"I know...... Jin Xiaoyi lowered her eyelashes and looked at Pei Yuansheng's sleeping side face with a little sadness, "It's just ...... Whether I can stay with him or not is not up to me. Laughing, he is very stubborn, and I think he has his own choice for feelings. No one can force him to accept someone to stay with him out of sympathy. ”

"Xiaoyi, there is a saying that 'sincerity is the opening of the golden stone', how do you know if you can't if you don't try? I think one day, he will be moved by you. Tang Xiao encouraged.

Jin Xiaoyi shook her head and sighed lightly: "However, if one person's love for another person is out of being touched and nothing else, isn't it also sad...... But even so, I will try to do it, because I don't expect him to love me, I just want to be able to stay with him. ”

"Xiaoyi, thank you. ”

"Thank me?"

"Thank you for being so brave...... Thank you for being willing to do this, because I can't do it, I am already destined to owe him in this life, so if it is Xiaoyi you, I am really grateful, and if it were someone else, I am afraid I will not feel at ease. ”

Jin Xiaoyi smiled bitterly, but she didn't say anything. The car trudged through the mountains, and everyone except Pei Yuansheng, who was asleep, looked worried.

After getting on the winding road, the driving is even more slow, looking out of the car window, one or two meters to the right is the abyss, if you fall from here, the consequences are unimaginable.

Even if the snow chains are installed, the situation on the road is still worrying, the driver Xiao Zhang's forehead is full of sweat, he has been driving for Pei Yuansheng for several years, and he has never been so afraid, his newlywed wife appeared in front of him, and his wife still has a child born in her belly for three months...... He regretted coming to Province C, no matter how high the salary given by Mr. Pei was, could he get his life?

But the housing price in Chengbei is so high, he and his wife's parents did their best, took out all their belongings, only to pay a down payment for a house outside the fifth ring road in Chengbei, his wife was pregnant and was dismissed by the company that worked for three years, the family's expenses were only paid by his own salary, Mr. Pei's salary was a lot, before marriage, his life was still nourishing, but after marriage, it was different, to repay the mortgage, but also to support the family, he paid off the mortgage every month, and then gave his wife a home, there was very little money left. If you think about it, in the first half a year of marriage, he has never gone out to eat with his brothers, nor has he ever bought himself a new dress.

But when he thought of his wife, who was always smiling elegantly, and the little life hidden in her high bulging belly, he seemed to be full of strength, and he could bear all the pressure.

Insist on it, the wife has already told him that when the child is born, the child will be handed over to the parents in his hometown to raise after weaning, and the wife will go out to work again, and at that time, the pressure on the family will be relieved a lot......

Before leaving Chengbei this time, his wife also said that the child has been a little big these days, and always kicks her while she is sleeping, he knows that his wife is uncomfortable, and often carries him with morning sickness behind his back, and he is not willing to leave his wife and children on a rare weekend, but in the end, he still chose to go on a business trip to Province C, because he knows that Mr. Pei will always give a bonus to the person on a business trip, which may not be much in the eyes of the company's white-collar workers, but for him, with this bonus, it means that he can help his wife buy more nutritional products......

Xiao Zhang silently prayed in his heart that the road would be smooth, and he drove cautiously, wary of the gravel that slipped on the mountain—on the way, he had noticed that there were falling rocks in several places, large and small, if one accidentally hit the roof of the car...... Xiao Zhang didn't dare to imagine such a situation, he could only take a chance and try to reach the end as quickly as possible.

The weather is overcast and damp, the rain is big and small, it keeps falling, the mountains are surrounded by a thin mist, the rocks and trees are all black, the sky is so far away and vast, Xiao Zhang's heart has a faint despair, he can't help but think, when will this road be a head?

Perhaps aware of the driver's anxiety, Xiaomei, a simple round-faced girl, said softly: "Big brother driver, after crossing this mountain, you can see the first Zhuangzi, there is my sister-in-law and their family in the Zhuangzi, after I get there, I will go to my sister-in-law's house to get some fruit for everyone to eat? ”

Xiaomei smiled innocently, "By the way, my sister-in-law can also make leek cakes, using wild leeks in the mountains, the wild leeks are fragrant, chopped and fried in millet noodles, so fragrant that people can't help but swallow saliva just thinking about it." ”

Xiaomei thought of the moisturizing leek cake she had eaten in the past, and she really couldn't help swallowing a mouthful of saliva, and her stomach was "gurgling" together.

Xiao Zhang smiled, for this simple small town girl. His wife is also from a small town in the neighboring province of Chengbei, and she often has the same kind and simple smile on her face as this girl, so he has an inexplicable sense of intimacy with this girl named Xiaomei.

"Xiaomei, then later, I don't know if we have the honor to taste your sister-in-law's leek cake together? Xiao Zhang licked his lips and said.

