577. I like you like this
Tang Xiao subconsciously shook his head.
Because of Ji Xiaoru's words, she suddenly had a very bad premonition in her heart.
It seems that Ji Xiaoru's situation seems to be improving, but in reality, it is very likely that things are going in a worse direction.
"Then you sit down for a while, and I'll go out and look for him." Ji Xiaoru said, and lifted the quilt to get out of bed.
Tang Xiao hurriedly stopped her: "Wait a minute, Xiaoru ......"
"What's wrong?" Ji Xiaoru looked inexplicable.
"You...... When was the last time you saw him?" asked Tang Xiao.
"The last time?" Ji Xiaoru seemed to be stunned, looking at Tang Xiao with a puzzled look, not understanding why the other party asked herself such a question, "It's before I fell asleep, he obviously said that he would come back after going out...... I don't know where I went. ”
Hearing this, Tang Xiao's heart "chuckled", she thought, she probably understood what was going on.
The causes and consequences are connected together, and it is not difficult to guess that the reason why Xiaoru thinks that Lu Chenxi is still alive may be because she was stimulated too much and selectively forgot what happened last night, and then she had cognitive impairment and took Pei Yuansheng as Lu Chenxi.
So, it is understandable why Pei Yuansheng suddenly fell ill after talking to Ji Xiaoru in the ward.
Not only Tang Xiao, but Cheng Lie also quickly figured out the situation in front of him in a short period of time.
"Xiaoru, don't be busy going out yet, Cheng Lie and I will help you call him, okay?" Tang Xiao could only find a way to delay time.
Ji Xiaoru's ward is not far from the ward where Pei Yuansheng is, if Ji Xiaoru runs out now and happens to see Pei Yuansheng lying in the ward, will she be stimulated again?
No one can guarantee that the only thing that can be done at the moment is to delay as much time as possible.
Moreover, she urgently needs to discuss countermeasures with Cheng Lie alone.
"Xiaoxiao, it's not that my legs and feet are inflexible, and I haven't had any illness, it's so strange, why do you all suddenly treat me as a patient?" Ji Xiaoru looked puzzled.
"Didn't you have a little cold yesterday? and you got an injection, you forgot?" Cheng Lie said undoubtedly, "Of course you are not a patient - but if you go out and run around, if you are really sick, who do you think will be distressed?"
Of course, the distressed person is Lu Chenxi. Ji Xiaoru pursed her lips and smiled, feeling that what Cheng Lie said was very reasonable.
Did she catch a cold yesterday, though?
I don't have any impression at all.
However, if it is really like what Cheng Lie said, she caught a cold last night, then why did she have nightmares for so long and so long, why she woke up unwell in the morning, and there were still traces of drips on her wrists, it would be much easier to explain.
Maybe she had a cold and fever last night, and she was groggy and forgot a lot of things.
"Alright then, I'm not going out. Ji Xiaoru nodded obediently and said, "I want to recuperate well, get better quickly, so that I can go out to play, it's rare to come to N Island once, and I haven't had time to go for a walk on the beach with Lu Chenxi......"
Tang Xiao quickly lowered her eyes, hiding the trace of sadness that crossed her eyes, she smiled lightly, and said: "So, you just stay in bed obediently, although a cold is a small problem, but if you don't pay attention, a small problem will become a big problem, good Xiaoru, let's go and help you find Lu Chenxi, he should ...... It's nearby. ”
"Okay. Ji Xiaoru lay back on the bed, put her hands behind her head, and squinted lazily at Tang Xiao: "Then I'll wait for you here, haha, I didn't expect that I, Ji Xiaoru, would also be so taken care of by a few of you, to be honest, I feel really flattered!"
"We are good girlfriends for life, who will we take care of if we don't take care of you?" Tang Xiao raised his head and let himself smile naturally.
She did it very successfully, and Ji Xiaoru didn't see anything.
"Well, of course, we are good friends for life, and Lu Chenxi and your family Chenglie are also good brothers for life, haha, how can there be four of us so happy people in the world?" Ji Xiaoru showed a bright smile on her face.
Which is better, knowing the truth and living in pain, or living happily in imaginary illusions?
No one knows the answer.
But at this moment, Tang Xiao only knew that she couldn't tell Ji Xiaoru directly the fact that Lu Chenxi was no longer there.
