Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Mom is sick, you know?

I have been restless since before the Chinese New Year, my sleep quality is very poor, and I am often awakened by nightmares. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoI thought it was an unconscious resistance to this lonely and miserable holiday. Yes, what kind of joy and reunion should it be for others? For me, it is a day of suffering! The pain of my heart cannot be relieved!

In order to give my children a relaxed and normal holiday, I also have to suppress my own pain to arrange my life. How hard is this for me?!

When the child has not yet gotten up, a person in the kitchen while preparing breakfast while crying, the pressure and pain behind the child is a little lighter, the child gets up and faces the child is a calm and loving face, you know that I am not good at hiding myself, but now I want to hide the pain deeply, alas!

Yesterday I received a text message from your father, saying that your mother is sick, and this is the first time he has taken the initiative to text since you left in addition to asking for money. Even when I send things back every year, I never come back with a piece of paper telling me that I have received it. I don't have any ideas about that, I just do what I can for you, and I don't have any hope for their reaction.

This time, when my mother was sick, I could see that your father had messed up the phalanx, and he actually remembered to ask my opinion. I didn't dare to say anything, lest I complain in the future. However, I actively inquired about my classmates. There are no conditions for surgery in the local area, and it is better to go to Beijing, but the cost will also increase exponentially.

Your father has already spent about 200,000 yuan, bought a house for the third child, and moved to live in the town, I don't know yet, and I sent the things to the old house again.

Now that they haven't asked me for money, I don't know what they're going to do next. It's your mother's illness! Alas, is there any fairness in God? How can I let it go?

If you have a spirit, can you go to your mother and relieve her pain and sickness?

Alas! I know that all this may have nothing to do with you, but isn't it your mother who you can't let go of the most? I pray every day that our relatives will be healthy and safe, but in the end, I can't! I only have this little hope!

Now I have no power to help my elderly parents, so I can only pray sincerely every day that God and the Buddha can bless these poor parents and relatives, make them healthy and auspicious, and also give some comfort to my broken heart!

If you are here, people and money are a matter of minutes! It is said that the 301 Hospital is the best at performing hepatobiliary surgery, and that is your alma mater! Do you still need to find someone else? Now we are not familiar with life! Money is naturally not a problem, think about how much you have to earn in the past few years? Just 100,000 yuan is not a burden!

But you left without any regrets, leaving us useless people! Miserable people! Pain can only hurt! Sickness can only be sick!

It is estimated that it is difficult to scrape the pockets to cover the cost of the operation. How do I tighten my pants to save money from between my teeth?

Alas, you heartless man, how much have we paid for you, and you have left us alone!

Please bless Mom to get through this!

I beg you! That's your mother!

Have you really let go? let go of our love and thoughts? let go of all family affection and concern?

Once again, I can't help but hate you!

But you still have to come back to see your mother!

I'm begging you in a low voice!, okay?

XW

2013.3.4