Chapter 500: Ideals Defeated by Reality (3rd Update)
I met the senior management of Shizifeng Science and Technology, and came back after eating.
After arriving home, Chen Ziang asked Shi Jia suspiciously, "Mom, why did you suddenly let me show up and get to know them?"
According to Chen Ziang's plan, he is in Shizifeng Technology, and if he can not show up, he will not show up, anyway, Shi Jia is in charge, regardless of the overall situation or details, the current Shi Jia is better than Chen Ziang.
But he didn't expect that as soon as he returned to Lin'an, Shi Jia told him that there was a dinner, which was the annual meeting of Shizifeng's high-level science and technology, and everyone had made an appointment.
Shi Jia drank a lot of wine tonight and was a little tired, leaning on the sofa at the moment, closing his eyes and saying: "People have good and bad luck, Tongtong's affairs, I have to make plans to push you out as soon as possible, otherwise it will ...... one day."
Before she finished speaking, Chen Ziang hurriedly interrupted: "Mom, don't talk nonsense! Okay, why are you saying these things, it's almost the New Year." Look at how lively it is outside, the streets and alleys are lit up, and the temple fair will come after the year, with a sea of people, gongs and drums, and it is very lively, how good life is, isn't it?"
Shi Jia opened her eyes and said with a smile: "There are some things that cannot be avoided, and what should be said must be said." Our family has worked so hard that we can't let our hard work go to waste. Don't interrupt me, we have to face reality and be ready for anything, both good and bad. I'm going to have to fly around a lot in the future...... Your dad only understands technology, can't take care of things, and can't hold up the scene. ”
Chen Ziang wanted to interrupt Shi Jia's words, but Shi Jia raised his hand to stop him, and continued: "Letting you show up now is to slowly leave an impression on their hearts, leave a brand, and let them know that the company is yours." No matter what happens, you can always take over. Of course, Mom is still happy and tireless to take care of the company for you and make money. Our family has been a commoner for generations, and there is no ancestral shade, only the diligence and hard work of the world. In the future, no one will depend on us, our family will also be a wealthy family and a big family, penetrating various industries and fields. There are many children and grandchildren, there are people in the government and business, and no one can help our wealthy family......"
Chen Ziang listened quietly, and when Shi Jia finished speaking, he said in a low voice: "Mom, I have listened to it in my heart, but you can't say such unlucky words in the future." Without you and my dad's Shizifeng Technology, no matter how powerful and rich it is, it is nothing to me. ”
Shi Jia showed a smile on his face, very pleased, but still blamed: "Don't be so willful, living is a responsibility, Shizifeng Technology is our family's hard work, and we can't cheap anyone." The employees at the bottom also rely on us to give them better material life enjoyment, and our responsibility is great. Also, in the future, you will also have a family and have your own life. Parents can only accompany you for a while, and you have been with us since you were born, and you can accompany us for a lifetime. We are very content, and we are sorry for you for the rest of your life. ”
Chen Ziang held Shi Jia's hand, and his mood was a little depressed.
What is it that makes mom like this?
She used to be very simple, and the love she gave was also pure.
Although it sometimes makes Chen Ziang feel not very relaxed, it is not as heavy as it is now, with a lot of smell of being polluted by society and life.
He left Lin'an to study and start a business, and in the past year and a half, his mother was also very busy, but also lonely.
Could it be that loneliness makes people think, and thinking makes people change?
"Mom, are you tired?" asked Chen Ziang.
Shi Jia closed her eyes, and a happy smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "I'm not tired, I enjoy it, especially I can feel that you are by my side, I feel that life has meaning, it is complete, the part of my body and soul that was left outside, is back!"
Chen Ziang also closed his eyes, leaned on the sofa, held Shi Jia's hand, and showed a smile: "Yes, I also feel very calm, back to the beginning of life, very comfortable and enjoyable." I really don't want to leave anymore, I don't want to go outside. ”
The mother and son leaned quietly on the sofa.
Chen's father drank the most, and as soon as he got home, he was moved to bed by the mother and son to sleep.
"You're tired outside!" Shi Jia affirmed.
Chen Ziang didn't lie, closed his eyes, and whispered: "Well, I was empty, I went outside, and I was dyed with many colors, some of which were not what I wanted, but before I knew it, I found that it was already a part of my memory." Guan Xinxin told me that memory is life. There are some memories that I don't want, and if I do, it's not the life I want. ”
Shi Jia didn't open his eyes, clenched Chen Ziang's hand, and said with a smile: "It's very similar to what I thought at a certain time back then." At that time, I had many suitors, some of whom I had a good impression of, but I had to refuse, and every time I rejected one, I felt more guilty and heavy in my heart. Then I figured out that everyone can put down things they haven't picked up, and I was too worried. For me, it's only you, and I can never let go, because from the beginning of your appearance, it appeared on me, and I can't let go. ”
"Is this mother's love?" Chen Ziang opened his eyes and looked at Shi Jia.
Shi Jia also seemed to feel Chen Ziang's gaze and opened his eyes.
The four eyes looked at each other, life resonated, and the whole house was warm.
There are too many rules and different visions in the world, and when fathers, daughters, mothers, and sons grow up, they have to separate and keep their distance, otherwise they are evil and intolerable.
But have they ever thought that the son was originally separated from the mother's body, and the natural birth was born through the most sacred channel of a woman.
When I grew up, I had to keep my distance, pretending that nothing had happened and that nothing had happened.
Holding hands, giving a kiss on the face, or lying in a bed to chat and sleep, can make people feel disgusting.
Where does this disgusting come from?
Do these people feel that it is a shame that they were born from the mother's body, and they do not want to be close to the mother in this life?
Pure love, I don't know when, was scandalized by the world into a heinous and rebellious.
"Mom, I love you!" Chen Ziang suddenly said, no matter in the past life or this life, since he began to be sensible, he has heard people often say that men and women do not kiss.
So, he knew that he was different from his mother, and began to distance himself from his mother, saying "I love you", never saying again, for fear of being said to be perverted, disgusting, and extremely sinful.
Incest is infinitely magnified in this world, resulting in a gap between relatives and love, and they are afraid that they and their families will not be tolerated by the world.
"Baby, I love you too, more than anything!" Shi Jia put his hand on the back of Chen Ziang's hand, and tears flowed out.
It seems that after the birth of her son, she can no longer love her, she can no longer feel it.
Now, she felt it again.
Chen Ziang also cried: "Mom, I'm sorry, I hurt a lot of people. ”
"Silly boy, they hurt you too, and none of you owe anyone. Shi Jia moved over, hugged Chen Ziang's head, and let him cry sadly in his arms like when he was a child.
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