Chapter 856: Fate, Embrace, Beginning (Part II)
"Maybe it'......"
muttered in a low voice, Zheng Xiujing's voice, obviously with a trace of melancholy, reached Zheng Xiujing's ears clearly through the mobile phone: "It's good to say before, since he came back to South Korea, I found that there were too many places on his body that I couldn't see through." β
As soon as she heard her sister say this, Zheng Xiuyan pursed her lips silently and did not speak.
On this topic, she has no position to say anything more in front of Zheng Xiujing.
"Ernie you didn't know him well before, but I'm different, I've known him since I was eleven years old, and although I came to Korea immediately after that and joined the company, the connection with him was as close as family, and I had to call him almost every day at that time. β
"Originally, I thought that I should know enough about him, and there should be no one in the world who knows him better than me, but now when he has lost his memory, I realize that I seem to be wrong. Maybe it was because of his amnesia that he faded the masks he used to show to others, including me, so that I could see the real him in the mask. β
"I spent more than a month alone with him before, although it was far less than my relationship with him in the past ten years, but I think back to myself, it was the most relaxed time in my heart since I met him. β
"Even though he had to work every day, I seemed a little bored to be alone in the house. But as soon as he returns, the monotonous space will immediately magically become colorful. β
"I know it's probably my own psychology that is at work, doesn't it mean that women in love are irrational? I didn't understand this before, but now I understand. β
"I can be proud of the whole world, but I can surrender to him alone!" Ernie ...... It turns out that falling in love with someone is such a feeling. β
A simple whisper, as if a very powerful tap, knocked on the heart, making people's breathing even a little stagnant for a moment.
Zheng Xiuyan on the other side of the phone pursed her red lips completely uncontrollably, and her other white palm slowly clenched, and her lowered eyes covered the waves in her eyes.
In the deepest part of my heart, a silent sigh sounded.
Oh, yes......
That's right.
Someone spends a lifetime keeping someone, but the other person can easily decide to turn around and leave in just a short moment.
In this world, the so-called eternal love comes more from one-sided willingness.
Because it's hard to let go, because it's unwilling to let go.
It's so hard to be of the same mind.
You can't guess the other person's mind, and you can't be sure if he loves himself as much as you love him, just as you can't guarantee each other's future.
Suffering from gains and losses is the greatest essence of love.
ββ¦β¦ Ernie, I've had so many things going on with him today, but I'm still not sure how much of a place I must be able to occupy in his heart, because of his amnesia and the way he makes me. β
"I could feel his love for me, but ...... I didn't feel much of the way he treated his lover. β
"To be honest, whether it's the way he looks at me or the way he usually talks to me, I feel that he sees and cares for me more like a sister. β
"But, sister?Bullshit!"
It was rare to burst out of a foul language, and from Zheng Xiujing's faintly gritted teeth, Zheng Xiuyan could clearly feel the anxiety and resentment in her sister's heart.
"Sometimes I think he's completely pretending to be stupid! Knowing everything! But he wants to show that hateful smile that makes people want to bite him a few times, pretending to know nothing! I can't even guess how many secrets and thoughts are still hidden in his heart. β
"It's like now. I don't know if there is any girl around him who also silently likes him, and the invisible enemy is the most terrifying. Also, Ernie, even if it's me, there will actually be a day when I'm afraid of competing with others...... Because there is no sense of self-confidence. β
After hearing her sister's confession, Zheng Xiuyan finally couldn't help but speak: "Xiujing, in fact, you don't have to be so pessimistic. Don't have a sense of self-confidence?Is there really that kind of opponent around OPPA that makes you have no self-confidence?
"What are you talking about, of course I'm not talking about her. I'm talking about...... It's someone else. β
His face subconsciously frowned, "Then what do you mean?"
"For example...... Oni, you. β
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Moment.
Her heart sudden, and her thoughts didn't even turn around for a while, and the faint smile on her lips just froze there.
"If it's Ernie you...... I don't really have any confidence to speak of. β
In her ears, Zheng Xiujing's tone on the other end of the phone sounded particularly serious and solemn.
Then, she paused, not as if she was noticing the sudden silence on the other side of the phone, and suddenly asked this question in a low voice:
Ernie ...... Since I just happened to talk about this topic, I would like to take this opportunity to ask you a word by the way. Do you like Leo?"
