466. Things you don't know

"Huh?" Jin Xiaoyi was stunned, almost unable to believe her ears.

The wind was still blowing quietly, and Pei Yuansheng sat there silently, without saying another word. Jin Xiaoyi stood there, almost thinking that the words she had just heard were her hallucinations.

She squeezed her palm tightly, thinking to herself, is he concerned about me?

Tiny little bubbles slowly rose in her heart, like the secret joy of a cold drink that had been shaken from the deepest part, and she couldn't help but want to laugh, but she was afraid that she was acting too rudely. She pursed her lips, almost unable to hold back her expression, he was still silent and cold in her sight, but in that coldness, she had an inexplicable sense of closeness.

He cares about her, doesn't he?

Since coming here to recuperate, he has become less and less silent, and every day in addition to sleeping, working, reading and practicing calligraphy, he occasionally plays games with an old gentleman who lives nearby, but even if he often sits for hours, Pei Yuansheng and the old gentleman rarely talk to each other.

What she knew about him could almost be described as cherishing words like gold.

So she knew that it was already very, very rare that he was willing to say a few more words to express his dissatisfaction with her starving herself.

Jin Xiaoyi, who confirmed this fact, how could she not be happy from the bottom of her heart.

"I ......" Jin Xiaoyi plucked up her courage and said to Pei Yuansheng's quiet face, "I will take good care of myself, eat well, and rest well, Mr. Pei, I will never let myself fall ill, in that case, I will not be able to stay by your side." ”

As soon as the words came out, Jin Xiaoyi secretly regretted it, worried about whether she had said self-righteous words again, she stared nervously at Pei Yuansheng's side face, and her heart was fluttering...... Her throat was dry, and she didn't know where to put her hands and feet. She almost tried to escape, but her feet were pinned to the ground again.

She wondered if he would respond, and what kind of response he would give her.

But I was afraid that I would not be able to bear the response he gave.

This ambivalence made her whole person like a frog in the hot water that gradually rose in temperature, feeling an indescribable secret satisfaction and comfort, and extremely anxious for the unpredictable next second.

I don't know how long it took, maybe a minute, maybe a few minutes, but in Jin Xiaoyi's opinion, it seemed like a whole century had passed.

She finally heard him say a soft "um", then narrowed her eyes, the corners of her mouth slowly raised, revealing a smile that made her almost stop breathing: "It's good that you know." ”

Jin Xiaoyi breathed a sigh of relief, a bright smile bloomed on her bright and beautiful face, and her courage answered her again, she stared at him with smiling eyes, and said to him in an extremely sincere voice: "Mr. Pei, are you really not hungry? Do you want to eat a little bit? Just a little." ”

Pei Yuansheng turned his head to look at her, but at the age of her twenties, she was very capable of handling anything, and sometimes she was even better than Yin Shijia.

He understands that if he wants to really give full play to her strength, he should let her go to the workplace to experience

He has so many companies under his name, and it is not impossible to give her a small company to practice. He believed that in time, she would become a very qualified manager. It's just that he didn't let her go for a long time.

Staying by her side is certainly what Jin Xiaoyi hopes for the most at the moment, but in the long run, sooner or later, she will find that she will not get anything by staying by his side, in other words, staying by the side of a person who has half a foot in the grave will not be beneficial at all.

He was nothing more than a depressed, half-dead man. Every day when he bathed, he could smell the rotten smell of his skin, like a piece of rotten wood, and he no longer had the vigor that a man of his age should have.

For him, there is nothing to expect in life, he has no expectations for tomorrow, and he often doubts that he will never see the sun the next day after closing his eyes

Sometimes he would pay special attention to it, reminding himself not to fall asleep easily, but he could not resist the devil who lived within him, and it was pulling him step by step into the abyss of darkness. In front of it, he was powerless.

Money can't buy it, and the top medical team can't take care of it, and everything he has doesn't play a role in front of it.

In the face of this devil, he is a real man who has nothing.

He was glad that the people he cared about in this world were not by his side, and he was glad that they were each happy

His mother was recently dating her new boyfriend, who was ten years younger than her, and was planning to release a record. Judging from the photos she posted on WeChat, they are a good match, and as long as she is happy, he doesn't mind that he will have a stepfather who is not much older than him in the future.

