Chapter 147: Heart's Voice
Test the head It is usually difficult for people with delicate minds to be deceived, and they often pay attention to the changes in other people's expressions and psychological fluctuations, and will not let go of even the slightest detail. Such a keen sense of observation leads to the discerning person to have insight into the true purpose of the deceitful person before he is deceived.
But there are exceptions to everything, and people are complex animals. When a person's emotions fluctuate violently and they are unable to look at the problem from a completely objective perspective, the lies that could have been easily exposed will also be chaotic because of concern, and even the lying party cannot anticipate the excellent effect.
Lu Ling felt this way now, he actually never thought that Ruan Qingning would really believe what he said. Not to mention how lame his acting skills are, how many times he has deceived Ruan Qingning, so many times, a fool can remember it for a long time, how can Ruan Qingning still be fooled stupidly.
In fact, after posing and saying something that he felt a little disgusting, Lu Ling's muscles were already tense, ready to accept the blasting hammer from Ruan Qingning at any time, but Ruan Qingning not only did not get angry, but also nervously shrunk himself into a ball, lowered his head and tried to explain to him. Lu Ling felt that Ruan Qingning was really easy to deceive today, but at the same time, he was also very distressed. Now if he was acting just now, he would have died a miserable death!
Adaptation, this is also one of Lu Ling's strengths, since it is not easy to laugh and open the topic, it is also possible to have a fairly sincere conversation. Lu Ling was confident that no matter what Ruan Qingning said, he would be able to catch it. Because when it comes to being thick-skinned, he recognizes the second, and no one around him dares to admit the first.
As a result, as soon as Ruan Qingning opened her mouth, Lu Ling's heart jumped suddenly, "I'm scared." ”
The simple four words were passed into Lu Ling's ears, but the effect obtained was explosive. Removing some exaggerated expressions, Lu Ling rubbed Ruan Qingning's side and asked softly, "You, what are you afraid of?"
"I don't know. Noticing Lu Ling's further approach, Ruan Qingning not only did not avoid it, but gently leaned her head on Lu Ling's shoulder, and some words she had been holding in her heart for a long time, so that she was about to get sick. She couldn't say these words to anyone, but to Lu Ling...
"I'm often scared, I'm afraid that my grades will be bad when I debut, and I'm afraid that the members will be embarrassed when I get good grades. The members are not making trouble, and I am worried that our glory will not last long...
It's the same in life, I feel scared when I have someone to accompany me, and I'm afraid that my heart will be noticed by everyone and affect everyone's mood. But I was alone, and I felt lonely. It's very contradictory, but there is no way to solve the problem.
I've been scared alone for many years, and now I don't want the fear to affect me, so I'm really serious about trying to change it, but why? Why can't I get rid of the fear no matter how hard I try?
You confessed to me that I should be happy, but I couldn't be happy. What if we say yes, can we be together for a long time? Any little thing that happens in the future may break us down, and then what? There is no way to be lovers, and there is no way to return to be friends, I am afraid that situation will appear, so I don't dare to think about anything.
I don't dare to think about whether I should say yes, I don't dare to think about what you think, I don't even dare to think about whether everything we have experienced together during this time of knowing each other is real, if it is all a dream, I... Too many emotions were intertwined, Ruan Qingning raised her hand and wiped her eyes in a choked voice, and the words she wanted to say were pressed in her throat by the sudden surge of emotions, and she couldn't move forward even one step.
"Fool!" Lu Ling, who had been silently listening to Ruan Qingning's surging emotions from the moment she opened her mouth, pressed her palm on the back of Ruan Qingning's head and gently pressed Ruan Qingning's head against her chest when Ruan Qingning was too excited to speak for a while.
"The future is unknowable, and we can't know what will happen in the future, what will happen to the decisions we make now will have in the future, but can we not choose because we are afraid of the bad outcome of our choice?
If I do something that I will regret, I would rather regret it because of the bad consequences in the future than simply not regret it because I am worried about the bad consequences.
I like you, and I don't know what the result will be when I say it. Maybe you'll say yes, and then we'll go through life happily. Or maybe you say yes, but we have to break up because of something, and we will see each other many years later, like the most familiar strangers.
Or maybe you agreed, we are also very happy, but there are many people who oppose this relationship, you can't bear this pressure and are afraid that this pressure will hurt me and decide to break up, but I tell you very manly, I will protect you, no matter what, we will not break up. You believed me, and after some twists and turns, we finally lived happily together... The future is really full of too many possibilities, so ... ”
"So what?" When he heard the most critical moment, Lu Ling suddenly stopped talking, Ruan Qingning couldn't help but raise his head and look at Lu Ling, who was selling at a critical moment, with a face that was handsome every day but occasionally looked particularly annoying.
Lu Ling said so much, waiting for the moment when Ruan Qingning raised his head. Raising his eyebrows at Ruan Qingning particularly flirtatiously, Lu Ling smiled at the corner of his mouth, "So do you promise to be my girlfriend or promise to be my girlfriend or promise to be my girlfriend?"
Suddenly jumped from a very serious topic of self-analysis to confession, unable to keep up with Lu Ling's train of thought is not the worst for Ruan Qingning, the worst thing is that Lu Ling has said everything about this, if she doesn't give a clear answer...
"You said you'd give me time to figure it out. After brewing in her heart for a long time, Ruan Qingning finally found a suitable sentence to say now.
"I said I'll give you time to think it through, but that doesn't mean I can do nothing, just wait for you to give me a verdict!" Lu Ling said that Ruan Qingning might have misunderstood him, "This is not a math problem, and you can't change it if you write the answer." There are many factors that affect your promise to me, if I act a little more and let you see my shining side, won't the probability of my success be greater!"
"So forcing me to watch a movie is also your operation to show your shining side?" Ruan Qingning looked at Lu Ling, and after confiding in her heart, her previous entanglements, fears, and indescribable expectations all dissipated into the wind with Lu Ling's rather calm explanation. Test the tail