Doudou went to the barracks at 3:00 yesterday for a week of military training. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I woke up early and packed everything for my kids. I packed a big travel bag and carried a school bag myself. Originally, I bought a fashionable bag to make a schoolbag, but unfortunately it was small, so I had to buy a cool dog schoolbag, which was very large and contained a lot of daily bits and pieces!

Sending the child to school, there are many parents who have gathered around the school gate, all saying that they have taken a mobile phone for their child, I hurriedly ran in and stuffed the 189 mobile phone to Doudou into the schoolbag, and told me not to turn on the phone, and then turn on the phone to call if there is something.

Doudou texted me at 10:00 last night saying that he missed me! I'm also bored very alone, a little on the sofa, and then watch TV, 9:00 to go to bed and lie down to read, more than 10 o'clock without sleep, usually noon without a break at 9 o'clock can not be consumed, but last night but tossed and turned over and over and couldn't sleep. Doudou keeps chattering when she is at home, sometimes she is annoyed, and it is really cold when she is not at home.

Yesterday, I watched my child go to school in good spirits, and I remembered that a few years ago I was also far away from my parents and hometown, thinking that I had the time and ability to make the world for my use, and everything could be changed for me, thinking that with a like-minded lover, everything would be no problem, no worries.

But I don't want him to leave us alone in this foreign place and leave us! Thinking of his goodness, I am extremely reluctant to miss him! Thinking of him being so ruthless, my heart is full of resentment! How can I be left alone to face life? How can I not give such a good child more care? How can I abandon the old and the young?!

Maybe this is life - he is rapidly depleting his essence and passing away like a shooting star, and I have to overcome this reluctance all the time and force myself to be strong. Doudou also has to get used to the hardships of not relying on solo struggle since childhood.

With me and my care, I accompany the child to grow up, and I hope she can be more happy and less bumpy.

Doudou puts her father's photo in a small photo frame she likes, and accompanies her next to the computer every day, and the child keeps thinking about her father!

I know how much she misses, but I don't want to dwell too much on the past, and to tell the truth: I have a grudge against him day by day when I face the painful pressures of life alone! Even if I go for him, I am willing to keep him! How can he abandon so many years of struggle and abandon us? We love him so much!

Ten days ago, he fell asleep and said that he would come back for 10 days. Last night he fell asleep again, dreaming that he was back again and continued to work at 303, saying it was a month. Is this my miss or are you really back? Doudou goes to military training, you must take care of the child for me! I have nothing to ask for in this life, I have to accompany the child to grow up healthy and happy, and I also ask you to help me take care of the child from time to time, she is your daughter!

Today's Doudou is 163cm and 50Kg. Think about it, I've grown 3 centimeters, and it's no problem to watch my child grow to 1.7 meters. At the age of twelve and a half, he is already 163 centimeters, and he has not grown 7 or 8 centimeters in seven or eight years?

2012.9.3