Heaven has mercy on me!
"The Story of Time" Luo Dayou sang the charm, I don't remember where I heard it last time, it seemed to be sung by a group, and it simply ruined the song. The pen % fun % pavilion www.biquge.info black duck sings well.
Sun Tribe's "A Lao Watch to Go" is so lively and joyful!
The mint, which was still alive two days ago, was eaten up by insects, and it was more powerful than locusts!
I'm about to be! I've been in college for four years, and I spent 200,000 yuan on one book, but I can't get my graduation certificate! When I was in college, I repeatedly told me that I must study hard to get my graduation certificate and degree certificate, and pass the fourth level of English. I usually keep calling to advise, and I call the teacher many times to say that it's okay, but in the end: I haven't passed the fourth level, I don't have a degree certificate, and I can't even get a graduation certificate!
My heart is as uncomfortable as being fried in a frying pan! Think about how my parents hope that their grandson who is the same as his life will have a good life? How my brother has loved him for so many years, and I have always felt sorry for him like my own child, hoping that he can have a good future and a good life, but in the current situation, my brother has tried all the trouble but is stuck in him and is not qualified to enter any unit! I really want to cry without tears!
Maybe everyone has a life, he is begging for food, no one can help, the more you help him, the more he will retreat, and he will never give up if he can't ask for food.
Yesterday, my brother went to school to get the exact news, and the kid has been lying and scolding. Is it that I can't help but cry when I listen to my brother's phone call! His hard work and hope for so many years have been ruined by this wolf-hearted thing!
Think about it, I haven't been able to do my family a little bit for so many years, but my parents have to worry so much! What is the fun of living in heaven when I come to this far away place? Not to mention that I am still struggling in hell!
Think of this life without any joy at all, and one day I will abandon it! I will abandon this unsatisfactory life and pray that God will destroy me! From then on I will be destroyed and never again!
I have been a child with a heart since I was a child, so many years have been so serious, hard to live, I hope that I can have a happy family, have the ability to honor my parents, so that they can spend their old age happily and healthily for me, I want my lover to be able to achieve something because of me, I am willing to give everything for him, I hope that my child can grow up happily, healthy and happy because of a mother like me, become a happy person, and have a happy life. As a weak little woman, I have been thinking about it a little bit, and for this little thought I have been walking through every day of my life seriously. But why? Why do I have the life I have today? Why did this day of life worse than death come to me?!
Even if the sky falls, I am still using all my strength to hold it up, I can't let my elderly parents and young children bear such pain, I have one to bear all the pain in exchange for their happiness, I live so hard, every day is worse than death, but I still tell myself that life is still alive and I have to live, I can't be decadent and can't give up, but this day I have a hard time! I feel that my life is being stripped away at all, I can't hold on one day, maybe I will be a deserter again.
I have always believed that my life will be the happiest, since I was a child, my parents have been their pride and support, growing up with a lover to take over the baton, we know each other so much and love each other, because of each other and happy and happy to live, he is happy to have me, I am sweet to have him. A healthy and intelligent child is the continuation of our happiness, I have always thought that my life should be a complete life, should be a happy life in exchange for my heart and love, but now it makes me so painful!
Seeing my elderly parents worrying about me every day, watching the hard work of my relatives, and watching but unable to do anything, I feel so incompetent! Such frustration, such pain, such heart-rending sorrow haunt me day by day!
I don't dare to let my parents know or show my children, I don't want them to worry. I'm living so hard, I don't know when I'm going to be the end! God, how can you be willing to abuse such a good person as me?
I really don't have the slightest nostalgia for this kind of life, and I often think that one day maybe I can be free. I don't want to have an afterlife, I'd rather this world or I only have this life, and then it doesn't exist at all. I also don't want to be reunited with him, his departure has cost me a whole life. He forbears to forsake me and suffer so much in this world, and I am full of resentment! I would rather let me go and leave him to experience the pain of life worse than death! He will know that I am living like this.
I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions yesterday, and I made a bunch of complaints, and there will be a heart of abandonment, but not yet, the saddest days have actually passed. Now that the child is growing up and sensible, the parents are healthy, and the relatives are living and working in peace and contentment, I should be content, and I usually won't be so depressed, thinking that my nephew has not been able to have a good future, I blame myself, although I have been concerned about it, but I still haven't done my best, and I have the ability to supervise the family. Urging this matter, but I failed to do a good job, of course, the child is not angry, and my supervision is not in place, so I feel that I am really useless, so I gave birth to such a bad mood, which is also my real situation at the time, today, although I am still sad, but people have come to reason.
I will not let my life be decadent, even if God does not pity me, I will try to live my life in the midst of hardship. Never showed sadness and fragility, and vented it once by chance. All relatives and friends want to see my sunny, positive, strong side, I will, in fact, I have been working hard, I think the days will slowly get better, with my good!
I have always believed that my life will not be so gloomy, I will still live my life vividly, I have to work hard, to use my not strong nerves and body to live a life that is not exciting, at least peaceful. To comfort all those who care about me and love me! Even if my sky loses its sunshine, let me be a beam of light, illuminating myself and warming others!