Chapter 147: Human Words Are Terrible (10)
If you have more than one person's memory, you can also experience her thoughts, her feelings, everything about her. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Then you are that person, and that person is you.
But there is no such thing as empathy in this world, even if others are comforting you and saying, "I used to be like this, I can experience your feelings." In fact, he can't, even if he "seems" to experience it, he can't experience it now.
The differences between people are destined to not empathize with this matter.
Meng Po's profession is different, they can get the memory of that person, experience her emotions at the moment, why she is nervous, why she cries, why she laughs.
At that time, she was thinking about something in her mind, recalling something.
Xiao Lan is special in this, the feeling she experiences is almost 100%, it is the feeling of the moment, and it is the emotion of the present.
After Xiao Lan understands Li Pingping's world, she will know how uncomfortable other people's eyes make her, and how helpless she is when she can't change herself.
Change is never a simple thing, the helplessness of many attempts makes you desperate, and the next attempt will also have disappointment expectations, and after failure, you will sigh, "It's still like this".
Again and again until numbness and tiredness.
At night, the house was empty, Xiao Lan lit a night light in the room, and it was dim.
She sat in front of the computer, the mouse tugging back and forth, and the clicking sound never stopped.
The training institution tried a lot, but Xiao Lan was not satisfied.
Art training is originally a very chaotic industry, no matter how bad Li Pingping's current conditions are, as long as she pays for it, of course someone will collect it.
But Xiao Lan doesn't want this kind of teacher.
Yes, as long as you give money, the other party will teach you.
But from the beginning, he knew that the future of such a person would definitely be hopeless, and his attitude towards teaching people would be very poor. It's not so much that it's teaching you, it's better to say that you're just buying someone to lie to you.
So, Xiao Lan gave up the training institution and stopped looking.
Sitting in front of the computer, the screen is the official website of the popular singing competition.
Gorgeous covers, promotional videos full of handsome men and beautiful women, very seductive spoken word propaganda, and rich rewards for the competition.
Xiao Lan wanted to participate, so that she could advance after the preliminary round, and she would have a teacher to teach. If you get a certain ranking, you can also get good exposure and get the inside story of this industry.
That's what Xiao Lan wants.
The registration deadline happened today, and Xiao Lan, who originally planned to watch from the sidelines and not participate, changed her mind. She may be able to take this opportunity to try and see how good she is and position herself.
All the relevant information has been sent, perhaps because of luck, today's final deadline for registration, Xiao Lan's number is just right for the second audition tomorrow morning.
The rule of audition singing is to directly change to the opposite side to show your talent, as long as you meet a certain standard, you will be allowed to pass. The three reviewers are all from famous singers and composers in the singing industry, and they will record the whole process in line with the principles of absolute fairness, justice and openness.
Xiao Lan just thinks that she needs to be experienced and experienced, and this is an opportunity. She didn't realize that Li Pingping's emotions had infected her, seriously affecting her basic judgment, and she went to participate in the popular singing competition, just to prove herself, a kind of brute courage that refused to be frustrated, and made her make a wrong decision.
The arrival of the next day was just a thing, Xiao Lan was inexplicably excited, got up early to prepare breakfast, and always subconsciously looked at the clock in the process, and even hoped that he could skip this time and start singing directly.
In the process of cooking the soup, she can imagine the high praise of the three judges, the joy of winning the first place, the surprise of her parents, the stunned feeling of hating her sister, and the expressions of those who have insulted her...... Everything made her so intoxicated that she almost boiled the soup dry.
Knowing everything about a person also means becoming that person.
At this moment, Xiao Lan is no longer Xiao Lan, she is Li Pingping.
A person who has been discriminated against and unfair because of obesity has a rare opportunity to turn over, thinking that as long as he wins this victory, he will make everyone look up to him. And Xiao Lan's independent consciousness began to sleep, independent of this body, without any thoughts.
forgot all her previous experiences in the mission world, anchored in the current life of Li Pingping, and was at the mercy of "Li Pingping's emotions".
After an excited night and breakfast, she changed into the beautiful clothes she had bought earlier and put on makeup that she thought was beautiful.
It's all delusions all the way, and almost all of them float to the audition scene.
The audition venue is a small film and television, perhaps for a good look, and the reason why the recorded scene is good, invited a large group of leading actors. Hundreds of auditioners waited at the door, a long line.
Fortunately, Xiao Lan couldn't wait to arrive early in the morning, lined up a good position, called the number, and after the identity check, Xiao Lan walked into the audition location.
Xiao Lan's mood at the moment is extremely happy, and before she started, she could see that she had won the first result.
Entering the stage from the entrance, the first thing you see is the table of the three judges and teachers in front of you, all three of whom are famous musicians, handsome men and beautiful women. In the past, it was impossible for Li Pingping to meet the real person on TV, but now she can see it, and she is almost so excited that she is incoherent.
Xiao Lan, like other singers who came to audition, was very excited, but the others were not......
When the audience next to the stage saw Xiao Lan come out, the smiles on their faces were all gloating, chatting left and right, and there were discussions.
Let's look at the attitudes of the three judges.
One of the female judges is a singer and an actress, she is full of pickiness about people with a bad image, and she frowned the moment Xiao Lan entered the venue.
Another popular handsome male singer raised his eyebrows when he saw Xiao Lan and smiled meaningfully.
The last one asks to bow his head, pick up his phone, stop watching, and only listen with his ears to avoid polluting his eyes.
Xiao Lan, who was immersed in joy, got carried away, didn't see the expressions on everyone's faces, just reveled in herself, she clenched the microphone with both hands, and the first thing she said was: "Hello teachers!"
As soon as the voice came out, everyone was impressed, at least the voice could be heard. After hearing this, the three judges also nodded and responded to her greetings, but they didn't have any smiles.
The female judge flipped through the file in her hand, looked up and said, "Start singing, let's see how you perform." ”
"Come on. The handsome judge said with a smile, I don't know if it's true or not, almost everyone will say that, hypocritically.
Xiao Lan stood on the stage, everyone's eyes were focused on her, and she was the protagonist at this moment. Her palms were sweaty, but her eyes were very firm, and she began to sing Li Pingping's favorite song, showing off her singing voice!