480. My dear, that's not love
"Go, Ah Feng, don't waste the good weather. Seeing that Cheng Feng was shaken, Tang smiled and encouraged.
Cheng Feng looked down at the fruit knife he had just picked up in his hand: "Forget it, I haven't peeled the fruit for your sister-in-law yet." ”
"I haven't digested the food I ate at noon, where is there room for fruit in my stomach? Tang said with a smile.
"Oh well. Cheng Feng reluctantly agreed.
In an instant, Xie Linglong's eyes lit up.
Seeing Xie Linglong's happy and expectant appearance, Cheng Feng lowered his head and quietly raised the corners of his mouth.
She's such a silly woman who is easy to satisfy. Cheng Feng thought to himself.
The people in the room left one by one, and now only Tang Xiao was left.
After Cheng Feng and Xie Linglong went out, the smile that had been hanging on her face gradually disappeared.
She sat on the bed and turned her head to look out the window, the weather outside the window was so good, which reminded her of the days when Cheng Lie pushed her to the garden to tease the cat.
Thinking of Cheng Lie, she is sweet and uncomfortable.
It is impossible that what Xie Linglong said had no effect on her at all.
On the surface, she seemed to be very firm in her position, but deep down, she still felt a sense of unease.
She always felt as if something bad was about to happen, and she couldn't do anything about it.
She didn't have anything to do but wait quietly for the bad things to come.
Lie: Can we really make it to the end together?
She pressed her heart tightly, her heart hurt, as if she was being held hard, the pain was because of the fear of loss, and the thought of loss made her almost suffocate uncomfortably.
Just then, the bedroom door was pushed open again.
Tang Xiao tried to adjust his expression to make himself look less depressed.
The person who appeared at the door was Cheng Lie.
Originally, he was discussing some things in the army with Li Su in the study, but Cheng Lie suddenly had a pain in his heart, he was completely speechless, and then, in Li Su's surprised eyes, he stood up and said to Li Su: "You wait a minute, I'll go see my wife." ”
Li Su was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "Boss, you show affection in front of me, a single dog of 10,000 years, how can you bear it!"
"Stinky boy. Cheng Lie raised his hand and slapped it on Li Su's dog's head, but Li Su dodged him, Cheng Lie laughed and scolded, and then left Li Su and strode towards the bedroom.
He didn't know why, he must have wanted to look at it at this moment.
Obviously together every day, but they are still so worried.
It was as if something would happen if she didn't appear in front of him for a while.
Growing up so big, Cheng Lie has never been so nervous about being alone, let alone suffering so much.
He really loves to laugh and laugh, he laughs at himself in his heart, then love, a person for a lifetime, it is worth it to be able to love happily.
"What about Cheng Meng and them?" Cheng Lie asked with a frown when he found Tang Xiao sitting on the bed alone.
"There are activities in the Mengmeng school club, I asked her to go back to school," Tang Xiao adjusted her mood in time and said to Cheng Lie, "Ah Feng and Linglong went for a walk in the garden, such a good weather, they should go out for a walk." ”
Cheng Lie sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand and scratched the tip of Tang Xiao's upturned nose: "You, you think too much about them." ”
"I'll have you enough. Tang smiled and leaned his head on Cheng Lie's shoulder, "Lie, you're done talking?"
Cheng Lie shook his head: "Not yet, it is estimated that it will take a while." ”
"Ah" Tang Xiao hurriedly raised his head: "Then I'm not delaying your time, or you should go back quickly, so as not to wait for Li Su to be in a hurry." ”
"It doesn't matter," Cheng Lie touched Tang Xiao's head, and there was a gentle smile in his dark eyes, "Let him wait." Now I belong to you. ”
"You belong to me. Tang Xiao muttered and repeated, leaned over and kissed Cheng Lie's lips, "Lie, you are mine." ”
"Well, I'm yours. Cheng Lie domineeringly reached out and clasped the back of Tang Xiao's head and kissed the woman's fragrant soft lips deeply.
In the garden, Cheng Feng and Xie Linglong walked side by side, today is the weekend, the weather is clear, and the sky in Chengbei is also rare blue, so there are more people in the garden than usual.
