I pushed back the lychee that Song Qingyi kindly handed me, but rejected her kindness, and she put the lychee back in the fruit bowl in frustration.

I said to her: "Mr. Song, it's not that I don't eat what you gave me, I really want to eat it, but as soon as you said that it was sent by your sister, I immediately lost my appetite." ”

She didn't speak, and the atmosphere was suddenly a little bad.

I said to her again: "If you don't say that I almost forgot what I came to you for today, in fact, you Song Qingshan contacted me the night before." ”

Song Qingyi looked up at me like this, and she asked me, "Why did she contact you?"

"Do you remember the day you were elected as the general manager of Simei? I was stopped by her on my way home from work that afternoon, saying that she would make me regret it...... She told me about it the night before, and she said that this was just the beginning, so I now suspect that Yin Tianyu and her are in a group, and they joined forces to deliberately get me out of the company. ”

Unexpectedly, when I said this, Song Qingyi became even more angry, she stopped looking at me, and her voice suddenly changed: "Why do you always think they are bad people in your eyes?

"First of all, I did the plan, do you remember the proposal I showed you before?

"Maybe it's just a coincidence. She still didn't want to admit it.

This annoyed me, and I sighed, "Is there such a coincidence in the world? Her proposal was inspired by all the ideas mentioned in my proposal, is it such a coincidence?"

"Then why don't the members of your group say they don't know?"

I smiled bitterly: "Their group of people who have no conscience have not been bought by Yin Tianyu, I don't know how many benefits they have received, in short, one day they will regret it." ”

"Okay, even if that's what you said, but you resigned on your own initiative, can you blame them for joining forces to kick you out of the company?"

"If you hadn't fired me, would I have resigned?"

"Because you hit Yin Tianyu, and he was not injured lightly, he had 8 stitches on his head, and no one blamed you, what else do you want?"

"I'll go ......" I got angry, stood up and said indignantly: "I have explained many times, it was his own ashtray that smashed himself, I didn't do anything, I just pulled his clothes, he was too ruthless." ”

"It's you who are too ruthless. ”

I found that I really couldn't explain it clearly, so I could only speak with evidence, and suddenly smiled bitterly: "Okay, don't say it, you all blame me, you all blame me...... Okay, one day I'll let the truth out. ”

After speaking, I walked out of the door, and when I walked to the door, I stopped and turned around and said to Song Qingyi: "Mr. Song, I was worried about you so I came to tell you this, I hope you take it to heart, your sister is not as good as you think, she is very scheming, and Yin Tianyu is a terrible person!"

After saying that, I walked out, closed the door with my backhand, and didn't leave immediately, I felt a little sad in my heart.

I didn't leave until I finished smoking a cigarette at her door, and I have been in contact with Song Qingyi for almost two years, and I know that she is a relatively stubborn person, especially what she believes, it is difficult for others to make sense.

So I'm not going to explain these things to her anymore, just show evidence to convince her, but I'm a little confused, I don't know why I want her to forgive me so much.

Come to think of it, I still can't let go of her.

I remember a saying that was true: the worst thing in life is not to lose someone you love, but to lose yourself because you love someone too much.

Is this what I am? It's because I care too much about Song Qingyi, that's why I live so the one hand, I have responsibility, and on the other hand, I can't let go of love.

Sitting on the bus home, I watched out the window at the whole city being reflected in a brilliant golden yellow, looking out the window at this city full of desire.

Chongqing was originally a very ordinary mountain city, but because of its development over the years, it has become the largest hub city in the western region, and it has gradually attracted generations of people to come and leave their precious youth here.

But how many traps and temptations are hidden behind these prosperity, and how many people have lost their way because of it?

I think I'm slowly eroding, and I can't remember what I was like when I was younger.

As sung in one of my favorite songs:

Ride my second-rate motorcycle on bumpy roads

My life is like shit

I have no money, no wife, no children, only one life......

The sun is sinking in the west, and the last touch of orange and red on the skyline is gradually changing color. A faint layer of purple crept up the sky, and the plane loomed in the clouds.

There is no doubt that this city is beautiful, but I have to look for it in the midst of all this, to find my original dream, to find my own faith.

Suddenly feeling so tired, I leaned against the window and fell asleep staggeringly.

This sleep made me sleep past the station, the sky was already dark, and I took out my mobile phone and saw that several missed calls were all from Su Xia, and it was already six o'clock in the afternoon.

I hurriedly called Su Xia back, she asked me why I didn't answer the phone, I told her that she fell asleep on the bus, she didn't hear the phone ringing, and she had already sat at this time.

She asked me to hurry back and buy a bottle of soy sauce on the way, saying that I would eat jajangmyeon in the evening.

When I got home after buying soy sauce, she complained that I didn't wash the dishes in the morning and scolded me for being a shame.

Although this kind of life has no passion for me at all, I have to admit that this is the real life, exactly like my dreams.

The jajanjangmyeon made by Suxia tasted very good, I ate two large bowls, and then we shared our lives today.

I didn't tell her that I had gone to Song Qingyi, and she just told me that the company's colleagues were very good to her.

After eating, I watched TV with her, the dazzling TV screen, as if it was like a sunglasses, between square inches, fiddling with the things and things in this world, right and wrong, rich and full of gold and silver, vivid and fashionable.

Su Xia watched it as a variety show, and several famous artists were making fun of themselves on TV, just to make the audience laugh.

Su Xia laughed and trembled, but I didn't want to watch it, I always felt that it was someone else's scenery, and the overwhelming splendor made me at a loss.

"Why don't you laugh? Don't you think it's funny?" she stared at me, and when she saw that I was not young, she took the initiative to ask me.

"Do you think it's funny?"

"Isn't it funny? What do you like to watch?"

"I love watching you. I stared at her and said, because women are really emotional, you must not say anything else at this time.

Su Xia smiled and snuggled up to me again, I don't know when I started to learn these sweet words.

We then watched TV and entered an advertisement, and in one of the commercials I saw that I didn't say anything to Miaomiao.

Su Xia also saw it, she immediately sat up from my side, she pointed to the TV and said incredulously: "This person seems to be Miao Miao!"