Recently, my heart has been uncomfortable, with frequent premature beats, and I often feel panicked. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Living alone, the child goes to live in school, and there is only himself in and out, so I thought: If one day the heart suddenly stops, there is no one who calls 120, and it is really sad to live to this point.

Alas!

When I think about it, I feel quite aggrieved, why? A person like me, who is good everywhere and has never had the slightest bad heart, has to suffer like this.

The more time passes, the more I miss it, the days when we were together, and the person who cherishes it like a baby.

Even a little bit of snorting will be cared for, and it will be held in the palm of your hand and in your heart every day.

Nowadays, the lovesickness is broken, and there is nowhere to send it!

I also have to think about the life of old age, how do I face it?

Do you hold on to death?

The child has her own life, I don't want to drag her down, I shouldn't be a burden to her.

But the facts have been confirmed step by step: in the future, it will be difficult for anyone to resist aging and getting sick.

Although life has always been lived conscientiously, with their professional knowledge and tranquility, there should be no major problems in the body, but look at the people around you who are getting old, which one is not once in the prime of life, not healthy and lively? When you are old, you are old, and illness will naturally come to your door, and then will not a person's life be miserable?

It's scary to think about!

Alas, since I was a child, my heart is higher than the sky, thinking that this life will be happy, happy, healthy, and long-lived, and I have always felt that all my dreams will come true, and all the good things in life will come, and will accompany me all my life, not for anything else, but for my good.

But the beauty I didn't want to get seemed to disappear in an instant, and I didn't even have time to slowly appreciate it before it disappeared. What remains is the long years of loneliness when you grow old in the future.

I only hope that God will have mercy on me, let me grow old slowly, and then grow old and die, without too much sickness and suffering, I will go through the rest of my life peacefully, without complaining, without resentment, without extravagance, and without expecting the next life, I would rather die out after this life and never be reincarnated.

The pain of this life has made me have no expectations for life or the next!

I just want to raise the child healthily in this life, and I hope that her life will be happy, peaceful, and free of disasters. For this I am willing to endure all hardships.

I also hope that all living beings in the world will be happy and fulfilling, and there will be no more displacement, no more separation, and no more disasters. I would like to use my pain to exchange the beauty of the world, the love of husband and wife, the health of parents, the healthy growth of children, and the peace of the world......