Feng Ling walked over and stood beside Ji Nuan: "If you are in a bad mood, you can say it, or vent in other ways, this place is really not safe." ”

"I knew it wasn't safe, so I just sat behind the railing. Ji Nuan's tone was very slow: "I just want to blow the wind here, not to mention ......"

She paused, and smiled a little reluctantly: "It's useless for you to tell him, he knows that I am not going to look for death easily, and it is just a polite sentence for you to take me down." ”

In the ten years of exile, no matter what kind of suffering, what kind of blows, what kind of torture, she never looked for death, she was tenacious in her life, and the only time she sought death was when she was half-destroyed by Ji Mengran's reason, lying in the bathtub and cutting her wrists to commit suicide, and then stupidly pushed the man away.

Even at the last moment of his life, he was because of the long-term consumption of chronic poisons.

If she chooses by herself, she will choose to live well, and she will definitely not think about it.

Mo Jingshen knows her, her heart is hard, and her face is thick, this is her in his eyes now.

Feng Ling's lips moved for a moment, and then he asked a little strangely: "Why did it suddenly become like this?

"yes, why is this happening. Ji Nuan sat cross-legged, looked at the sky, squeezed out a smile, and his voice was a little empty: "It's probably cause and effect, God made me have such a beautiful dream, but in the end I cruelly took it back." ”

Feng Ling didn't understand, and didn't ask any more, seeing that Ji Nuan was indeed just sitting here obediently, without other dangerous behaviors, so he also sat down beside her.

Ji Nuan raised his hand, grabbed a handful in the wind, felt a trace of cool air passing in his palm, and then dissipated silently.

It seems that she once thought that she had finally grasped the happiness in front of her and finally learned to cherish it, but it turned out to be just like this ball of air, saying that it would still disperse.

Seriously, even Ji Nuan doesn't know how to face Mo Jingshen ten years later, and now he has the memory of falling in love with her in the past few months, there is no place where he is not the original him, the indifferent superior, the man who completely withdrew from her life.

But can all these beautiful memories really be thrown away like garbage to him?

Ji Nuan looked at the empty palm, looked at it for a long time, and found that his eyes were very astringent, and he couldn't even shed a tear.

"It's too windy here, don't sit here for too long. Feng Ling said.

"I know, sit a little longer, just a little longer. ”

Ji Nuan said as he raised his hand persistently and caught it twice more in the wind, it was too high here, there was not even a grain of sand and dust, and the wind swept in the palm of his hand, leaving no trace.

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Mo Jingshen's physical condition is no longer a big problem, after waking up, the doctor conducted a series of examinations and a few days of observation for his current situation, and determined that he can be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and his ward has also been transferred to a general ward, and he is no longer restricted from family visits, so his ward has been particularly lively these days.

Wan Zhu sat on the edge of the hospital bed peeling apples, talking about what had happened in the past two months while peeling, while Mo Shao occasionally answered a phone call from the company, and occasionally sat on the edge of the bed and asked Mo Jingshen how he felt now, Ah K followed Nan Heng and Qin Siting to be busy inside and out.

But the man on the hospital bed was always calm and indifferent.

The door opened again at this time, Wan Zhu glanced at it and said with a smile: "Nuan Nuan, what's wrong with you in the past two days? When you didn't wake up, you wished you were waiting to stay outside for twenty-four hours a day, why did you always say that you were going to rest and go to sleep in the past two days, this is finally waking people up, and finally relaxing your emotions, right?"

Ji Nuan pulled her lips and smiled, and walked to the bed: "Yes, my mood is rare to relax, so I took the time to sleep for a while." ”

She didn't go to sleep, but because the owner of this ward didn't want to see her.

"Sleep, sleep, anyway, the depth of field is okay now, there are still us here, you have to take good care of your body, and you will be pregnant as soon as possible after returning to Haicheng. The old man still doesn't know what happened before and after, so don't tell him, you and Jingshen are still young, there are too many who haven't been able to keep it at this age just after a month or two of pregnancy, and my father and Jingshen can also see it, as long as you take care of your body, you can have it again at any time, after all, your relationship with Jingshen has always been so good, hurry up and conceive another one, so that the old man will be happy and happy. ”

Wan Zhu said as he handed the peeled apple to Ji Nuan: "Depth of Field has no appetite, come, you eat." ”

Ji Nuan took it, keeping a smile on her face: "Thank you." ”

"This kid, the matter of depth of field has been put in my mind some time ago, and I haven't asked you to change your words, but it's been so long, you should always call Mom, right?" Wan Zhu smiled.

Ji Nuan's expression paused, and then his eyes glanced at the man on the hospital bed, but what he saw was as indifferent as ever.

Even Mo Jingshen didn't look at her more than she from beginning to end, Ah K was talking to him, and his eyes were on Ah K's body.

In the past, if Wanzhu wanted her to call her mother, she would definitely call her, but now in this case, even if she wanted to, she suddenly couldn't scream.

Her throat was a little astringent, especially when she saw that Mo Jingshen never even looked at her, and the hand holding the apple couldn't help but tighten.

"Ouch, look at me, I've been so happy for the past two days, and if you forget that there are too many people here, you will definitely be embarrassed, so I'll talk about it when I get home." Wan Zhu smiled again and took Ji Nuan's hand: "Jingshen plans to return to Haicheng next week, although the doctor said that he is fine, but I still don't worry, remember to call me at any time after you go back with him, tell me about his situation, and you, you have been too thin recently, you must eat a few more pounds." ”

Ji Nuan only knew how to nod his head, and couldn't say a word.

Wan Zhu suddenly came to Mo Jingshen's side and didn't know what to say, but from the way she looked in Ji Nuan's direction from time to time, she could guess that she should be asking Mo Jingshen to treat Ji Nuan well and conceive another one as soon as possible.

Mo Jingshen didn't respond, and Wan Zhu only thought of him because there were too many people here, and it was inconvenient to be too enthusiastic about Ji Nuan, so he didn't take it too seriously.

The ward was indeed very lively all the time, and Ji Nuan hadn't felt such a lively atmosphere for a long time, until Mo Jingshen suddenly coughed lowly, she subconsciously put down the apple in her hand, turned around and quickly poured a glass of water for him.

Mo Jingshen glanced at the water cup she handed over with a very light look, but did not answer: "Don't drink it, take it." ”

Ji Nuan's hand holding the cup froze directly in embarrassment on the spot.

------ author's words------

1, the male protagonist is not dead, nor is he reborn, but he knows a lot of things in his previous life, and he also knows a lot of things that the female protagonist doesn't know.

2. Anyone's character design has not collapsed, and the plot is still the same as when I wrote Cambodia, which is the plot set up in my own outline, I am used to holding back my big moves, although this may lose some impatient or abusive readers, thank you for your support along the way, but I still insist on my own writing direction. You don't have to chase comments and tell me in Weibo that you're going to give up the article, reading books is the same as watching TV series, if you like it, chase it every day, and if you don't like it, turn it off directly, I'm happy if you're happy, and I'm not happy if you're not happy.

3, I don't like spoilers, but Mo Flirt is still the same Ink Flirt as he used to be, he just has a part of his own memories, and he can even give up his life for Ji Nuannuan, how can he not love it when he wakes up.

4, no explanation, no spoilers, just emphasize one point: no matter what Mo Lu does, he will always love her more than Ji Nuan imagined, and he knows how to protect her better.

5. Two-thirds of the full text has been completed, and the explosion will probably be in July, which cannot be completely determined, and the details will have to wait for the editor's notice.