"I'm not afraid!"

Shen Sa really replied loudly.

Cheng Lie smiled: "Go quickly." ”

Shen Sa picked out a jujube foal, and Cheng Lie asked, "Why did you choose it?"

"It's eyes. ”

Shen Sa looked down at the pony, and his lips pursed slightly: "It's like me." ”

"Oh?"

Cheng Lie raised an eyebrow.

Shen Sa led the horse to Cheng Lie.

Cheng Lie looked at it and smiled.

"It's like it, and it's like your sister-in-law's eyes. ”

Hearing the elder mention of his sister-in-law, Shen Sa felt as if he had been pricked by a needle in his heart, and there was a trace of pain.

"Hmm...... Be. ”

She lowered her eyes, and the smile on her face disappeared silently.

Cheng Lie didn't notice it at all.

Looking at the pony, a smile appeared on the handsome face, because it felt like Tang Xiao, and the pony became more and more cute.

I haven't seen you for a long time, and I miss my wife again.

How is this good?

Cheng Lie shook his head and expressed helplessness to himself.

Shen Sa is quite talented in horseback riding, and with a little guidance from Cheng Lie, she rode quite well.

"Worthy of my soldiers. ”

Cheng Lie's eyes were full of appreciation.

Hearing this, Shen Sa was very happy.

The two galloped on the grassland, and the smile on Shen Sa's face never stopped.

She felt that this must be the happiest moment of her life.

Unconsciously the sunset, Shen Sa was also sweating, and Cheng Lie reined in his horse and walked slowly: "Take a rest." ”

"Good. ”

The two turned over and dismounted one after the other, Cheng Lie took out a bottle of water and threw it at Shen Sa, a distance of one meter, and Shen Sa caught it steadily.

"Not bad. ”

Cheng Lie raised the corners of his mouth.

The two of them found a place to sit down and drink slowly, while the two horses graze leisurely.

Shen Sa looked at it and thought it was very interesting.

"They run violently and have a gentle temper when they stop. ”

"This is a good horse. ”

Cheng Lie raised his head and took a sip of water and said.

"An uncontrolled horse, no matter how fat it is, is still an inferior horse. ”

Hearing this, Shen Sa fell silent.

Cheng Lie also stopped talking.

The sky is full of colorful clouds, the grassland is not in sight, and the surroundings are very quiet.

It was as if there were only two people left in heaven and earth.

Shen suddenly had the urge to say everything.

But......

What to say?

She was frightened by a certain emotion stirring in her chest, and she hated to be addicted to it, and she wanted to run away immediately.

"Shen Sa, what are your plans for the future?"

Cheng Lie suddenly asked.

"In the future?"

Shen Sa was stunned.

She hadn't thought much about it.

It seems that everything is in order.

If you stay in the army all the time, you will die in the execution of the mission.

This is the best arrangement for her.

"Well, in the future. ”

A gentle and magnetic voice came from his ears.

"You're not too young, you should think about the future. ”

"I ...... I didn't have any other thoughts, I just wanted to stay in the army forever. ”

Shen Sa thought for a while and said.

"You can't be a special forces soldier for the rest of your life, you understand?"

Cheng Lie said in a serious tone.

"I know. ”

Shen Sa was a little deflated.

If she could, she would really want to be a soldier for the rest of her life.

But even if it is a special forces, sooner or later there will be a day when they will be retired.

"Your life is long and should be well planned. ”

Cheng Lie said lightly: "The cause is not the only one, the country does not need you to dedicate your life to it, now is the era of peace." Shen Sa, in addition to career, there are many things to consider in life. ”

Shen Sa seemed to feel something and looked at Cheng Lie.

Her growth officer looked at the gorgeous sunset in the distance, and only gave her a handsome and impeccable side face.

"Is the growth officer worried about my feelings?"

Shen Sa asked.

Her fingers trembled slightly.

For some reason, her heart felt the same pain as a pinprick again.

"Yes. ”

Cheng Lie replied very simply.

"Growth officer, I-"

I won't affect you!

This sentence almost blurted out.

Fortunately, she swallowed it back.

She's not stupid.

After so long, I have gradually seen my heart clearly.

Yes, she did fall in love with the growth officer.

She shouldn't have liked him.

But, she couldn't control herself.

She even thought that any woman who had such an experience of living and dying with the growth officer had no way not to like the growth officer.

He was a charismatic man.

Powerful, handsome, calm.

A man like a mountain.

No woman can resist his charm.

It's normal for her to fall in love with him, isn't it?

If she's not moved at all, it doesn't seem normal.

She doesn't blame herself for liking the growth officer-

After struggling for so long, she confessed.

However, she blamed herself for not controlling herself and showed this liking.

She still bothered the growth officer after all, right?

She would love to say, I like you, but it has nothing to do with you.

But can it really be completely irrelevant?

No way.

Unless, she's out of here.

Go to a place where you can no longer see the growth officer.

