding, he suddenly pinched Chang An's ankle.
Chang An shrank his legs suddenly, he pressed it, "Don't move!" and then lifted the skirt that had been torn by the bamboo and was already rotten, revealing most of the white legs, and the skin was delicate under the light, except for the wrinkled skin at the place of the stitches, which looked hideous.
Chen Haodong tensed his cheeks again, "Does it still hurt?"
Chang An nodded, then shook his head again, "It doesn't hurt anymore..."
Chen Haodong looked up at her, his eyes were like water, and he smiled bitterly.
Chang An didn't understand the meaning of his smile, and quickly pulled down his skirt, although it was already in tatters, but Kankan could still cover it, "It really doesn't hurt, really... Thank you for the afternoon, I know that if it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't have had the chance to sit here now, really, thank you very much!" she crackled and said a lot of words, but the ink under Chen Haodong's eyes became thicker and thicker, and finally pinched Chang An's ankle with her fingertips, and the pain made her feel like her bones were about to be crushed by him.
"Lie down and sleep!" The man who was originally squatting on the ground swished up, opened the empty bed next to him and lay down first.
Chang An's throat was so painful that he wanted to say something, but the light was turned off by him, and the room fell into darkness all of a sudden.
Chang An hissed, feeling that this person's temper was really getting worse and worse, but she couldn't help it, so she could only move her ass and lie back obediently, lying down for a while, a little cold, but the quilt in the ward was damp and dirty, and there was a musty smell on it, she couldn't bear it.
Over there, Chen Haodong seemed to turn over, "Cover the quilt!"
"The smell is too strong!"
"Cover!"
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Chang An weighed it, or reluctantly pulled the cup over, covered it himself, and then the room fell into a deathly silence, except for the sound of rain outside the window, even breathing seemed to be inaudible, so I don't know how long it took, so long enough Chang An thought that the person in the next bed had fallen asleep, so he moved slightly, raised the uninjured leg and kicked the quilt off his body, but as soon as he kicked halfway, a figure sat up on the bed next door.
"What do you do?"
Chang An was so frightened that he quickly hooked the quilt back, "No... Didn't do anything!"
"Don't move, kick the quilt again!"
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Chang An held his breath and really didn't dare to move, and after waiting for a while, there was a sound of rustling on the other side of the bed. At this time, she had also adapted to the darkness in the room, pinned her head on the pillow, and saw that Chen Haodong had already stood up from the bed.
"What are you doing?" she couldn't help but ask.
"Take off your pants!"
"What?"
"The trousers are wet, and it's hard to sleep in it, do you want to see it?"
Chang An immediately turned his head again, "No, I'm asleep!" She simply turned her back to Chen Haodong, and vaguely heard her pants on the ground with the belt attached, followed by the creaking movement of the spring bed, proving that Chen Haodong was lying on the bed again, she exhaled softly, but there was a sneer in the darkness in her ears: "Breath!"
Chang An: "......"
As the night gets darker, the sound of the rain becomes quieter.
Chang An couldn't sleep at all in this environment, and the stitch area hurt badly, and Chen Haodong finally couldn't bear it anymore when he turned over and over for the Nth time.
"Still hurting in your legs?"
"A little bit. β
"Can you bear it?"
"No problem, I should be able to stand it. β
Over there, Chen Haodong gasped heavily.
Chang An is like this, in the face of people who are willing to be close, he will be coquettish, but in the face of people who are not close, he always pretends to be mature and strong and hides himself well.
Chen Haodong naturally knew that she was a two-faced person, and she was obviously holding on at this time, and she was a little out of breath in her heart, he got up from the bed and fell down again, repeating this twice, Chang An was inexplicable, and asked, "Did I affect your sleep?"
"Yes, don't move around, poor toss!" the tone was obviously disgusted.
Chang An was so frightened that he had nothing to say, and he felt very aggrieved.
She's a sick person now, and she's still injured, so did he stay and take care of the patient?
"I can't sleep, if you think I'm disturbing you, or you go out and find a hotel to sleep in!"
She also has a temper, but her tone is not salty or light, Chen Haodong was half angry, and knocked his fist in the quilt, she can bear it!
"Chang An, do you think I'm quite idle, so idle that I have to stay here with you? If it weren't for my ......?"
"Huh?"
Chen Haodong suddenly settled there.
Chang An was still waiting for him to say, and when he couldn't wait, he asked directly: "Because of you, what?"
He looked up at the dark ceiling, and after a while, he gasped twice, "It's nothing, sleep!"
Chang An was inexplicable, and secretly pulled down the quilt that was about to be on her chin, but she was still sleepy, but there was no movement on the bed over there, Chang An endured it for a while, and made sure that Chen Haodong was asleep, so she raised her leg and kicked the quilt to the side again, and sighed in the dark.
Chang An was taken aback, "You... Haven't slept yet!"
Chen Haodong was speechless, turned over, and glanced at the slightly arched figure on the bed opposite, "Why don't you talk, Chang An!"
Chang settled down for a while, and then replied, "Okay!"
A long silence followed.
Chen Haodong: "You don't have anything to ask me?"
Chang An thought about it, what did she want to ask? If she had waited for a few months ago, she would have thousands of questions that she couldn't wait for answers, such as whether he had thought about her over the years, why he gave up on her and fell in love with other women, and why did he make a vow when he was 17 years old all deceit? But now it is completely different.
In the end, the state of mind is completely different, so there is no point in asking these questions, but there is only one thing...... One thing she's been running away from since she returned home.