That's cruel.
If you do that, what's the difference between letting her take a dagger and stick a knife directly into Ji Xiaoru's chest?
Looking at the bright smile on Ji Xiaoru's face, she really hoped that such a smile would never change.
Tang Xiao has never liked to lie and deceive people since she was a child, but now, she has to accompany Ji Xiaoru to fulfill this huge lie.
Since Xiaoru is willing to believe that Lu Chenxi is still alive, then she must also believe that Lu Chenxi is still alive.
As long as she thought of Xiaoru being tied to the bed with a restraint belt in the morning, struggling and screaming in pain, her heart hurt as if it were torn.
For her, Xiaoru is no less important than Cheng Lie.
Xiaoru was in pain, and she felt the same pain.
How could she bear to let Xiaoru suffer such a blow again?
"Xiaoru, don't worry, we'll all be fine. She held Xiaoru's hand and said with a smile.
Ji Xiaoru lay on the bed, squinted at Tang Xiao, and said with a smile: "Xiaoxiao, I think you are a little weird today." ”
Tang Xiao was slightly stunned, thinking that Xiaoru had seen something, but heard Ji Xiaoru say the next sentence: "You have rarely been so sensational before, but ah, I quite like you like this." ”
She looked at Cheng Lie, who was standing beside Tang Xiao: "I think that after you and your family Liezi are together, you have really changed a lot." ”
"Hmm, is it," Tang Xiao asked, "what has changed?"
"You're better at expressing your inner thoughts now than before, and you never said what was going on in your heart. Ji Xiaoru smiled, "I like you more and more, smile." ”
"I like you too. Tang Xiao touched Ji Xiaoru's still pale face: "Okay, seeing that you are not in good spirits, let's stop talking about it for now, and we'll see you later." ”
"Well, good. Ji Xiaoru nodded, took one of Tang Xiao's hands and said, "Xiaoxiao, why are you so good? If it weren't for you being a woman, I wouldn't want Lu Chenxi." ”
"Stupid Xiaoru. Tang Xiaoxiao smiled and said, "If you say that, your family Lu Chenxi will be sad again." ”
"Whatever. Saying this, Ji Xiaoru was thinking in her heart that she must not make Lu Chenxi sad, and she will also learn from Xiaoxiao in the future, and express her true feelings in front of Lu Chenxi.
If you like it, you can say you like it, if you are happy, if you miss it, you will say you miss it, and if you are happy, you will say you are happy.
What's the use of pretending to be cool in a relationship?
In the corridor outside the ward, Tang Xiao sat in a wheelchair and looked up at Cheng Lie: "Lie, what should we do, do we keep deceiving like this?"
In front of Xiaoru, she can still maintain her composure, but in front of Cheng Lie, she can no longer pretend to be strong.
Xiaoru is still waiting for them to find "Lu Chenxi" back, but now Pei Yuansheng is still lying in the ward, and he doesn't know when he will be able to wake up, even if Pei Yuansheng wakes up, with his current physical condition, can he play the role of "Lu Chenxi"?
The most important thing is that Pei Yuansheng is willing to pretend to be Lu Chenxi in front of Ji Xiaoru all the time?
Where in the world would anyone be willing to make a replacement?
What's more, if Pei Yuansheng doesn't have heart exchange surgery as soon as possible, it is unknown how long he will be able to live.
If Xiaoru wholeheartedly regards Pei Yuansheng as Lu Chenxi, then wouldn't she usher in the death of "Lu Chenxi" again?
Tang Xiao felt extremely confused.
She once thought that life would get better and better, but it was not like this, life was like a huge labyrinth, even if she went in the right direction, the final place she reached was likely to be completely different from what she expected.
No one knows if the next second will be worse or better.
But whether it is good or bad, people always have to accept and face it, and as long as they live, they have to accept all kinds of torture brought by life.
Tang Xiao's mood became very bad, and she couldn't help but think that it would be good if she hadn't come to N Island.
If he hadn't come to N Island, Lu Chenxi wouldn't have died.
