Chapter 504: If, No If
"If you have something on your mind, you should say it, it's always buried in your heart, and it will change people's hearts after a long time. Lin Anran pulled Taeyeon back to the sofa and said with a smile, "Just like the sea view villa, you are always afraid to mention it, just afraid that I will blame you for lending the space that only belongs to us to others>html/book/105/105587/27735384.htm, right? , of course, you have the right to decide who to let through. However, remember to tell me about these things in the future, and don't let me know anything. β
"Of course I don't mind, the relationship with Little Crystal has broken through, what else is there to mind. Taeyeon snorted lightly, looking unreasonable, but at a glance, she knew that she was in a much smoother mood without that knot, "Also, oppa, don't divert the topic, we're talking about Pani, I'm a woman who lives with Pani, don't lie to me!"
Lin Anran looked at Taeyeon speechlessly with a look of 'for the sake of my woman', in fact, Tyny's CP is real, right?
Really, right?
Right?
Right?
"oppa!" Taeyeon pinched Lin Anran dissatisfiedly, it was really hateful to be distracted at this time.
Lin Anran coughed lightly, and since Taeyeon wanted to know, he would explain better, "I was indeed a little hesitant before, because I wasn't sure if there were many other things mixed in Pani's feelings for me. β
"Anything else? Probably not...... Wait, oppa. Taeyeon suddenly stopped Lin Anran's words, then opened the refrigerator and took out two cans of drinks, handed one bottle to Lin Anran, then opened the other bottle and took a sip, saying, "Okay, oppa, say it, I'm ready." β
Lin Anran glanced at the drink in his hand, and suddenly felt that the atmosphere that had been brewing for a long time was gone in an instant, "Soft, you are really ...... Would you like another packet of chips?"
"No more chips. If you eat it, you will gain weight. OPPA says so. Taeyeon had an expression of "I'm thinking about you", and Lin Anran rolled her eyes.
Since Taeyeon wants to listen to it as if he was listening to a play, Lin Anran didn't have much other thoughts except rolling his eyes, and he always had no resistance to the woman he liked. "Squish, you should know that Parney is actually religious, right?"
"Well, you know, the MV for "Prayer" actually has a pani factor in it. I get it. Taeyeon nodded, since Lin Anran said not to hide it, then she said what she had been hiding in her heart, if Lin Anran didn't shy away from it, then she would trust this relationship more in the future, if she avoided it, then this relationship may still have a long way to go.
Well, that's true, the music video at the time was really borrowed from Pani's idea. Seeing Taeyeon smiling happily, Lin Anran also laughed. He didn't intend to hide anything, as long as they were willing to ask, "Actually, I have always thought that Pani and Little Crystal's feelings for me tend to be more worshipful, but I have finally confirmed Little Crystal's feelings for me, so I won't talk about it for now, and Pani ...... In fact, before the word 'like', I didn't have much intersection with Pani, but the time we spent together was always special. β
Lin Anran will be with Tiffany in the Garden, and after finding Tiffany in the United States. There are also many times when the intersection with Tiffany is spoken, and Taeyeon's eyes are full of light, and the expression of hearing the magical adventure is self-evident. Let Lin Anran's brewing good feelings become a joke again.
Taeyeon is very satisfied with the current atmosphere, she wants to ask Lin Anran what she thinks of Tiffany, but she is unwilling to bring all this time alone with Lin Anran into Tiffany's shadow, "But oppa, when you went to the United States to find Pani last year, did you already like her? oppa, it seems that there is something wrong with your feelings for Pani, you have only known each other for a short time, but you can give so much for her, what is going on?"
"Squish, you know I'm not close to Hyo-yin and Yuri, and Yuri even hates me a little, right? But if they were in the same situation as Tiffany, I'd do the same. Lin Anran was already speechless about Taeyeon's atmosphere destroyer, and he no longer brewed any atmosphere, and began to speak in the vernacular.
Taeyeon tilted her little head, showing a puzzled expression, and after a while, she stammered a little and said, "Could it be because of ...... Me, right?"
Lin Anran smiled and looked at Taeyeon sincerely, "Although I am not qualified to say this now, I still want to say that girlhood will become different in my life because of you, and my phone recording on the show last night was not nonsense, because I only knew that there was Taeyeon and Girls' Generation when I heard "If". β
Taeyeon's face turned red, and her heart was sweet and bitter, "It would be nice if OPPA wasn't so naΓ―ve in the first place." β
Lin Anran was stunned for a moment, indeed, he was indeed very naΓ―ve when he first saw Taeyeon, and he actually used Xiaosheng's method to get Taeyeon's attention, but he was misunderstood as a big villain, and then as soon as he came to the present, when he really got together with Taeyeon, his heart was also divided into countless parts, and if he wanted to blame, he could only blame himself.
