There is no hope in this life

Sitting in front of the dresser in the morning, I don't seem to know myself in the mirror in a trance: is that person me? Is it really me? am I still me? Why is everything so empty? as if I am thinking that this world exists? I think that year I suddenly wanted to change to a carved big **, I think I will sleep comfortably and sleep comfortably on it, and now this empty big ** has become a place where I toss and turn. In fact, what you have is a matter www.biquge.info of a moment, and it is also inconsequential.

I remember when I thought of buying a house and changing furniture, I went to see it with a few friends, and I immediately bought it, and they were very surprised at my sloppiness, and I didn't consult you about such valuable things? But the people of Iraq are far away, leaving me alone to guard the sun and the moon.

Be kind to yourself, because your life is not long, and be kind to others, because you may not meet in the next life. Seeing this sentence, my heart hurts for a long time!

I am so good to you, and you are so good to me, but unfortunately we are not blessed. Where are you now? Can you see me struggling?

I tell myself every day not to cry, I tell myself to be sunny and positive, but I can't help but cry every day. Every minute and every second I miss it, you know it's a cup of chronic poison, and I savor it every day.

Sometimes I think, "How nice it would be if you were?" We're the happiest people in the world. There is a lover who cares about everything, no matter what you do, you will not be lonely, you will not scruple and you will not be careful.

Looking at so many familiar figures, my heart is bleeding and crying every time, they are all there, you are gone, you have left me, abandoned me, and left me in this lonely and helpless world.

Do you know how lonely I am, with no one to rely on, no place for my soul to rest, I live alone, without desire, like the walking dead. Sorrow has never been far away, but has followed me every day.

It's been four years, and you've been away for four years! I've gone from being a man in the prime of life to a soulless and spiritless waste. How can you bear to look at me like this? Are you going to go away like this and never come back?

Since you left, my eyes have not been swollen for a day, and I have been weeping and swollen day by day. Finally, I looked better today, and I couldn't help but cry again, but it was swollen again.

Alas, I am such a person who loves beauty, I like my beautiful face so much, and now I can't afford to care for my decaying face. Yesterday I said that I wanted to return to my original beauty, but today I won't count it.

What is the way forward? Tell me, okay?