Xiaomei covered her mouth and smirked twice: "Okay, my sister-in-law must be willing to do it, if she sees me coming up from such a spirited car, her eyes will fall down, but the driver's brother," Xiaomei quietly leaned into Xiao Zhang's ear, "Is the man in the back your boss? Would he like to let us stop for a while......?"

"Cough, don't worry about this, that is, the time of the last tuba, my boss is good, he won't be intolerant, if you can't eat a few cakes from your sister-in-law, and give a few big bills." Xiao Zhang didn't hesitate to help his boss say good things, and couldn't help but purse his lips and smile, stretched out his hand to beckon Xiaomei to come over, and chatted with her about gossip, "Xiaomei, let me tell you, no matter what attitude our boss has, just tell the beautiful sister sitting next to him, that sister is more beautiful and beautiful, and will definitely not refuse you, as long as she nods, then even if it is a star in the sky, our boss has to offer it with both hands, not to mention this little thing?"

Xiaomei laughed and said, "Brother driver, that beautiful sister, is it your boss lady?"

Xiao Zhang hesitated, as if he couldn't bear to sweep away Xiaomei's interest, or maybe he really hoped that Tang Xiao and them Pei always had a good result, and whispered: "Not yet, but ...... Who can say for sure what will happen in the future? With the character and appearance of our boss, even if the Nine Heavens Xuannu descends to earth, she can't help but fall in love with him, don't you say?"

Xiaomei nodded approvingly, and said with infinite yearning: "It's good...... That beautiful sister, it's a good life, to have someone like your boss like you...... If only I had such a good life, hey......"

Xiao Zhang smiled and said: "Everyone has their own life, Xiaomei, they have their way of living, we ordinary people, we also have ordinary people's way of living, right? Look at me, just a little driver, ordinary looking, and I don't make much money, but my wife is still worried that I will be hooked away by other women, ha, I don't want to think about my toad-like, who can look at it except her?" Xiao Zhang said self-deprecatingly, his plain face was full of happy smiles," In my wife's eyes, I am the Wu Yanzu, of course, in my eyes, my wife is the mortal fairy, in this life, I can have a child with my wife and live an ordinary life, it will be complete, I don't envy anyone, haha. ”

Xiaomei listened attentively, and lowered her head and smiled shyly unconsciously: "Brother driver, when you say this, I suddenly feel that I am also very good, although my man is not as good-looking as your boss, but he is also tall and big, I have a special sense of security with him, although he is ** years older than me, and he is running three this year, but he usually spoils me, and thinks about me first about anything delicious, and goes to the county every month, and knows how to buy me new clothes to wear, and the people in our town say that my husband is very good to me, and they all envy me." ……”

"Isn't that the end of it?" Xiao Zhang smiled and said, "Let's just say it, none of us need to envy anyone, isn't there a saying called something...... If a fish drinks water, does it know whether it is warm or cold?"

"Brother driver, what does that mean?" Xiaomei tilted her head and looked puzzled, she grew up in the mountains, the only school in the village, ten miles away from home, and had to pass a suspension bridge in the middle, when she was in the fifth grade of primary school, there was a landslide, the suspension bridge was broken, and a teacher from the school who came to teach fell from the cliff in order to save the students, and the body was not found until half a month later...... Since then, no one has dared to repair the bridge, and if the children on this side of the bridge want to go to school, they have to travel six or seven miles on the ten mile road, and even if they leave before dawn, they will not be able to reach school until noon. Going to school is too difficult for a child like Xiaomei, and there are fewer and fewer teachers in the school, so since then, Xiaomei has never gone to school.

Fortunately, most of the girls in the town have only completed elementary school or junior high school, and Xiaomei will not be disliked by her in-laws because she has only studied for four years.

The meaning of this sentence is that whether everyone is doing well or not is only clear to everyone in their own hearts. Man, you can't just look at whether it's good or bad on the surface, you have to ask him about his own heart. Xiao Zhang patiently explained to Xiaomei.

The road is not only dull, but also makes people worry all the time, and he is also happy to have a simple and innocent Xiaomei to talk to him, which makes him relax a lot.

"Like a fish drinking water, it knows its own warmth and coldness...... Like a fish drinking water, it knows its own ...... of warmth and coldness" Xiaomei recited it twice seriously, and said happily, "Thank you, big brother, driver, I remember." ”

Jin Xiaoyi, who was sitting behind them, lowered her head and looked at her fingers silently, she thought to herself, like a fish drinking water, she knows her own warmth and coldness...... In the eyes of outsiders, she and Pei Yuansheng are so glamorous, but in fact, they are all loved, they are really not as good as the driver Xiao Zhang, and this little girl named Xiaomei.

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