Chapter 119: The Guys in My Body
It is recommended that when reading this chapter, it should be better to listen to Jang Jae-in's "Auditory Hallucination" when the songs in it start playing, and also, the lyrics are best read to the end.
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"Chirp~Chirp~"
A few crisp birdsong came into the house from outside, and the cheerful feeling seemed to tell the vigorous awakening energy of the early morning.
A few faint rays of sunlight filtered through the gaps in the curtains and spilled into the room, illuminating the room slightly.
On the floor of the room lay a man silently, his eyes closed, very quiet, not even his eyelashes fluttered slightly, except for the slightly undulating chest, the whole person was like a still sculpture.
The sun shone on the floor and on his face, reflecting the trimmed eyebrows, the narrow eyes, the high and thin bridge of the nose, the thin lips, and the soft but angular outline of the face.
Suddenly, his eyelids moved, and his slender eyelashes twitched slightly.
"Hmm......"
A hand slowly climbed onto the edge of the bed, followed by a very soft, seemingly unconscious moan.
He staggered to his feet against the edge of the bed, stumbled to his feet, and sat down on the bed again.
His arms hung weakly, he lowered his head slightly, squinted his eyes and stared straight ahead with a very blank gaze, his face was also a blank expression, and his mind seemed to be in chaos.
But fortunately, a little clarity slowly appeared in his eyes, and his gaze, as if he had lost focus, gradually condensed.
"Whew-"
After his mind finally cleared up a little, he raised his hand with his eyes closed and slowly patted his forehead, then shook his head and exhaled a slight breath from his mouth.
Turning his head, he searched the room with his eyes, but after looking for a while, he still didn't find what he was looking for, he blinked his eyes fiercely, thought about it with his still somewhat dazed brain, and then remembered where he put it, raised his hand and touched it in his pants pocket, and finally took out the mobile phone he was looking for.
I turned on my phone and wanted to see what time it was, but before I saw the time, two messages popped up on the screen, one was a missed call and the other was a text message.
Blinking his eyes, which seemed to be a little sleepy, he clicked on them and looked at them, and found that both of them were the same person, and he didn't answer the call and left it alone, so he clicked on the text message and looked at it.
It was a voice text message, and after he clicked on it, a cheerful-sounding female voice came out.
"Ah, why don't you answer my phone? Boy, it can't be that you forgot your sister as soon as you have a holiday? Hmph, forget it, I'll settle accounts with you when you come back." Let me tell you something, the first OST of our TV series came out, it was sung by Jang Jae-in and NaShow, it's almost the theme song, I've heard it, it's completely big, and the name is also very good, it's called "Auditory Hallucinations", I want to give it to you, it's been sent to you. Ah, boy, call my sister when you see the news, huh? OK, above. ”
Auditory hallucinations?
His eyes moved slightly, but he didn't rush to click on the song that had been received, but returned the interface to the main interface, looked at the time, and at this glance, those good-looking eyes suddenly couldn't help but widen slightly in a daze.
The interface of the mobile phone is impressively displayed:
December 31, 2014 at 10:39
"Two days?"
Raised his eyebrows slightly, and couldn't help but whisper to himself in some surprise, but I don't know if he hadn't spoken for too long, and his voice sounded unusually hoarse at this time.
"Whew-"
Clicking on the interface to the missed call again, he looked at the time, it was yesterday morning, and couldn't help but exhale again.
Sitting on the bed and moving for a while, he realized that his body was quite soft, then he blinked, thought about it, switched the phone interface back to the receiving interface, and clicked on the song called "Auditory Hallucinations".
A pleasant piano sound suddenly sounded, and he listened quietly.
"Those guys lurking inside me,"
"Changed me really a lot,"
"Hypnotize me, bind my hands,"
"Imprisoned in a dark room. ”
Rap?
He raised an eyebrow slightly. Well, the pace is good.
"Those Lost Fragments of Time,"
"The love memories I left behind,"
"All deleted, all destroyed,"
"All that's left is an empty shell. ”
Suddenly, his brow furrowed slightly, and he brought the phone to his ear, and the expression on his face suddenly seemed to change strangely.
"I don't know anything,"
"I can only shout loudly,"
"That's all I have left,"
"My heart is as cold as ice. ”
"When you fall asleep, you will be forgotten. ”
"I want to get rid of,"
"Get rid of the pain that suffocated me,"
"Who can save me?"
"Redeem me from my scarred soul. ”
His palms clenched quietly, and he listened quietly to the sound that seemed to be a song and something else came from his ears.
"The inky night sky,"
Suddenly, as if in the dark, an empty and clear female voice sounded, accompanied by a crisp drumbeat, his eyes widened, his somewhat chapped lips pursed, and the throbbing in his chest, which seemed to have been still, suddenly seemed to have a sign of recovery.
"You can't leave the figure,"
"Wake me up from my slumber. ”
"Kiss your lips again,"
"That whisper of I love you,"
"Your voice, your breath,"
"It haunts me every day,"
"Where are you now?"
Gradually, gradually, the voice like an aria spread throughout the room, permeating the air of this early morning, the warm sunlight sprinkled on him, but slowly, he no longer seemed to feel that little bit of warmth, a breath like a deep darkness but like a bright light like the dawn was slowly covering the whole room, covering his body, his skin, his blood, and even his heart......