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"Ding Dong ~ Is Ms. Quan at home?"
"Ah, coming, coming~"
Stepping on slippers, a petite-looking figure ran to the door of the house, glanced at the situation outside the door through the video intercom, blinked strangely, turned his head in the direction of the sofa in the living room and asked loudly: "Ernie, have you bought anything online?"
"What did you buy online?"
Quan Baolan, who was sitting on the sofa watching the cartoon "The Lion King" with a ball head, was slightly stunned when he heard this, and then shook his head at his sister Quan Yulan and said, "I don't know, is there a courier?"
"No, is that a doll?"
"Probably...... I didn't buy it anyway. Don't you just look at the recipient?"
"Also to ......"
Blinking suspiciously, Quan Yulan still opened the door of the house, and took the small box of couriers from the courier waiting outside the door, and after she glanced at the name on the courier list, she couldn't help but look back and shout speechlessly: "Ernie, the recipient is you!"
"What?"
Straightening up the same petite body slightly, Quan Baolan tilted his head sideways, winked at his sister a little cutely, frowned and wondered: "But I really didn't buy anything......"
"I haven't bought anything, you must have forgotten it because you were too busy with work! Look at it yourself, it clearly says a box of dog food, or the brand that Hachiko likes to eat the most, and you still say it's not you?"
"Yes, yes?"
When her sister said this, Quan Baolan also became a little unconfident, she pursed her lips, thought about it and asked, "Then you can help me see who the sender is......?"
"What......"
muttered, glanced at Ernie himself, and then Quan Yulan looked down at the other name on the courier list, and his puzzled face suddenly turned into a faint stunned.
"How's it going?"
"Hiss~~ It's weird. β
"What's wrong?"
"It wasn't sent from anywhere, it was sent to Ernie by someone. β
"Who's sending it?"
"I don't know, the name is there...... Kim, Kim Peter? Is that a name, an overseas Chinese?"
"Bang!"
Jeon Woo Lan was stunned for a moment, and looked at Ernie who ran down from the sofa with a puzzled face.
From Quan Baolan's wide-eyed childlike face, she saw an expression that she had never seen before.
It seems to be a great surprise, but it also seems to be an indescribable shock and disbelief......
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The head was blank like a jammed machine, and I didn't know how to react.
It wasn't until the corner of his eye noticed some passers-by around him who were already looking at him curiously, that his thinking suddenly stirred, and he hurriedly grabbed the slender wrist of the girl in his arms, and the two of them walked briskly back to the Korean restaurant together.
"Brushβbang. β
Pushing the door shut, he breathed a sigh of relief, looked back and frowned, looking at the slender figure behind him with those clear eyes that was staring at him intently.
"Ah, Lin Yun'er, what are you doing here?"
"I didn't do anything. I'm just confessing to you!"
ββ¦β¦ Confession?"
"Yes...... I like you. β
In an instant, Han Yu seemed to doubt his ears.
He frowned and looked down at the tips of his shoes inexplicably, before he raised his head again to look at Lin Yun'er, who was showing a dignified posture in front of him, and asked again in a daze in hesitation: "You...... What did you just say?"
The whole person took a deep breath and did not show the slightest hesitation.
Lin Yun'er raised her slender hand and took off the mask on her face again, looked at the man in front of her with an extremely solemn expression, and seriously repeated to him what she had just answered: "I said, I like ......"
"Alright! β
Before Lin Yun'er finished speaking, Han Yu, who was standing in front of her, seemed to realize something, and raised his hand very directly, interrupting her unfinished words.
Immediately after, the pair of trimmed eyebrows wrinkled even tighter.
Pursing his lips imperceptibly, Han Yu looked Lin Yun'er up and down with an elusive look.
This girl is obviously fearless, and she has no intention of backing down in the face of her gaze, but straightens her chest, sets off her tall and slender figure more erectly, and looks at each other with her clear and smart eyes.
"I guess...... The so-called 'like' in your words shouldn't be the kind of sister's liking for OPPA as I understand it, right?"
After a while, Han Yu whispered to break the silence.
His expression can't be said to be complicated, but looking at Lin Yun'er's gaze is more or less helpless and headache, like a parent watching their own naughty child.
"Of course!"
