I know I'm different from the people around me.

Most of the others are younger than they actually are, and most of the people in their fifties and sixties still look like they have just reached forty, and no matter how bad they are, they are seven or eight years younger than their actual age.

And I am forty-eight years old this year, but I have more gray hair than black hair, my face is full of wrinkles, my back is rickety, and my eyes in the mirror are full of gloom, and others think I am sixty or seventy this year, ahem.

If it weren't for the date of birth on my ID card, then I would have thought I was in my sixties this year.

Hehe, many people spend a lot of money on health care to delay aging, and the technology of 2042 is exceptionally advanced in health care, and everyone wants to look younger and live longer.

Of course, it's to enjoy life, to enjoy the time with your family, and everybody thinks that, so they all do it, and everybody works towards the opposite growth.

And what about me? You will surely ask me why I am not like everyone else.

Ho, why should I be the same as everyone else, I don't have a family, isn't it a sin to live a few more years alone, if I can, I'd rather die in an accident one day, but now the traffic monitoring is too strict, and the photos are too clear so that everyone is more orderly, where is like a few decades ago when there was a traffic jam and drunk driving.

It's autumn again, the leaves on the side of the road are yellow, what time is it now, oh, there are students out of school, it's about to eat, I'm also a student, well, it should have been thirty years ago, yes, I was eighteen years old thirty years ago, and it happened to be the college entrance examination that year.

Hey, I feel so tired when I think about this, well, there are benches on the side of the road, I want to rest and then go.

Thirty years ago, I was eighteen, and I was so young and better looking than the little girl I am now, but it doesn't matter, the most important thing is that I have a family, I have a mom and dad.

Dad had liver cancer 20 years ago, and the doctor said he was drinking, and if Mom hadn't died, Dad wouldn't have been getting drunk to anesthetize himself, and he wouldn't forgive me until he died.

I don't want to forgive myself.

Mom, woo, my nose is a little sore, why are I crying again, shouldn't all my tears be gone?

Now the living conditions are so good, if my parents are still here, I should be able to enjoy my old age in peace, but why did they all die so early, it has been gone for twenty or thirty years, I am the only one in this world, Mom, I feel so lonely, so painful, living alone without concern is not chic at all, so tired and tired.

Hey, how good it would be if you could sit on this bench and sleep directly to death, maybe you can see your parents after you die, just want to close your eyes, and feel someone sitting down next to you, hehe, there are a lot of benches on this road, all the way are empty, where do you have to squeeze with me?

Turning his head, he saw that it was a young girl, about twenty-three or four, but maybe he was actually older, how could this young man rest without walking a few steps like my old man, forget it, what do people love to do, what do people have their own parents to discipline, why should I talk more, or close my eyes and rest.

"Hello!"

Who's going to tapped me on the shoulder, huh? This little girl wants to talk to me? Who else wants to talk to me, like me, who killed my mother and angry my father?

"Hello! Our company has launched a free experience of life check and fill in the gaps, do you have any intention to experience?"

In the past few years, many young people have sold me health care products and health medicines, but it is the first time I have met someone who sells regret medicine, and I have to be a liar, I am not a rich old lady, and it is useless to cheat.

"Do you have any major regrets in the past? is that kind of thing that makes you regret it for the rest of your life? Do you want to make up for it?"

This little liar is really persevering, but this question really makes people hope that there can be regret medicine in this world to buy, a little can't help but ask a few sentences, the little girl said that she has business development indicators in her hands, you can give me a free experience, take a closer look at this little girl, her eyes are bright, her face is sincere, it makes people feel good, it's just fine, anyway, it doesn't cost money, then try it.

I followed the little girl to their experience center, just from the outside, what kind of check and fill the company is really like that, there is a look, but who knows if it is really fake, fortunately, I have no father, no mother, no children, no daughters, and no savings There is nothing to worry about.

According to the instructions of the little girl, I entered their experience equipment, and then there was an electronic voice to say what to fill in the order according to the brainwave prompts, I smiled, when has the technology been developed to the point where brainwaves can be used to narrate? Is it really that I am indulging in the pain of the past, and I have been isolated from the world for too long.

Then there was a real voice in my head

"You are welcome to participate in the free trial project of 'Fill in the Gaps Company, Blue Star 2042 Office', what is the regret of life that you need to make up?"

This voice is so beautiful, Qingyue and gentle, there is a kind of comfort that makes people want to fall into it, I can't help but relax my body that was still a little nervous just now, and then I began to follow this voice to think of the terrible past that I regret every day and dream back every night.

If this world can really regret it, then I hope that I have not confessed on the night before the college entrance examination at the age of eighteen, and I hope that the source of all bad luck has not been opened.

Chaotic memories filled my mind, the brother next door who I loved when I was young, Wang Qin...... Wedding Confession...... Hu Tinglan designed to blame the miscarriage after the ...... The mother was pushed and slipped during an argument and died accidentally...... The father's grief will not be forgiven......

I was overwhelmed by the heavy painful memories, and I thought I should have fainted, and I heard the voice of Qingyue intermittently in a blur

"The order has been accepted and the salesman is being arranged. ”

……

"The salesman has taken the order and is completing the task. ”

……

"Lu'er, Lu'er, don't scare Mom, wake up quickly. ”

Why did I hear my mother's voice, this company really has two clicks, I can simulate my mother's voice and tone according to my recollection, if this is a scam company then I also admit it, I want to be in this scam all the time.

"Lu'er, woo my poor daughter, why is that woman so ruthless, Lao Zhao, you see Lu'er was pinched on her neck, where did our daughter offend her, she wants to be so ruthless. ”

The doctor said that Lu'er was not worried about her life, but was only in a coma for a short time, and she was relieved that she was fine. ”

"We've been here for a while, and Lu'er hasn't woken up yet, this ...... How reassuring is this. ”

Why do I still hear my father's voice, this company is really powerful, since my mother's accident, my father didn't even want to see me, he didn't say anything about the liver cancer, and he refused to forgive me until he died, I haven't heard his voice of concern for a long time.

How nice it would be if all this was true!

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