"You're hiding where I can't see it,"
"In my place of suffering. ”
"Once fused with my anger,"
"I banished the memories of my slumber,"
"What I'm looking for is not you, but the real me. ”
"But the bruises in my heart are too deep,"
"Even if you try to cover it up,"
"The dormant ones will also appear and break the slumber. ”
"On the other side of my terrible memory,"
"I met you,"
"Even my lost feelings are tolerated,"
"Cheer me up as I am gone. ”
"In order not to let go of the clenched hand,"
"To completely erase the nightmare time,"
"Do your best,"
"Where I would imprison myself. ”
The palms of his hands were clenched together, except that he was subconsciously holding the mobile phone, his eyes seemed to lose focus again, and he looked ahead in a daze, looking ahead, as if ...... Saw the same thing there.
"Walking in the Dark,"
"Trying to find you,"
"I can't touch it,"
"Nor can I be embraced. ”
As if a layer of fog appeared in front of him, he couldn't help but lean forward slightly, trying to see clearly, see what was in front of him......
"Able to dominate me,"
"It's not the guys that live in me. ”
"It's not a powerful medicine that can cure me,"
"It's just love. ”
"A voice in my ears,"
"Wake up the lost me,"
"Hug your body, kiss it,"
"Gone, never to be seen again. ”
The powerful drum beat had no other accompaniment, as if it were echoing in a dark empty room, one after another, beating a psychedelic melody, as if it were guiding, as if it were performing an awakening ritual, the sound was like a thunderous drumbeat, as if it were beating in his head, beating on his heart.
"Knock, knock......"
"Knock, knock......"
"Knock knock, knock knock ......"
"Knock knock, knock knock ......"
A heartbeat that seemed to burst out of his heaving chest came from his heaving chest, as if it were with the drum beat of the sound, the female voice that seemed to be singing but as if she was whispering in the fog, and the male voice that seemed to be pouring out a hideous smile, all the voices together, wanting to ...... Dispel that fog!!
"The inky night sky,"
"You can't leave the figure,"
"Wake me up from my slumber. ”
"Kiss your lips again,"
"That whisper of I love you,"
"Your voice, your breath,"
"It haunts me every day,"
"Where are you now?"
"The Untouchable Night Sky,"
"The way you turned around,"
"Just get rid of my tired self,"
"It's created like a picture. ”
"I'm sorry to hold you on. ”
"Please don't stay away, call anxiously. ”
"The sadness that can no longer be seen,"
"Makes me cry again......"
I'm sorry......
He looked ahead in a daze, listening to the sound of the piano that was gradually ending, and the heartbeat in his chest seemed to be about to jump out at this moment, suddenly, it seemed to be still......
"Smack. ”
A very slight sound.
He looked down, and his palm subconsciously raised, but with this movement, a little wind blew across his cheek, and he felt a trace of coldness coming from his cheek.
Raised his hand and touched it, he was stunned, his eyes couldn't help but widen, and he put his hand in front of him to see it, it was moist......
"Plop!"
He subconsciously wanted to stand up, but his feet seemed to have no strength at all, and he fell directly to the ground.
"Ha, ha, ha......"
A feeling of suffocation suddenly emanated from his chest, and he reached out sharply to grab the clothes on his chest, one hand propped up the floor, his mouth gasping heavily, his eyes wide open, and he stared at the empty floor in a daze......
'Do you remember?'
Suddenly, there seemed to be a voice with a flirtatious tone in his ears!!
He raised his head suddenly, and the pupils in his eyes instantly shrank subconsciously.
In front of him, at this time, he seemed to see a door, a door that radiated light, and next to the door was a slender figure, he couldn't see the figure clearly, he couldn't see it at all, only a vague shadow.
"Oh, it's not easy, but I came out first. ’
As if seeing the deep confusion on his face, the figure let out a faint chuckle, and then took a step and walked slowly towards him, it walked very casually, as if it were walking through its own garden.
'Now, do you even remember that?'
The figure walked slowly as he spoke, he still couldn't see it clearly, but he seemed to be able to see a smiling face through the hazy light.
I don't want to go back. ’
It walked up to him and slowly crouched down, and at last he could see the clothes on it.
Dressed in an old-fashioned black suit and school uniform, wearing a white shirt and black tie, only black and white, and a sign on the chest of the jacket that reads "Daieigao".
'It's almost time to remember, right?'
He looked up at it with some blankness.
Otherwise, it's going to be really troublesome. ’
It lifted a hand and propped its chin in it, as if he saw the relaxed smile on its face, however, in the next second, his heart seemed to stop......
'No...... Oh, I'm almost overpowered...... Kill myself!!!'
He looked at it in a daze, looked ahead in a daze, and at this moment, he finally saw it clearly.
It seems that the eyebrows have been repaired, the beautiful eyes, the high and thin nose bridge, the thin lips, except for the face that is still a little green and angular, and the faint fluff that symbolizes youth on the upper lip, everything is so familiar to him......
In a pair of distracted eyes, this familiar but seemingly unfamiliar face was faintly reflected, and at this time this face was showing a smile to him, an evil and crazy smile!
"Allow ......"
"Yes...... Yuna !!"
As if from the deepest part of my heart, a hysterical call woke up the tranquility of the morning......