In the darkness, Chen Haodong seemed to hear Chang An trying to take a breath, and then a slightly hoarse voice dispersed in the air.
She said, "Brother, can you tell me why you suddenly entered a drug rehabilitation center more than two years ago?"
Chen Haodong missed a beat of his heartbeat.
Chang An was obviously still waiting for his answer, he clenched his fists, "Do you believe me?"
Chang An was stunned, she knew that although Chen Haodong was very ridiculous, he used to have bad grades and fight, fight, smoke, and play hooligans, but he shouldn't touch anything that involves the bottom line.
He has always been a very principled man.
"Believe!"
There was a sudden laugh on the bed over there, "It's enough to believe in your sentence." β
"But can you tell me the truth, what the hell is going on?"
"You don't have to know this!"
"Why don't I have to know?"
"Let's just take it as an accident. β
"Accident?" Chang An was speechless, "What kind of accident will make you stay in a drug rehabilitation center for two years?"
Chen Haodong simply turned over, Chang An couldn't see his expression, but saw his broad back in the dark.
"Brother..."
"Chang An, whether it was before or now, including in the future, you just live your life, don't try to figure out everything, sometimes the truth is far more cruel than you can think, it's not a good thing to know too much!" After a pause, he released his fist, "Go to sleep, you still have injuries on your legs, the doctor said to pay attention to rest!"
Chang An seemed to have something to ask, but Chen Haodong turned his back to her, obviously unwilling to say anything more, and after staying up for a few minutes, even breathing gradually came from there.
"Asleep?"
Chen Haodong didn't move, Chang An sighed at the ceiling again, and then drowsiness also hit, and he gradually fell asleep.
The town was silent, the rain had stopped, and the world seemed to have fallen asleep past one o'clock in the morning.
The broad back on the next bed finally moved, and after making sure that Chang An had fallen asleep, he got up quietly, and only sat there with his legs folded.
The world is very big, and his heart is very empty, Chen Haodong thought about why he trapped himself in it, but Chang An tried to elope with her when he was seventeen years old, and five years later he sat in the hospital in this small town and watched her sleep, going around and around, but he still couldn't get out after all.
Suddenly I really want to smoke.
Chen Haodong took out the cigarette case from the pants on the ground, but unfortunately the cigarettes had been soaked in the rain and damp, and he couldn't smoke anymore, he was very irritable, his big palm turned over and kneaded the cigarette and the box together, and sat on the bed for a while, he definitely couldn't sleep, he simply put on his pants and T-shirt and stood in front of Chang'an's bed for a while, seeing that the people on the bed were sleeping very soundly, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but the corners of his mouth were unconsciously hooked.
He was afraid that this girl would make a fuss in the middle of the night because of the pain of the wound, but now he looks good and sleeps soundly, but in the blink of an eye, his heart is gloomy, even if she is really in pain, she probably doesn't want to be coquettish in front of him anymore.
The identity is different, the situation is different, between him and her, can he really never go back?
The night was long, Chen Haodong felt that the house was too stuffy, and planned to go out for a walk and come back, but as soon as he opened the door, a person came over in front of him.
The moment Zhou Wei saw Chen Haodong, his eyes were cold.
"You ......," I wanted to ask, "why are you here?" but on second thought, the question was in vain.
"Stay in this ward?"
Chen Haodong didn't expect Zhou Wei to suddenly appear here, paused, and just wanted to say something, the person in front of him had already walked over, hit his shoulder, pushed open the door and looked inside.
"I'm asleep, if you go in now, you'll only wake her up!" Chen Haodong reminded in a low voice.
Zhou Wei turned around and glanced at him again, the two were of similar height, so when they met each other, they were almost eye level, just expressionless and all sharp, and finally Chen Haodong spoke first: "Let's go, find a place to smoke a cigarette and talk?"
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It may be the effect of the drug, Chang An actually slept surprisingly well in the middle of the night, and woke up to the sky.
She opened her eyes, moved her legs, and immediately exhaled softly because of the wound involved, and then tightened her wrist, "What's wrong?" A deep and familiar voice, Chang An's mouth slammed, and she quickly turned her head, but saw the man sitting straight in the chair.
Her slap was not light, and the carp bounced out of bed as if it were a hard hit.
"Hiss..."The result was good, and it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe with my back and waist.
Zhou Wei immediately held her shoulder, "I don't know if there is a leg injury?"
"It's not... You..."Chang An bit his lip and finally relieved himself, then he looked up at the person in front of him, "Why are you here?"
"Don't you want me here?" Zhou Wei's face was as cold as ice slag.
Chang An nodded and shook his head, the mess was obviously already very messy, buried his head and thought for a while, and asked, "I was alone in the ward when you came?"
Zhou Wei frowned and did not answer.
Chang An couldn't figure out his emotions at this time, and after weighing and speculating in his heart for a few seconds, he was still ready to tell the truth.
"Last night my brother stayed with the bed, I don't know if you saw him when you came, but I can explain, yesterday I came to see my dad, he happened to be there, I didn't know beforehand, but we only had a meal together, after the meal he and my dad in the backyard to talk about things, I walked around the village, and then somehow got lost in the bamboo forest, fell and rolled down the slope, the leg was injured at that time, it was he who found me and sent me to the hospital, as for why he stayed here, maybe because the rain was too big he couldn't go back, and no one took care of him, so he stayedγ That's how it happened, youβ" She cautiously checked Zhou Wei's response, but the man in front of the bed was expressionless, and his eyes seemed to be cold.