"I don't know. At this time, Cheng Lie's voice sounded in his ears, "In principle, I don't approve of deceiving Xiaoru, but in the current situation, she may not be able to accept the truth." ”
"I think so too, but ......," Tang said with a smile, "Will Pei Yuansheng be willing?" Lie, am I wrong, I shouldn't have come here in the first place...... I'm so stupid, I thought I could help this and that, but not only did I not do anything, but Lu Chenxi had to bury my life here......"
The more she thought about it, the more she felt self-blame, tears swirling in her eyes, but she refused to fall.
"You're not wrong. Cheng Lie squatted down, held her hand, and stared at her with dark eyes: "You are just too kind, smile, kindness is not wrong." ”
"But, what's the use of being kind?" Under Cheng Lie's gentle eyes, Tang Xiao's tears fell down and fell on the back of Cheng Lie's hand.
"Why is kindness useless?" Cheng Lie said gently, "Kind people always think about others, always hope that others can live better, kindness is a rare quality." ”
"You always praise me and always comfort me. Tang Xiao bit his lip to prevent more tears from falling: "Actually, I know, I'm just a fool, my kindness is just self-righteous, and it's actually useless." You see, Pei Yuansheng was not persuaded by me at all, I had to make you angry in order to come here, which made you unhappy for several days, and finally came here, but something like this happened again. Lie, I really hate myself like this......"
"It's okay, you hate it, anyway, it's enough to have me like it. Cheng Lie said indifferently, "I like you like this, even if you are sometimes stupid and anxious, but I still like it, of course, if you want to transform the person I like into something else, such as asking her not to be so kind, not to be so considerate of others, to treat other people's affairs as her own affairs, regardless of whether there is a relationship of interest or not, I can also accept it, anyway, the person I like is you, no matter what you become, it is you." ”
Tang Xiao sniffed and said, "You...... Why would you like a stupid woman with no brains?"
"I don't know. Cheng Lie shook his head and said: "In this world, everyone does everything for a variety of purposes, everyone is very busy, they all calculate the return on investment, and they will definitely be able to get the same return if they pay, but when I first met you, you were desperate to save a bus driver who had nothing to do with you, and you definitely didn't think about what you would get after saving people, right?"
"You're always like that, going with what you feel, not thinking about what you're going to get, and not thinking about what kind of risk you're taking to help someone else. Look at you, knowing that I may misunderstand you and be angry with you, I still promised Uncle Yan and Jin Xiaoyi without thinking about it, and came to N Island to persuade Pei Yuansheng to have heart exchange surgery, have you ever thought about what benefits you can get from it? No. He pinched Tang Xiao's slightly dull little face, and a loving smile appeared on his lips.
"I'm not as good as you say," Tang Xiao said softly, "I'm just doing what I think I should do—maybe, just because I can't refuse other people's requests at all." ”
"Did the bus driver ask you to help him?" asked Cheng Yeol.
Tang Xiao was speechless.
"What a fool. ”
"I'm not, in fact, I ......" Tang Xiao licked his lips, a little afraid to look at Cheng Lie's eyes, "I'm not selfish at all." "Positive: Positive\\, //Positive
"Oh, what are your selfish motives, tell me about it. Cheng Lie made a deferential gesture.
"My selfishness is to make myself feel comfortable. I remember when I was very young, my mother told me that good people will be rewarded, so I also wanted to do more good deeds and accumulate some virtue for myself. ”
"My mother-in-law is right. Cheng Lie smiled: "I heard Nurse Xiao Li and their private discussions, saying that I really envy you and are so lucky to be able to marry me, it seems that your blessing is not in vain." ”
Tang Xiao was stunned for a moment before he reacted, and slapped Cheng Lie's arm angrily: "What is stinky and beautiful." ”
"Okay," Cheng Lie held Tang Xiao's little fist, wrapped it up and down with his two big hands, and looked at her with a warm gaze: "Listen to me, smile, no matter what you want to do in the future, I will accompany you, don't be afraid that you can't do it, and don't be afraid that the result will not be good, people live for a lifetime, it is impossible for everything to go well, and it is impossible to always be happy, blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, many things are beyond the control of you and me." ”
"I know, I'm just- I just can't accept Lu Chenxi and just leave. Tang Xiao had tears in his eyes and said in annoyance: "How good would it be if it wasn't last night?"
"Everything that has happened is fate. Cheng Lie's deep eyes seemed to be able to look directly into her heart, "Self-blame and remorse can't change anything." ”
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