However, she couldn't.

She has nothing, whether it is family or friendship, she is very lacking.

If she left the growth officer and left the barracks, she didn't know what the meaning of her existence was.

“…… I'll think about it. ”

A thousand words, but in the end, it only turned into this sentence.

"Think about it now, how?"

“…… Good. ”

The two fell silent again.

Shen Sa thought, what kind of plans does she need for the future?

What kind of answer does the growth officer hope to get?

He cares so much about himself, is he afraid that he will be too obsessed with chasing him?

No...... Don't worry.

She will definitely be more careful and restrained herself in the future.

She doesn't need his liking at all-

She didn't dare to ask for extravagance.

She just had to look at him from afar and like him silently.

As for the chase -

How could she not chase him?

After all, he is her light.

Shen Sa's eyes moistened slightly.

"Growth officer, I think, do your part first, serve the country well, and wait until you retire, you will ...... Just find a small city with a nice view, open a small shop, find someone to get married, and have a child......"

Shen Sa said as he spoke, his shoulders trembling uncontrollably.

She's lying.

She didn't want to at all!

What to find a small city with a nice view.

What to open a small shop.

What to find someone to marry.

What to have a baby.

She didn't want to!

How can she endure life without a growth officer?

If her future life has nothing to do with the growth officer, she would rather die before retiring.

She didn't want to be so calm.

She would rather be tormented by love than by love.

Love?

Thinking of this, she was shocked again.

She...... Love growth officer?

This discovery made her tears fall suddenly.

She panicked, for fear of being seen by the growth officer.

After all, she didn't know how to explain where the tears were coming from.

Fortunately, the growth officer kept looking ahead and didn't seem to notice her.

Shen Sa hurriedly lowered his head, pretending to reach out inadvertently to wipe his sweat, and quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes by the way.

Take a deep breath and keep yourself from trembling.

"Very good. ”

The growth officer said gently: "This is the best, Shen Sa, I hope to see you achieve the same and live a happy and stable life." ”

“……”

Shen Sa didn't know what to say.

I heard the chief officer say slowly: "We are born and die just so that more people in the world can live happily and safely, but we do not have to sacrifice our own happiness to be loyal to the country. I hope to see each of you have a good home after leaving the army, especially you, Shen Sa. ”

“……！！”

Shen Sa was shocked.

Especially her?

Why?

She looked at the side of the officer's face suspiciously.

His face was calm and unwavering, and no emotion was visible.

"You're more worrying than everyone else. ”

Cheng Lie sensed Shen Sa's doubts and explained lightly.

"No, I don't need the growth officer to worry about me. ”

Shen Saqiang said with a smile.

I thought, is it because I like you that I worry you so much?

No, I don't.

If my liking becomes a burden, that ...... I'd rather leave right away.

She bit her lip and said stubbornly: "Chief Officer, don't treat me differently, I am no different from others, everyone respects you the same, and will always obey your orders." ”

As long as you say a word, don't have any crooked thoughts about me, and I can let myself die immediately.

I don't need pity, she thought.

Just like someone, why do you have to be pitied by the other person?

The pride in her bones made her clench her hands tightly.

"What do you think?"

Cheng Lie sneered, "I'm worried about you because you are young and have an extraordinarily arrogant personality. Don't you know that you have always been stubborn and strong than others?"

“……”

Shen Sa bit his lip and didn't speak.

"You little girl, you are not very old, but your temperament is not small. ”

Cheng Lie shook his head and said, "It's really like your sister-in-law." The girl's personality is too stubborn and strong, and she is bound to suffer a lot of losses. Your sister-in-law has also suffered a lot of grievances in the past, so I have to treat her well, so that she doesn't need to open her thorns to protect herself. ”

Shen Sa almost held his breath.

Is that so?

Not only do you look like your sister-in-law, but your personality is also so similar?

Therefore, in the eyes of the growth officer, he is just a shadow of his sister-in-law.

She closed her eyes in despair, and opened them again.

In the dark eyes, there was a sense of determination.

"My sister-in-law has the blessing of my sister-in-law, and I don't dare to expect it, so I will still open my thorns all over my body in the future, protect myself well, and grow up at ease. ”

Cheng Lie was silent and frowned: "What nonsense?"

"It's not nonsense. ”

Shen Sa said seriously: "I will protect myself from the growth officer, so don't worry." Later...... I will also find someone to love me, and I will also get married and have children. ”

Cheng Lie heard this, but laughed angrily: "Anger with me, right?"

Shen Sa felt a pain in his heart, his face was very calm, and he was even very resolute: "No, I just follow your wishes and plan for the future." ”

Cheng Lie: "......"

Shen Sa was expressionless: "You don't have to treat me very well, let alone worry about my future." I'm just the most ordinary soldier, so there's no need to delay the precious time of the officer. ”

"Shen, Sa. ”

Cheng Lie's thick eyebrows furrowed, and there was a hint of anger in his tone.