I don't know how I got to Su Xia's house, but I remember that the late autumn night was already cool, walking alone in the old neighborhood with no street lights, and the messy footsteps poured out my heartache.

It was a bleak place, and my heart was filled with sadness and resentment.

The moonlight was faint, and I didn't go upstairs immediately, I wanted to drink some wine alone, so I turned around and left the neighborhood again.

In a small restaurant outside, I ordered a plate of peanuts and a bottle of Jiang Xiaobai.

Just this peanut, take a sip of wine, and the food has no appetite for me.

Scenes from the past came to my mind, like movie clips, and tears flowed out of my eyes, blurring my eyes......

I still clearly remember that sunny and bird-scented spring, when I first met Song Qingyi, I saw her at first sight.

Prosperous, brightly lit, inadvertently encountered, a beautiful and gentle you became my inadvertent cherish.

I always thought that such a first-sight encounter would be the most beautiful encounter for my spirit;

I always thought that I would always be by your side, and you would be the most eternal scenery in my plain years;

I always thought that one day your iceberg would be melted by my enthusiasm.

And now, the dream is broken, and the heart is broken.

What kind of day is this? My career, my love, everything about me is gone......

I poured the liquor into my stomach one by one, and I was sure I was masochistic at the moment, but I didn't want to stop.

I enjoyed the sensation of being hot all the way down to the depths of my throat, then to my cheeks, then to my ears, and finally to my brain.

The tremendous pleasure of the liquor quickly diluted the pain in my heart, and I drank it one sip after another.

Gradually, my eyes began to blur, and I seemed to see a sky full of stars, twinkling in front of my eyes, and like countless fireflies flying around me.

I don't know how long I've been in this small restaurant, and I don't know how many glasses I've drank, but I see several small white wine bottles on the table.

When I staggered out of the hotel, I almost couldn't find my way to Suxia's house.

I staggered down the street with my suitcase, and as soon as the cold wind blew, my stomach began to feel uncomfortable.

Enduring this feeling of wanting to vomit, I finally arrived at the door of Su Xia's residence with one foot high and one foot low.

I knocked on the door, and soon Su Xia's cheerful voice came from inside: "It's here!"

Then a series of footsteps ran to the door, the door opened, and I staggered in, first putting the box aside in my hand, and then stumbling into her bathroom, throwing up "wow".

I threw up so much that I was lying on the toilet, feeling weak.

"Xiang Nan, are you okay?what's wrong with you?" Su Xia broke into the bathroom and asked eagerly.

I raised my head with difficulty, smiled bitterly and laughed at myself, "I'm going to die a lot, what else can I do?"

Su Xia immediately brought a tissue to wipe my mouth for me, and used a towel to wet the hot water to help me wipe my face, while asking me with concern, "Why do you drink so much? Tell me, what happened?"

I grabbed her hand that was wiping my face, and my tears flowed out uncontrollably, and I choked up: "Su Xia, go around in a big circle, or you are the best for me." ”

She lifted me up from the ground, helped me to sit in her single bed, and poured me hot water and told me to drink it.

"What's so sad?" she sat next to me, looking at me with a frown.

"Susha, do you love me?" I looked at her with drunken eyes.

She hugged me, wrapped her arms around my waist, and nodded desperately, and I could feel the warmth of her arms.

I put my hands on either side of her chin and lifted her head up to her sexy lips.

Her enthusiasm haunted my whole soul.

I could clearly feel her heartbeat and her fiery cheeks.

Desire swelled quickly under the stimulation of alcohol, and my desire fire was instantly ignited and burned in my body......

I frantically demanded from her, and she cooperated with me silently, skillfully catering to me.

Her muttering made me completely lose my mind, like a beast in love, venting on her.

The room was dimly lit, and the air was mixed with chaotic gasps and the never-ending ambiguity.

The one-meter-two single bed, with our rhythm, made a "crunch" sound in the room.

I don't remember how long it hasn't been like this, and I don't know who the woman in my arms is, I think I'm crazy......

The next morning, I sat up groggily and stretched out the window to the sound of breakfast sellers.

The light shone into the room through the gap in the curtains, and I turned my head to look, and Su Xia beside me curled up with a slender body, still sleeping peacefully.

There was still the sound of our rapid breathing from last night on this bed, and suddenly an inexplicable sense of loss choked in my heart.

I don't know what's going on, but suddenly the image of another woman floats in my mind.

Yes, Susha was lying beside me, while I was thinking about another woman.

I know it's a shameful thing, but the longing is so intense.

I tilted my head and took a deep breath, and suddenly I was relieved......

I looked at Su Xia who was sleeping sweetly beside me, and boundless tenderness slowly surged in my heart, and I remembered her silent kindness and unreserved love for me.

I finally made up my mind to be with her.

I raised my hand and gently stroked her face, it was so slippery, so warm.

She woke up suddenly, her eyes blinking at me.

I smiled at her, hugged her and said affectionately, "Su Xia, let's be together!"

"Really?" her face was reddish, her lower lip was white from her own bite, and warm liquid slipped from the corners of her eyes.

"Really, trust me, I will love you well for the rest of my life. "I said seriously.

"I don't want to listen to your promises, because none of us are sure about the future. As she spoke, she sat up and began to get dressed, and then asked me, "What do you want to eat, I'll make you breakfast and send you to work." ”

I reached out and pulled her into my arms, and said to her with a smile: "I don't have to go to the company, I'll accompany you today, and I don't have to eat breakfast, I just want to eat you." ”

"Why don't you go to the company?" she suddenly looked at me in confusion.

I sighed, smiled again, and said, "Because I quit! Didn't you see me coming back yesterday with such a big suitcase, so I don't have to go to work." ”

"But......" There was something wrong with the expression on her face.

"It's nothing, come and do sports with me!" I said, pulling up the quilt and covering her, rolling over and pounced on her.

"Oops! hate ...... As soon as people wake up, you ......"

I kissed her softly, and she greeted me warmly, and we lingered, the cot continuing to crunch......