Cheng Feng is wearing white casual clothes, tall and thin, with his hands in his pockets, his hairstyle is the most popular nowadays, it looks messy but it is actually carefully built, and with that handsome and outstanding face comparable to the popular fried chicken, there are constantly little girls on the road to look at him secretly.
Xie Linglong is not as gorgeous as she usually wears today, perhaps in order to cooperate with Cheng Feng, she came to the hospital today wearing a relatively simple white knitted sweater and dark gray wide-legged pants, with long hair neatly tied behind her head, and her tall figure makes her stand out in the crowd, like an international supermodel.
That beautiful face has no makeup today, only basic skin care, and its original snow-white luster under the sun, although it is no makeup, it is beautiful naturally and vividly.
Such a big beauty walking on the road, of course, will inevitably attract all kinds of eyes, not only men look at her, but even women can't help but want to look at her more.
Cheng Feng never spoke to Xie Linglong, nor did he hold her hand like other couples strolling in the garden. The two of them just basked in the warm sunshine, walked slowly, and quietly didn't say a word, but Cheng Feng had an indescribable joy in his heart.
This feeling is unprecedented, in the past, when he was in a relationship with his other girlfriends, as long as he talked a little less on a date, he would be complained by the other party and deliberately snubbed. He often thinks that women are very troublesome, in his previous imagination, the more excellent a woman is, the more difficult it is to deal with, and the degree of trouble increases exponentially, so he has always avoided Xie Linglong, because he feels that Xie Linglong must be an extremely troublesome woman.
But I didn't expect that Xie Linglong was not only not troublesome, but also very easy to satisfy.
Just like now, even if neither of them spoke, he knew that Xie Linglong must be very happy.
Walking so slowly, Cheng Feng had the illusion that the two of them had become old people.
Then a new idea was born, if you really marry Xie Linglong, it seems that it is not bad to live together until you are old?
Cheng Feng was taken aback by himself, he was amazed that he had been thinking about things for so long.
Could it be that he really likes Xie Linglong?
No
Cheng Feng's mind slowly appeared with the face of a stunning and magnificent exotic girl.
She stared at him silently with her dark gray pupils, as if asking him, Cheng Feng, have you forgotten me so quickly?
He once again remembered the appearance of Zuo Wei falling into his arms and closing his eyes, and couldn't help but tremble slightly.
For a moment, he felt the temperature around him get lower. He closed his eyes, as if he smelled the familiar scent of the ocean.
"What's wrong? Xie Linglong stopped and looked at Cheng Feng, who suddenly became very strange.
His eyes were closed, and his body trembled slightly, as if he was experiencing some kind of pain, that feeling, as if he had fallen into a terrible nightmare.
Cheng Feng suddenly opened his eyes. Like a drowning man, he gazed greedily at the living life in front of him, and unlike Zove, she was full of life. She is powerful.
Zovi belongs to the past, and she belongs to the future.
It's just that some confused looks gradually appeared in his eyes.
Why, when he faced Xie Linglong, he didn't have the urge to have her with his heart beating so wildly that it was difficult to contain it?
Does he really like her?
Or is it just that you are moved by her constant obsession and have to repay her?
Cheng Feng was confused. In fact, he has always been unclear about what love is all about.
He has liked many girls and been in many relationships.
Every time he fell in love, at the very beginning, he thought that he had given his sincerity.
But soon he got tired of it. Soon he realizes that it is not suitable, or that it is not true love.
The same is true for Tang Mi.
He even liked his sister-in-law Tang Xiao.
If it weren't for the fact that Tang Xiao was his eldest brother's woman, he might still want to try to fall in love with Tang Xiao.
He always seems to be trying, but he is always unsure of what kind of love he wants.
He thought he loved Zuowei, and he once swore that he would never forgive Pete who killed Zowei, nor would he forgive Cheng Meng, who liked each other with Pete.
However, time gradually passed, and Zuo Wei was gradually forgotten by him.
He was no longer angry now, and he didn't hate Pete that much.
His hatred cannot last, nor can his love.
