"He left some time ago. Before he left, I thought he was gone, and I definitely wouldn't be able to live. However, I didn't expect that he was gone, and I could still live. ”

The old man turned around and faced Tang Xiao and Ji Xiaoru, staring down at the chessboard in front of him.

"Life is like chess, and there are no regrets. He muttered, "In this life, I don't regret it...... Nothing to regret. If God gives me another chance, I will still love him, even if this love is not allowed in the world, even if I get together with him less and leave more in this life, even if the pain I suffer for this is far greater than the happiness, but for me, the happiness of being with him is the greatest happiness in the world. ”

When Tang Xiao heard this, he couldn't help but think of Cheng Lie's figure in his mind, as well as the extremely handsome smile that he turned his head and smiled at himself.

She thinks that she has no regrets, even if her love with Cheng Lie has been strongly opposed by Cheng Lie's parents, and they still refuse to admit her, even if she and Cheng Lie have been together less and more since they got married, but she still feels that the time with Cheng Lie is the happiest time in her life.

At this moment, Ji Xiaoru's heart also trembled slightly, I don't know why, the Lu Chenxi that came to her mind was actually Lu Chenxi who was sitting in the room with her in Pei Yuansheng's villa on N Island.

The sun was very good that day, and he smiled at himself, but he didn't even pay attention to him, only looked up at him, and then lowered his head and played with his mobile phone.

Thinking of this scene, Ji Xiaoru's heart contracted fiercely.

She suddenly felt very distressed, she felt sorry for Lu Chenxi at that moment.

Why didn't she look at him, why didn't she talk to him more?

How willful should she have been at that time, willing to make him uncomfortable?

Ji Xiaoru, you are really not a thing!

She cursed herself in her heart.

However, for some reason, she had a feeling in her heart that no matter how much she blamed herself now, it was useless.

Why didn't it work? She didn't know.

The wet liquid slid on his cheeks, and it was cool when the wind blew it.

She reached out and touched it, and it was actually transparent tears.

Yikes...... Why did she cry?

She was surprised and stretched out her tear-stained fingers to Tang Xiao.

Tang Xiao glanced at it, but his expression was not surprised, he just lowered his eyes, let out an inaudible sigh, and then reached out and put his arm around her shoulder.

She couldn't help but wonder why she didn't think it was strange with a smile?

Did she think she was crying because of the story of the white-haired uncle?

That's it...... It must be like this.

However, only she knew that she was crying for Lu Chenxi.

However, the thing itself is also strange.

Isn't Lu Chenxi alive and well?

That guy almost her off today.

Why did she shed tears for him?

It's weird, it's so weird.

At this time, she inexplicably thought of the turmoil in the taxi.

Originally, she thought she had forgotten.

But now, this matter came back to her mind.

She subconsciously reached out and grabbed Tang Xiao's sleeve.

She opened her mouth to confide in her about the inexplicable thing that made her feel inexplicable.

However, when she touched Tang Xiao's eyes, she swallowed the words in her stomach again.

Never mind. That's weird.

She thought that there was no proper reason at all, it was that she suddenly became emotional and cried in someone's car.

I have to blame myself for this, it's quite embarrassing to say, I really shouldn't talk about it to Xiaoxiao.

And after telling them the story of himself and the homosexual, the white-haired uncle was silent for a while, and smiled at the two: "Okay, I feel much more comfortable when I say it, thank you two little girls." ”

"You're so polite. Tang Xiao said softly, "We are very willing to listen to your story." ”

"Yes," Ji Xiaoru also hurriedly said: "We should thank you and be willing to talk to us about this, this is our honor." ”

The white-haired uncle laughed and said, "What a good girl." You're going for a walk, aren't you? If so, then I'm not going to delay you, you can go. ”

Ji Xiaoru wanted to stay with him, but when she saw his tender eyes looking down at the ceramic cup in his hand, she suddenly felt in her heart that maybe he didn't need to be accompanied.

The person who passed away is not really gone to him, and he clearly still has him in his eyes, so that person is not really leaving.

So, what if one day Lu Chenxi also leaves?

Will I be in deep pain and not be able to live at all?

Or can you live as peacefully as this uncle?

Ji Xiaoru was caught off guard by herself.

It wasn't until Tang Xiao said goodbye to the white-haired uncle and pulled her up that the look on her face was still stunned.

The two walked forward for a while, and Ji Xiaoru heard the uncle behind him shouting, "That little girl in a khaki trench coat." ”

Ji Xiaoru paused.

Wearing a khaki trench coat, she is naturally her.

She and Tang Xiao turned back together.

I saw the white-haired uncle smiling at her: "If you want to open a little, everything will pass, you are still young." ”

In an instant, Tang Xiao held her hand tightly.