Since Uncle Yan went to Northern Europe a few months ago, he has lived a comfortable life like a wild crane, and even held a wedding in the church with the foreign lady who fell in love with him at first sight.

Uncle Yan has spent his whole life taking care of himself, and he has not even been able to leave an heir, and now that he is full of children and grandchildren, it can be regarded as a comfort.

As for his good brothers, they all have their own good homes, and the people he loves now have the people she loves by her side.

That's nice. There is nothing less satisfying, he will die here quietly alone, scattering his ashes on the sea in front of him. He has no regrets in this life, and the only thing he desires is to be able to meet Tang Xiao earlier in the next life.

Just let him be selfish for a while, he still remembered that Tang Xiao once told him that he was very good, but it was a pity that she met Cheng Lie first. So, in the next life, let him meet her before Liezi and let her fall in love with him, okay?

Other than that, he didn't want anything else, the will had already been made, everything was in order, and he always liked the feeling that everything was under control, even if his body didn't allow it, and the company's affairs had to be seen in person.

The only thing that made him unable to hold it was the arrangement of the woman in front of him.

Should he keep her around, let her watch him die, and then take care of the aftermath for him?

This matter should have been done by Uncle Yan's successor Mu Zihao, Mu Zihao is also a very qualified housekeeper, seeing him, Pei Yuansheng often thinks of Uncle Yan when he was young. Everything about him was taught by Uncle Yan himself, and it is understandable that his style of doing things is similar to Uncle Yan. Most importantly, he can be trusted. He believed he would be able to arrange his own funeral.

So, why did he keep Jin Xiaoyi?

According to his old habits, he would not be so cruel to women. Especially those women who love themselves.

From her sometimes timid and sometimes passionate gaze, he certainly knew that she was deeply in love with him. When he decided to keep her by his side, he also investigated her past, and he knew everything about her, and it was no secret to him that she loved him.

In this case, the most reasonable arrangement is to send her away and give her a perfect life like Yin Shijia, which is the most important and urgent thing.

She was at her prime and so intelligent, why should she stay in this lifeless house, repeating monotonous and trivial work, accompanying him for a long illness?

He knew that he should be cruel to her, completely cut off some of her unrealistic fantasies, so that it was best for her, but when he looked at her, he was often ruthless.

She's a friend of Xiaoxiao...... He thought that she was probably the only person who made him feel that he had a slight connection with his beloved.

At the end of the day, he's still selfish.

And she didn't know about it, and maybe she thought that he was a special favor to her by keeping her by his side.

Pei Yuansheng couldn't help but sigh slightly.

"Let's go. He said.

"Mr. Pei, are you willing to go eat something?" she asked happily.

"Yes. He smiled helplessly, "If I don't eat something, I'm afraid you won't give up." ”

Jin Xiaoyi let out an "ah" and smiled a little proudly: "It turns out that it was my persistence that moved Mr. Pei, it seems that I didn't get such a high salary for nothing." ”

She happily pushed Pei Yuansheng's wheelchair indoors, but Pei Yuansheng said to her: "Let Mu Zihao come, didn't your arm break last time? ”

Jin Xiaoyi paused for a moment, and her heart was quickly occupied by great joy, today is really like winning the lottery, he cares about her again and again, and even said the most words to her these days, she is really happy.

Deliberately turned in front of him and vigorously moved the arm that had been broken a few times, she said with a smile, "Mr. Pei, look, my arm is completely healed! ”

She didn't like to joke anymore, but she didn't know what was going on recently, but she dared to laugh more and more boldly in front of him, maybe this villa was too much space, she always hoped that there would be more laughter here, and she hoped that the man in front of her could smile more He laughed, it was really very good-looking.

"Ten me?" Pei Yuansheng really smiled, and there was a sparkling smile in his extraordinarily bright and beautiful eyes. She didn't dare to blink her eyes, just looked at him motionlessly, and the bottom of her heart seemed to be full of flowers.

"It turned out that my special assistant was still a strong man. He feigned surprise and said, "It is true that people cannot be seen, and the sea is not measured." ”

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