Because of Xie Linglong's appearance, he understands that he is slowly forgetting Zuo Wei, and he is covering the old dead love with the new love that is about to arise.
Zovi I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Zowei.
He blamed himself in his heart, apologizing like Zuo Wei, but Zuo Wei's outline, like ink melted into the sea, gradually became unclear.
"Xie Linglong. He called out the name of the person in front of him and reached out to caress her face.
Xie Linglong's eyes were surprised, she was unprepared, after all, in the past, he was as straight as a snake and scorpion to her.
But now, he took the initiative to reach out and touch her face, with an incomprehensible emotion in his eyes.
She always thought that Cheng Feng was a simple person, so simple that all her thoughts were clear at a glance, but at this moment, she found that she couldn't understand Cheng Feng.
He seemed to be remembering something, like he was suffering because of something, struggling with something.
He caressed her face, his fingers so light and so light that she could barely feel his touch, as light as if he were caressing a shadow.
Why on earth is this happening?
Xie Linglong stood in place, without making any movement, she waited for Cheng Feng to do something next, but Cheng Feng just maintained this action, looking at her deeply.
"Ah Feng, what's wrong with you?" Many times, when people ask this question, they may not get the answer they want. Because if you can easily get the answer, you don't need to ask this question.
Sure enough, Cheng Feng didn't answer directly, he just looked at her, and said in a very soft voice: "Xie Linglong, thank you for liking me." ”
"Why do you want to thank me?" Xie Linglong felt an indescribable sadness, she sighed and said, "Ah Feng, I don't want you to thank me, because I like you, I never want you to thank me, I want it, it's just that you like me as much as I like you." ”
Please, you like me too, okay?" Xie Linglong cried out in her heart.
After listening to Xie Linglong's words, Cheng Feng was quiet for a while, as if realizing that he was stroking Xie Linglong's face like this, attracting strange glances from passers-by, he put down his hand and motioned Xie Linglong to walk with him to a less crowded place.
The two walked forward side by side.
Cheng Feng's voice slowly came from her side, "Linglong, I hated you before, it's not your fault that I'm annoyed when I see you, it's my problem, I may be afraid." I'm afraid you'll do something to me that I can't predict. Now, I don't hate you, I don't bother you, and I'm not afraid of you, but if you ask me if I like you now, I'm sorry I can't answer now. ”
"It's okay. Hearing Cheng Feng confess his inner thoughts, Xie Linglong felt relieved.
"Xie Linglong, you are really good, the more I am with you, the more clearly I realize this, you are very good, very good, of course, your beauty is undoubted, I think, few men can be worthy of you, including myself. Cheng Feng smiled self-deprecatingly.
Xie Linglong shook her head lightly and said with a smile: "Ah Feng, we are in love now, and you are not allowed to send me a good person card." ”
"It's not a good person card, it's really because I think you're good. Cheng Feng said.
"Since I'm so good, can you try to fall in love with me?" Xie Linglong stopped and looked sideways at Cheng Feng.
The sun shone on her snow-white and beautiful face, her eyes sparkled, her lips were moist like red cherries, she was so moving, but in his heart, he always felt that it was difficult to get close to her.
Sensing the embarrassment in his eyes, Xie Linglong was slightly disappointed, she had already done something for him very seriously, and she was thinking about how to make him like her a little bit every day, but he still didn't have a heart for her.
Cheng Feng, Cheng Feng, what kind of man are you, why is it so difficult for you to fall in love with me?
But she still wanted to know his answer, and so, although neither of them spoke, she did not intend to speak again, and in this silence she stubbornly waited for him to give her an answer.
Cheng Feng didn't know what to say, he didn't have no heart for Xie Linglong, but he still didn't dare to make a promise, because he was afraid of disappointing her and running away halfway.
He really didn't have any confidence in himself.
In love, he will always be a shameful deserter.
Maybe five minutes have passed, maybe ten minutes have passed, but Xie Linglong still didn't wait for Cheng Feng's words.
She is so smart, how could she not know that many times, a man's non-answer actually represents rejection.
It's just that for women, men are always soft-hearted and unwilling to refuse directly in person and hurt each other's hearts.