Chapter 253: The Test Is About to Begin
In the middle of the night, someone suddenly spoke in her ears, needless to say, Ruan Qingning's first reaction must have been startled. Then did Lu Ling wake up, or was he talking in a dream? became the two major questions that then occupied Ruan Qingning's mind.
Lu Ling kindly didn't let Ruan Qingning continue to speculate, he told Ruan Qingning with practical actions that he was indeed not asleep, Ruan Qingning's sigh, he heard it clearly. Turning over and hugging Ruan Qingning, Lu Ling rubbed forward, "What troubles do we Ruan Ruan have again?" Say it and listen to it, I can answer it for you for free!"
was hugged by Lu Ling, who had his eyes closed, and Ruan Qingning blinked a little weakly. Lu Ling didn't like her to always think about a complicated matter, and she didn't like her to always sketch out the future of the two of them a little pessimistic, which Ruan Qingning knew very well.
To be honest, she wasn't originally this kind of character who thought a lot, she was actually a big girl. But time changes everything you thought wouldn't change, so she became the kind of contradictory character she is now, who is occasionally so free and easy that people can't stand it, and occasionally she is entangled in her own death.
Ruan Qingning knows that she is no longer the same as she was before, and now she can relax a little, without pushing herself so hard, and without worrying about stomping. But just as the past time cannot be repeated, the traces left on her body by the years like water will not disappear all at once because of the change of environment.
She was afraid of losing Lu Ling, but she always felt that coveting Lu Ling's body would bring him bad results. She can't give Lu Ling an ordinary but warm feeling like an ordinary girl, but it is unfair to ask Lu Ling to love her like an ordinary boy.
But Ruan Qingning couldn't do it if she was ruthless and let go, or if she could do it, she wouldn't lie here at all, thinking about what she didn't have. No one can control the generation of love, Ruan Qingning can't say when she started to have special feelings for Lu Ling, and she can't say when she will be afraid to return to the state of being alone with her again.
will want to see Lu Ling, will miss Lu Ling's smile, will smile for every little joke Lu Ling made with her, and will desperately hope that a new day will come soon because of the reservation with Lu Ling.
These things that would make her heart throb increased little by little, and the weaker her determination to keep Lu Ling away. Now she doesn't need to pretend to be strong to protect anyone, so all she needs is to put down the pretense of being strong and find someone to protect her.
Lu Ling is the one who will make her willing to be protected, but the more she is protected, the more uncontrollable the uneasiness in Ruan Qingning's heart becomes. It's good to go on like this, but one day, her relationship with him will be exposed, and their feelings and dynamics will be exposed to the spotlight, and people will point fingers and judges.
Ruan Qingning has lived like this for many years, and now whether it is numbness or habit, the damage to her is quite limited. But for Lu Ling...
Ruan Qingning was afraid of that day, but as long as she and Lu Ling continued to date, that day would definitely appear. Ruan Qingning couldn't find a way to solve this problem, so she could only watch that day get closer and closer to her. This kind of fear that can make people go crazy little by little, will always swallow the happiness and satisfaction in Ruan Qingning's heart at some point.
Ruan Qingning didn't want to bring such fear to Lu Ling, so even if she always knew that Lu Ling was worried about herself, Ruan Qingning would only say over and over again that she was fine. Pretending to be amused by Lu Ling's comfort, pretending that the matter had passed, pretending that she was no longer panicking.
But Lu Ling went to shoot a magazine today, Ruan Qingning knew that even if Lu Ling took a magazine and was seen, and some of the people who saw it happened to know her relationship with him, and had conclusive evidence, and the possibility of disseminating these evidence on the Internet for some goals was infinitely close to zero, but she kept trying not to think about it, and the panic that she tried to bury was still because of such a thing and suddenly got the opportunity to explode...
Lu Ling knew what Ruan Qingning was worried about, and Ruan Qingning also knew that Lu Ling knew her worries. Both of them were trying to figure it out, and they had never had a deep conversation about it.
Until a solution that works, it's empty to say that I can do it. Words are sometimes a powerful force that can shake people's hearts, but more often than not, words are still a little pale in comparison to actions.
"Why don't we conduct an experiment?" Lu Ling still had his eyes closed, but he said a proposal that made Ruan Qingning a little excited.
"How?"
"Aren't you worried that the fans' resistance to your love is very strong! Let's experiment with this to see if the fans' resistance to your relationship is as serious as you think. ”
"Can it work?" After his eyes lit up with Lu Ling's words, Ruan Qingning quickly began to think very fiercely again.
"There's nothing that can't be done!" Putting his foot on Ruan Qingning's body, he tied Ruan Qingning's whole person to death, Lu Ling forcibly interrupted Ruan Qingning's brain that had just begun to run at high speed, "Anything, you have to try it to know the result." There will never be an answer to the fantasy, so it was happily decided that we will act tomorrow!!"
"Is this okay? Is it really possible?" With this in mind, Ruan Qingning got up early in the morning and made a gorgeous egg cake for breakfast.
The amount is too much to sell, and after eating two with a bitter face, he can't eat anymore, Ruan Qingning's index finger poked on the plate containing the egg cake. Once, twice, Lu Ling, who was scrolling through the news on his mobile phone, looked at a plate of egg cakes that appeared inexplicably in front of him, and looked blank, "Can I choose not to eat it?"
"Of course not!" Ruan Qingning very diligently soaked the oatmeal porridge for Lu Ling, "It's unhealthy not to eat in the morning, don't you know?"
"But I've already eaten it!" Lu Ling, who is not used to eating a Western-style breakfast like egg cake with oatmeal, was already holding the one he made when Ruan Qingning was working hard to make noodles, it smelled fragrant, and he was even more happy to eat the crunchy sandwich meatloaf.
"Do you know that you have to eat enough breakfast?" Ruan Qingning was unwilling to fail, and continued to dissuade, "Aren't you going to go out with me after a while, my workload today is very amazing, and I am not sure when I can eat the next meal." If you can't eat enough, you can't blame me for not reminding you when you're hungry!"
Lu Ling didn't believe Ruan Qingning's statement, as far as Ruan Qingning's current coffee position, where can her schedule be compact, and it is even more nonsense that she can't eat on time. If it weren't for him, if Ruan Qingning continued to refuse, he would continue to pull some other reasons until he ate the omelet she made, he wouldn't have eaten two breakfasts in a row!
Lu Ling obediently ate a lot of egg cakes that he had made by mistake, and did not let the grain sown by the farmer's uncle be wasted. Ruan Qingning, who was very pleased with this, was in a good mood, and chose a set of clothes for Lu Ling and wanted to dress them for him personally, but...