Lin Yun'er nodded very decisively, and then she pursed her lips and solemnly added a sentence as if she saw the deep meaning in Han Yu's eyes: "The 'like' I said is the kind of love between men and women, OPPA, you can also call it ...... 'love'." β
"Ah, Lin Yun'er, are you crazy?"
"I'm serious! I'm not kidding!"
"Huh!"
Immediately laughed dumbly, and under the mask, the corners of his mouth hooked up a smile that seemed to be mocking and helpless.
Han Yu raised his hands and crossed his waist slightly, looked at Lin Yun'er with a look that showed his questioning attitude, narrowed his eyes slightly, and said, "Seriously, if you are really serious, I have to think about whether I have to contact SM and let you stay at home and rest for a few days...... How long has it been since I saw you? Can you not keep having such strange thoughts in your little head?"
As he spoke, his big hand stretched out, rubbed the silky black hair on the top of a girl's head very unceremoniously, then threw her a slight roll of the eyes, and turned around to walk to the door of the Korean restaurant.
"Next time you dare to say such strange things in front of me, don't blame me for really cleaning you up. That's what I heard today, if they hear it, don't talk about you, girl, I have to suffer with you......"
"IβI said it!!"
A low and coquettish voice that could almost be said to have completely suppressed his emotions suddenly sounded from behind him, slowing down his steps, and at the same time, the helpless face under the mask seemed to have undergone some indescribable subtle changes.
However, he still didn't look back, but after a few seconds of silence, he turned his back to his mouth and said, "You said you liked me...... All right. Lin Yun'er, I'll just take what you said seriously. So, I want to ask you, what is the purpose of you saying these things to me today?"
The beautiful face that was originally so angry that she bit her lip tightly was stunned when she heard this, Lin Yun'er looked at the tall back that stopped not far in front of her, "Look...... What is the purpose?"
"Hmm. That's what you're trying to do when you tell me this?"
"I ......"
subconsciously wanted to answer, but when the words came to her mouth, Lin Yun'er blinked blankly, and suddenly didn't know where to start.
After all, the impulsive hug just now was just an eruption of emotions in her heart, although she didn't regret that she finally told him her true intentions, but she really wanted to ask herself what she wanted to do with this confession...... Even she herself couldn't say it all at once.
Perhaps, she said this just to prevent this person from being able to leave the others?
Lin Yuna had to admit that the conversation between Fang Cai Quan Yuli and herself gave rise to a strong sense of crisis in her heart.
She knew that she absolutely did not want to see Han Yu enter the wedding chapel with another woman one day.
It's just that...... How do you want her to make these selfish words clear to this man in person?
Waited silently for a while.
didn't wait for any response, standing in front of the store door, Han Yu's slightly tense face under the mask relaxed, even he didn't know why, and a feeling of relief welled up in his heart.
After thinking about it, he still said softly: "It seems that you haven't thought of this answer yourself. So how do you make me believe in your so-called 'sincerity'? Okay, stop fooling around...... It's your birthday, so don't worry about it any more. If the two of us are together, the goal is a bit obvious, let's go to the hotel separately. β
As the words fell, Han Yu also breathed a sigh of relief again, shook his head, and put his hand on the door of the store.
"Brush ......"
When he opened the door, the brilliant afterglow of the sunset outside suddenly came into view, and the red color seemed to be extremely hot, which not only symbolized the end, but also seemed to represent the arrival of a new moment, which made him unconsciously frown and squint.
"Yike...... Lin Yunyu. β
At this time, there was another unwilling light call behind him, and he couldn't help sighing in his heart, and turned around and asked, "Don't ...... again"
Suddenly.
His eyes widened suddenly.
A somewhat familiar scene.
With the slender black shadow that came behind him at some point, he rushed towards him, and the next moment, he smelled a familiar aroma rippling in his nose, and even ...... There was still a faint cold feeling on her cheeks, and she stood on tiptoe and held her face with those slightly cool palms.
Through the thin mask, a little soft and sweet touch with a warm exhalation that belongs to her is transmitted from her lips to her mind very clearly.
Let his heart ...... It's as if all at this moment, for it to stop!
In the glow of the setting sun, the two figures next to each other seemed to merge together, becoming so inseparable.
The girl who mustered up her courage stood on tiptoe, held the boy's cheek and kissed him, while the overwhelmed boy looked at her with her blushing face and her eyes closed and kissing her.