Ji Xiaoru had a suspicious look on her face, and she didn't understand why the uncle suddenly said this to herself.

But she nodded anyway and said, "Okay, I remember." ”

The white-haired man didn't speak again.

Ji Xiaoru was feeling strange in her heart, so she didn't notice the sympathy that flashed in the white-haired uncle's eyes.

She didn't notice it, but it didn't mean that Tang Xiao didn't notice it.

But she didn't say anything, and pulled Ji Xiaoru away.

Although I don't know how the uncle saw it, Tang Xiao was extremely nervous at the moment, and she even regretted bringing Ji Xiaoru here.

Yes, everyone should face it, and sooner or later it will have to be faced.

However, now is not the time for Xiaoru to be able to calmly face the fact that Lu Chenxi is dead.

She still remembered Xiaoru's madness and despair when she woke up and learned that Lu Chenxi was dead.

Everything reminded her that if Xiaoru knew that Lu Chenxi was dead, then it was likely that Xiaoru would not be alive.

She doesn't care about others, she just hopes that her best friend can live a healthy and happy life.

Live a long and secure life.

"Xiaoru, do you want to go to where I live to have a look?"

Tang Xiao proposed.

"Of course I want to go!"

Ji Xiaoru said with great interest: "I've wanted to visit your dormitory for a long time, eh, then again, this feeling is so magical, it seems to be back in college." ”

"yes, haha, maybe life is all kinds of reincarnation. ”

Tang smiled and said, "So, may I ask Miss Xiaoru, do you accept my proposal?"

"Yes, I'm a little tired anyway. ”

Ji Xiaoru tried her best to hide the uneasiness in her heart and make herself look as lively and vivid as usual.

"Let's go, although it was originally in my plan, your dorm was the last to go. ”

"Then, why don't you go out for a walk again in the evening? By the way, you come out today and have dinner at my side in the evening, right?

Tang Xiao was worried about what was going on between Ji Xiaoru and Pei Yuansheng, so he deliberately took the opportunity to probe the news.

"He'......"

Ji Xiaoru thought of Lu Chenxi and subconsciously pouted.

Tang Xiao noticed Ji Xiaoru's slight movement, and pretended to ask casually, "What, did you really quarrel with him?"

"Alas......"

Ji Xiaoru really couldn't help but sigh.

The inexplicable sadness just now subsided temporarily, and thinking of the dispute between her and Lu Chenxi today, she felt that he was really a little hateful.

How can a big man have such a big temper and how can he say that?

"Tell me, what's going on. ”

Tang Xiao shook Ji Xiaoru's arm, looked at her encouragingly, and said, "I'll help you analyze and analyze, okay?"

Among all Ji Xiaoru's friends, Tang Xiao is the one who can provide her with the most pertinent advice every time.

Because Tang Xiao is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and has an upright personality, he will not give any more extreme opinions.

In the past, Ji Xiaoru would occasionally talk to other friends about her thoughts, but the opinions given by everyone inevitably brought the shadow of that person's personal experience, and Ji Xiaoru always felt that it was not so in line with her heart.

Over time, she no longer looks for others, and will only ask Tang Xiao to help analyze when she encounters problems.

As Ji Xiaoru's closest best friend, this matter is of course incumbent on Tang Xiao.

"Okay, Xiaoxiao, I can't tell what's going on, I feel that Lu Chenxi, like a sudden aunt, is inexplicably unhappy, and says that he wants to be alone. ”

Ji Xiaoru stopped, frowned at Tang Xiao and complained: "I didn't mess with him at all, who knew that he was suddenly so unhappy?" I can't figure it out, no matter how much trouble I make, he follows me in everything, never says a word, I didn't do anything today, but he thought I was noisy, said he wanted a space for a person, and said that he wanted to stay alone. ”

"You say...... He's not an aunt, what's the matter? Xiaoxiao, your family Chenglie must not have such a time, right?"

"Cheng Lie, ah......" Tang Xiao thought back, shook his head with a smile and said, "He's okay, his mood is relatively stable." Besides, Cheng Lie and I get together less and leave more, and we definitely can't compare with the two of you. ”

She put her hand on Ji Xiaoru's shoulder and said softly: "Xiaoru, listen to me, the two of you get along day and night, there will definitely be small frictions, people can't always be harmonious, even if I and Cheng Lie, there are times when there is a little quarrel, the kind of relationship mode of raising eyebrows and respecting each other, I don't think it's real enough." ”

She put her hand on Ji Xiaoru's shoulder and said softly: "Xiaoru, listen to me, the two of you get along day and night, there will definitely be small frictions, people can't always be harmonious, even if I and Cheng Lie, there are times when there is a little quarrel, the kind of relationship mode of raising eyebrows and respecting each other, I don't think it's real enough." ”