"Okay, it's already like this, I'll admit it. OPPA, let's talk about Pani, it's like this, we have to look forward, don't we? And I think it's actually quite good to live like this now, I can't always be by my boyfriend's side like a normal girlfriend, so it's good to have other sisters take care of OPPA. Taeyeon pretended to be pot-bellied, but even if she accepted all this, what girl could be so pot-bellied, it was all a compromise.
Of course, Lin Anran knew it, but he couldn't say anything more on this topic, except for being more kind to Taeyeon in the future, he couldn't find any other way to compensate.
After settling down, Lin Anran continued: "Actually, Pani's cuteness and stay are very likable, I admit that I like her, and I have a place in my heart that belongs to her, but I haven't figured out whether I really entered her heart, or only because of those impressive pictures left a layer of pictures on her heart." Her personality makes her always accustomed to impulsiveness, especially in the direction of approval and always reluctant to think, but I can't, I'm afraid that after she abandons her faith and gives everything to me, she finds that her feelings for me are not as she thinks, what will she think at that time? I'm not a good man, I can't refuse a girl who really likes me, but I don't have the courage to bear the heart of a girl who didn't fall in love with me and become broken after everything she threw in me. Therefore, I want to slowly cool down this relationship, only after the cooling will Pani have the heart to think about the matter between me and her, and when she really wants to understand what kind of feelings for me is, I will come to her, instead of just giving her a name and an indefinite commitment like now. β
Taeyeon usually thinks a lot about the relationship between Lin Anran and Tiffany, and has many guesses, she thinks that it may be Lin Anran playing a game of push and pull, thinks that Lin Anran has no feelings for Tiffany, and thinks that Lin Anran may be chasing other girls in private and has no time to deal with Tiffany, but the only thing she didn't expect is that Lin Anran is actually afraid.
Taeyeon bit her lip, a sudden wave of unwillingness and grievance surged in her heart, and her mind moved away from Tiffany's body, "Oppa, why?"
"What, why?" Lin Anran was a little strange, Taeyeon had just interrupted the atmosphere he had created, how could he play by himself now, this is ...... Pathos, right.
"Oppa, you're afraid of hurting Pani, so you've been dragging it out, or even reducing your contact with Pani, but what about me? From the beginning, Oppa has been so domineering and intruding into my life and messing up my life, although now I'm really putting my heart on Oppa, but didn't Oppa worry about me as much as he worried about Pani before? Didn't I even have the slightest bit? Just because Oppa heard "If", can you be desperate, even if it makes me sad?" Taeyeon doesn't know what she's talking about, she only knows that she's venting, what Lin Anran said is so good, what is special for herself, but is the special treatment to be sad?
Lim Anran hugged Taeyeon tightly in his arms, and it took a long time to let the struggling girl stop, he was very distressed, but in this life, he had a decisiveness that he didn't have in the previous life, so after kissing the tears in the corners of Taeyeon's eyes, he was still able to say what he thought, "Soft, you are different." The moment I decided to come to Korea, I made up my mind to get you. No matter how bumpy the process is, no matter how much you blame me for it, or even hate me, I will not give up on this idea. If you're sad, I can make amends with everything I can, if your heart is broken, I can mend it with a lifetime, if you hate me, I can bear it with a smile, and you're different from Pani. β
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Lin Anran went to the set, and he went with a smile, because Taeyeon gave the answer that he could leave with a smile, but Taeyeon, who watched Lin Anran leave, was not so calm, in fact, she wanted to ask Lin Anran: If you give up all the other women and be alone with me, is it okay?
It's just that Taeyeon knows that there is no if in this world, life is a one-way street that cannot be turned back, and the direction of progress has firmly fixed the past on the ground level, which cannot be changed, at most only memories remain, but with the passage of time, many things even memories have become difficult to obtain, so she cherishes her current life very much, and since everything has become a foregone conclusion, then she will not expect more things.
Taeyeon suddenly remembered what Lin Anran said, he only knew her Kim Taeyeon when he heard "If", and she suddenly sang softly when she was lying on the sofa in a complicated mood, which also made her heart slowly calm down:
"If I leave, step by step, what will I think, I will not be able to muster up the courage, if you leave, if you leave me, how can I send you away, I am always afraid, perhaps, I am a fool, I will just stare at you, I don't know the shyness, and your heart...... I can't even say the words of love for you, how painful is the waiting after we meet...... Perhaps, I'm a fool......" (To be continued.) )xh118