It's the first day of October again, no wonder I dreamed of you and grandma last night. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

In the chaotic scene, I took the college entrance examination again, scored 571 points, and it was said that I could not go to medical school, and I was secretly very happy.

You said: You can go to the same university as your child, and your words are full of relief, as if you are relieved that the two of us will take care of each other.

I thought to myself, "You don't think you're supposed to be there?" but I stopped panicking, I just looked at you and thought, "I see how you disappeared right under my nose?!"

Then, pack your bags and go with the kids. Grandma sat on the big kang and saw that we were busy, and then went down to the field to do things, holding a small basin in her hand, which seemed to be cooking.

Ma Ma didn't seem to be happy that I went to study far away again, looking unhappy, but I didn't care about my mother's emotions. I only think about the good days of the future for a family of three.

And then it seems to be a school dormitory, cluttered and messy......

It's been a long time since I've dreamed of you, and I often think that you are such a ruthless person, it is estimated that you have already gone your own way, even if you have seen the supernatural powers of the world, you may not waste useless time to visit and care about us. After all, you are no longer a stranger to us, and the rest of my life, whether good or bad, will have to go by myself.

The sewer broke a few days ago, and I found a plumber to fix it, and my eldest brother helped clean up the aftermath. Today, the water pipe burst, and I hurriedly turned off the water valve, groping for a change that I had to work hard to replace.

My waist went grocery shopping yesterday maybe the vegetable basket was too heavy and sprained, yesterday I gritted my teeth and made two meals, and I couldn't turn over when I slept at night, and today I put a plaster on it, tied a belt for a day, and basically except for cooking and changing the water pipes, I am on bed rest. Just took a hot shower and felt much better.

In the past six or seven years, I have walked from the prime of life to the ranks of pre-aging and declining step by step, although I am always adjusting my emotions and psychology, but the loneliness and helplessness in my heart often make me unable to help myself.

I often use the cause and effect of the three lives to appease myself, what happens is inevitable, otherwise how can I live calmly?