Doudou's enthusiasm and enthusiasm for learning are declining step by step, and his enthusiasm for spending money and animation has increased greatly, and his academic performance is not as good as before. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I wanted to use the vacation to make up for her, but seeing that she was not motivated, I didn't bother to get angry and kept dragging it out. Let's take a look at the New Year's Day.

Doudou has been thinking about the New Year's money for a long time, and I forcibly confiscated most of it, but I still left a few hundred for her, saying that I was going to the comic con to participate in the event and buy my favorite anime-related things. I didn't want to limit her preferences, but seeing that the child does not focus on studying, and often thinks about playing with some so-called senior sister, the worry in my heart is like a day. I'm afraid that this scheming child will be deceived, today's society is so chaotic, how dare I let her go out and run around?

In such a worried day, the dream of the previous days scared me so much that I lost my soul, and I had to forcibly restrain her from going out, or I had to go with her, she was naturally unhappy, what could I do? I can't let her miss anything. Perhaps I'm so worried about this kind of living situation, maybe it's because I'm so worried?

I hope God will not make matters worse and give me a little peace and tranquility.

Doudou also more or less inherited the cold genetics of his grandfather's family and showed selfishness. According to today's living situation, children who have reached the age of 14 should be sensible, should understand that our life is not easy, understand the bitterness in their mother's heart, and know how to strive for a relatively better future for themselves. And I don't see the slightest sign of that. What I see is that she is self-motivated, maybe what Dad said is right, when Doudou was still very young, he said: This child is not like us, she will not do much, she has no ambition, you don't have to think too hard, everyone's life is actually destined to be born. I haven't believed it, I've been trying to raise her with my tolerance and love, I hope that in my loving and tolerant environment she will slowly grow up sensible and grow up, even if the sky held up by my father collapses, I don't want her to bear any hardships in life, I hope she can understand my good intentions, but now I can't see it.

Since I had a child, I didn't have the idea of raising a child to prevent old age, I don't expect her to give me a pension, I just hope that she can have a happy life of her own.

When I watched TV that day, I was quite emotional about a sentence: giving birth to a child is equivalent to not being able to let go of my heart for the rest of my life.

I have always felt full of confidence in Doudou, because she is very smart, and she is also a very good child under my teaching, although she has not been very hard, but her growth in all aspects is excellent, and I believe that with her ability and intelligence, the future is not a dream. However, now as she grows up, she gradually loses her confidence, and she no longer obeys my instructions and reasoning, but is very stubborn and reluctant, and often goes her own way. My patience is also declining little by little, and sometimes I don't even want to manage and let it develop. No one knows how emaciated a woman can be alone with an adolescent child with a strong personality.

But no matter what? This life is not for the sake of having this child, and there is this responsibility that I can't let go? May God have mercy on me and don't let all my efforts come to naught.