In my mind, there was a blank......
"Do you know why I love letters and cards?"
"Because...... I always look forward to the return of those who have left, even if it is a simple letter informing me of their existence. β
"My mother is like this, I don't want you to be like this!"
"I've been expecting you to send me a letter every day for the past ten years. However, even you did not let me fulfill this expectation. β
"That's why I cherish the letters that other people write to me, and the letters I write to other people. Because I know very well...... Perhaps a piece of letterhead that is very common to us carries the deep hopes of some people. β
"You didn't understand why I chose Lee Seung Gi. I'll tell you why...... That's because I can find some traces of your past in him, the feeling of holding me in the palm of my hand as if I was the whole world, I think most girls may not be able to refuse. β
"But only now do I understand that some people's gentleness is certainly heartwarming, but the world is so big, I only want to be stupid. β
"He likes to bully me since I was a child, he will give me a very ugly nickname, called Lin Qilin, he dislikes me to my face, he will punch and kick those boys who pursue me, desperate to get rid of them, like a jealous little scoundrel, he will become another person when I am sick, and the gentleness of everyone in the world is not as good as the way he looks at me. β
"Without a doubt, he's the biggest villain in the world and the most loving person in the world...... One. β
"Butβcompared to Ernie and Abba, he doesn't mean much to me, he's my man, the man I love dearly......"
Panting in his mouth, he said a playful turn that made people cry and laugh, but now he saw Lin Yun'er, who had taken a few steps back, standing in front of him with red cheeks and lovely cheeks, but his eyes were not looking at him timidly, but Han Yu couldn't give birth to a smile in his heart.
In the face of his silence, Lin Yun'er didn't show any loss, she just took care of herself, and her eyes were firm enough to finish what she wanted to say to him:
"You asked me why I said these things to you today, and I didn't know how to answer you just now. But, I know now. β
"Since I was a child, I have liked to learn from you, and I am willing to stick to you and never leave. β
"What numbers do you like, what numbers do I like, what colors do you like, what colors do I like, what do you like to eat, what do I like to eat, what songs do you like, I like too. β
"Because since then, there has always been a thought in my heart - I want to be with you, forever. β
"However, today, my mind has changed a little, and I no longer just want to be with you forever......"
Speaking of this, her words paused, and when she looked at him looking at her with complicated eyes, a bright smile suddenly bloomed on her beautiful face, and she continued to say the unfinished words seriously, word by wordβ
"Now, my thoughts are...... I want to fall in love with you! I want to be your girlfriend and your wife in the future! This is the purpose of my confession today. Okay, now that I'm done talking, it's your turn, what is your answer, tell me. β
I didn't seem to expect that this girl would be so bold today and would say such a confession so bluntly.
Han Yu was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses, couldn't help frowning slightly, pursed his lips, and still looked at Lin Yun'er in front of him silently who was still waiting for his answer with anticipation.
An unprecedented hesitation was faintly revealed in him.
In front of him, Lin Yun'er, whose face seemed to be calm, secretly clenched her slender palm, and her knuckles turned white.
Everything seemed to fall silent.
Just waiting for someone's answer.
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'Ah, I really can't stand it. β
Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded in his ears without warning.
The pupils in his eyes shrank, and he subconsciously turned his head to look-
I saw that beside me, I don't know when a slender figure appeared that shouldn't have appeared, but stood there without any sense of abruptness!
In the last moments before his consciousness fell into boundless darkness, he only saw the handsome face that was no different from himself, grinning at himself and smiling evilly.
In my ears, there was an ethereal word-
'Then it's time to say ...... to her'
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"Okay, let's fall in love. β
A very calm word reached her ears, and she didn't even react for a moment, just blinked her eyes and stared at him blankly.
And in the next moment, her eyes suddenly widened, just like ...... He was the same before-
Raised his hand and took off the mask on his face, and then, before the girl in front of him could react, he took a few steps closer, lowered his head slightly, and a pair of slender hands also held her cheeks.
The warmth of warmth passed between his palm and her soft skin, causing her body to stiffen involuntarily.
The moment before each other's lips really touched, in her completely blank consciousness, she only heard the familiar and gentle voice in her ear whispering:
"Kissing, it's going to be like this. But that's okay...... Later, what we have is time. β