Chapter 82: The Troubles and Joys of Youth
On Christmas night, the other people in the dormitory went out with their girlfriends again, and there were only two people left in the dormitory as usual, Zhao Hong and Zhang Weiwu, Zhao Hong didn't have to wait for Xiao Wanting's call today, because she also had to attend the family party today.
Yes, the party organized by her distant relatives, as a newcomer to country M, there are many things to prepare, and her brother needs to introduce her to her one by one, after all, it is the family of her grandfather's brother, and there are only a few of them before, most of whom have not seen them. It's also a quick way to immerse yourself in local life. Yesterday she had already taken the time to call him to let him know.
Zhao Hong was a little bored looking at a new magazine book about computer networks, but he couldn't see it, looking up at Zhang Weiwu was the same, looking straight at a book with both eyes, stunned, never turning the page, his expression was sad for a while, relaxed for a while, very nervous for a while, and then he was depressed and lonely.
Zhao Hong took out a cigarette, lit one, went over to pat Zhang Weiwu, handed him a cigarette and a lighter, and said nothing.
When I am bitter in my heart, sometimes I hope that someone can listen to me, and sometimes I hope that I can hide silently in a corner where no one is paying attention, quietly lick the wounds on my soul, and wait for time for it to heal slowly.
Zhao Hong used to have such a time, as a person no matter what, there will be times when he is weak and weak, fragile and incompetent, especially when he is alone. But as a man, I can't admit this feeling casually, because all the education since childhood tells men to shed blood without tears, to work hard, to be strong,
Every heroic role model is a tough guy like steel, and no one has ever told him how much bitterness he will have in his heart when he has failed and been disappointed in life? Maybe this is also the only way for a boy to become a man!
Zhang Weiwu took a few puffs of cigarette hard, the sorrow on his face seemed to dissipate a little, jumped off the bed, picked up Zhao Hong's teapot and poured himself a cup, raised his head and poured it down, pouting and saying, "It's a little bitter, thick bitter tea, it tastes!"
"Isn't it a little fragrant and a little sweet aftertaste? Just like the tea of life, it can only feel sweet when it is bitter. ”
Zhao Hong said a little leisurely.
"Don't! I know it's not right now, but now I just want to find happiness and taste the sweetness first. Come with me and go dancing, there's an all-night dance party today, a free supper. Enjoy another crazy entertainment while you're young. Zhang Weiwu said with a wry smile.
Zhao Hong thought about it, it was not a matter of staying in the dormitory all the time, and he couldn't calm down in his heart. After a little hesitation, I decided. "Let's go, pack up and set off immediately, take a look at the scenery on campus, smell the fragrance of flowers, and be lively. ”
The two of them changed their clothes in a few minutes, packed up lean and capable, Zhang Weiwu even used a tie of Zhao Hong, put on one of Zhao Hong's suit jackets, and asked Zhao Hong, "Do you have the demeanor of the ten miles of foreign fields back then?"
Zhao Hong and Zhang Weiwu walked out of the dormitory building, along the way to the cafeteria, chatting all the way.
Zhang Weiwu said with a smile, "Today I want you to see the demeanor of the second brother's dance master." Let you know what life is to be happy, and youth is good to return home. What is personable and what is charismatic. Haha......"
Zhao Hong listened to some exaggerated laughter, and felt that Zhang Weiwu still hadn't let go of some things, and echoed and said, "Okay, today we are the two heroes will dominate the Grand Ball! ”
It's just that when they passed through the small garden later, there were bursts of intimate voices from inside that made both of them a little uncomfortable. Zhao Hong hasn't been there for a long time, and he's also very uncomfortable with his girlfriend who is used to being accompanied by him! When Zhao Hong thought of Xiao Wanting, who was waiting to give birth in country M, he felt a little shameful.
Zhang Weiwu also scolded a little fiercely, "Don't these dog men and women know how to be quiet? I can't see it when it's dark, and the sound has to travel so far? Let the single Wang live? Despicable, shameless and selfish." ”
Zhao Hong also nodded, and said with some envy and hatred, "It seems that you won't be able to play happily in the future, isn't this torturous?"
The second canteen is already brightly lit at this time, and it is full of festive atmosphere everywhere, with red lanterns hanging outside, and the big characters of "Happy New Year's Day" composed of small bulbs outside, you can see it from afar, flashing and shining, and most of the people are going in, and there are also one-to-one pairs of departures. The melodious song has been passed out, and it is the song "Thank You for Your Love" by Liu Tianwang, which was very popular last year.
"Don't ask me how many people I've loved in my life
You don't understand how deeply I'm hurt
It's always cruel to peel open a wound
I advise you not to be an infatuator
Sentimental for the time being, keep a few points
Don't like loneliness
But I'm afraid of two people getting along
It's clearly a pain
It is most silent when there are many people
The smile is also lonely
In the red dust
yes
Find someone to love me
After I shun your tenderness
Tears began to fall
I don't dare to want to, I shouldn't
Thank you again for your love
I had to exist
yes
Like a speck of dust
It will still hurt you
I don't dare to want to, I shouldn't
Thank you again for your love
I had to exist
yes
in your future
I'm most afraid that this will bring you eternal harm."
Zhao Hong, who was listening to the song while walking, couldn't help but slow down, and hummed slowly, his expression was also a little trance.
After entering the restaurant, Zhao Hong found that it had been completely transformed into a huge dance hall, the tables had been moved around, and a large area was vacated in the middle.
After observing for a while, Zhang Weiwu chose a target, a girl who looked good and looked a little handsome, and pulled Zhao Hong over.
Zhang Weiwu was very gentlemanly and asked the girl in the photo to dance, but the girl was a little embarrassed and looked at her female companion, and then at Zhang Weiwu. Zhang Weiwu immediately pushed Zhao Hong over and said, "This is my roommate, known as the little prince of the dance forest, let him dance with your female companion, and it is just right for us to dance." ”
Zhao Hong was a little helpless in his heart, but he still invited this girl who looked a little melancholy to dance with a smile. She hesitated, and with the encouragement and support of her companions, she and Zhao Hong entered the dance floor and slowly began to dance the slow four.
And Zhang Weiwu also danced with the beautiful woman. When he was doing the tricks, he turned around proudly and gave Zhao Hong a smug smile.