40 years ago today I opened the door of my life, 20 years ago today I opened the door of my love, happy days in my life resolutely became the past, today I shed tears into blood!

I have been restless for several days, but I have been taught by my senior brother to recite the "Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra", and the senior brother said that I should read and write the "Great Compassion Mantra", and follow it, so that I can be at ease and at peace. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

The soul has no support, no sense of security, and relative material abundance, which is the current situation of people today.

Be quiet, be compassionate and kind every day, and live a positive life.

I don't know where the road lies in the future, maybe this is the source of the restlessness. Don't care about it, do things quietly and step by step every day, take good care of the children, go home safely, help your nephew get the degree certificate and work well, accompany your parents for two months with peace of mind, don't think nonsense, don't feel too sentimental, accept everything arranged in life safely, grasp what you can grasp, and teach God what you can't grasp.

What is there to be upset about? Is it a blessing or a curse or a curse that cannot be avoided, and what we can do is to cherish the present day? Be content and at ease.

I believe that God will not fail me, and with my compassion, kindness and beauty, it is certain that good will be rewarded! Abandon greed, hatred, ignorance, and wait for God to bless me again.

The restlessness these days may also be due to the changes in life and travel, and there are more worries. Actually, it's nothing, that time in Beijing, I was delayed for 12 hours, and I took my young children in the snow and ice, and I didn't come home the same? Now that the children have grown up, she can take care of me during the trip, and there is nothing to worry about. I believe that Ji people have their own heavenly appearance, and all the gods and Buddhas will take care of it, Amitabha!

Even if we don't want to be full of joy when we wake up every day, we must be grateful, we are still healthy, we have no worries about food and clothing, stable work, healthy parents, sensible children, relatives and friends get along in harmony, everything is so beautiful, so hope has come, isn't it?

I want to keep all my good things and start my future life, I don't want to have any casual or even indulgent things, I don't want to lose myself in this glamorous world, I know what I care about, I want to leave my beautiful self to my lover.