Chapter 485: It Feels Good to Be Home

Zhang Xiaobei arrived home at night, no matter what messy things, anyway, the rear seat and trunk were full.

When he arrived home, Zhang Xiaobei looked at his gray-haired and energetic parents, and the sadness in his heart was also difficult to suppress.

"Dad, Mom, you're all right. "I really don't know what to say.

"I can eat and drink, nothing is wrong. That's what Daddy said, "You came back alone?"

Isn't this the question your son coming back alone, and if your daughter-in-law is here, won't she also come back together?

"I came back alone. Zhang Xiaobei didn't know whether to say it or not.

Don't say it, the old man has no bottom in his heart, let's say it, you say that the old man can bear it.

"Xiao Nan, ...... in the future" Zhang Xiaobei wanted to muster up the courage to say it.

"Tell me, your mother and I already feel that something is wrong with the two of you. Zhang Xiaobei's father said, "Are you leaving?"

Well, that's what the old man thought.

"No, no departure, Xiao Nan...... Xiao Nan...... Xiao Nan ......" Zhang Xiaobei said three "Xiao Nan" in a row, and finally closed his eyes, looked up to the sky and held his breath, and said three words softly, "Not there".

"What, what did you say, who did you say was gone?" the old man stood up at once.

"Xiao Nan, and her mother, are gone. Zhang Xiaobei said, took out a cigarette, lit one, and twisted his face to the side.

I didn't dare to look at the old man at all.

He didn't know how the old man was reacting, but the old lady was already sobbing.

"It seems to be true. The old man sat down again, "Why don't there be people?"

"Sickness, this sickness comes too fast. Xiao Nan's mother was already sick when we got married, and after a few days of Xiao Nan's absence, people also went. Zhang Xiaobei said this, and he couldn't hold back his tears.

Two lines of tears poured out.

The old man didn't say anything, and the old lady had already covered her mouth and went out.

I guess I went to the kitchen and cried.

The old lady has been this problem all her life, and she hid in the kitchen and cried alone when she quarreled with Zhang Xiaobei and his father.

"Hey-Xiaobei, I won't hide it from you, there are also people in our village who work in Binzhou. ”

"The eldest son of the old Liu family on East Street is doing this wedding and funeral work in Binzhou, and once he came back for the New Year, saying that he had an errand and saw that the man was like you, saying that his wife was gone. ”

"At that time, I had a big fight with him, and when I came back, I also called you, didn't you tell me that Xiao Nan went to some closed training. ”

"I also felt that there was a problem at the time, but you didn't say it, and I didn't put it to heart. ”

"But, Xiaobei, you remember, no matter what, people can't do things that hurt nature and reason. ”

The old man seems to be a little uneasy about Zhang Xiaobei, thinking that Zhang Xiaobei has a problem in the middle.

"Dad, you have taught me to be an upright person since I was a child, and even if I misbehave, I will not harm anyone. ”

"If I have a problem, can someone spare me?"

Zhang Xiaobei wiped a handful of tears and saw that the smoke was extinguished.

Then he took out another cigarette and lit one for his father and himself.

"Did you find it again?" asked the old man.

One cannot always be immersed in pain.

If you want to get rid of the pain, you have to start with a new relationship, the old man is also a person from the past, and he has seen a lot of birth, old age, sickness and death.

"There is one, but it is not in G, abroad, and now the child has it, it is still a couple, you see. Zhang Xiaobei said, took out his mobile phone, and asked the old man to look at the MMS.

When the old man saw it, he could see that he was happy in his eyes. But it seems that what I said about Yue Nanqi just now can't be too expressive.

So the eyes lit up, but they didn't smile.

"Okay, it's good that your own life has fallen, a person is not a thing, no matter what, people have to return to dust in this life, and there is nothing that cannot be put down. ”

"Sooner or later, this man will have to have a life. ”

"By the way, then it's not far from abroad, when can you bring this child back for us to see?"

You said that you finally had grandchildren, and the old man wanted to meet them, isn't it too normal.

Anyway, how many years have I been waiting for this.

"In a month and a half, I will take you to foreign countries, and you will also go to foreign countries to see. Zhang Xiaobei spoke at this time, and he occasionally had a trace of spirit.

"I'm not going, what's so good about foreign countries, my mother and I are in our hometown, there are neighbors, there are neighbors, we are happy if you can come back to see us." ”

"By the way, when you come back this time, you have to go to your aunt and uncle to see it, you are not at home, and you rely on your cousins and cousins to help you. ”

Well, is it going to be the New Year, Zhang Xiaobei, you are also back, you must move around when you should move.

Zhang Xiaobei said: "I know, I came back with a lot of things, and I plan to go and see them." ”

"If I asked about my daughter-in-law, I said that I was busy with work and didn't come back. ”

Zhang Xiaobei also added, if you come back alone, your relatives will inevitably ask.

But Zhang Xiaobei also thought about it, no matter the friends around him, or his mother-in-law and Xiao Nan, the people who have left his side one after another over the years.

The old people in this family are all older, and they can see each other more.

After all, with the passage of time, it will be a year less than a year in the future.

Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaobei finally felt that he was not alone, as if his heart was full of strength, he still had his parents, Xiaoya, children, and a large group of relatives.

It turned out that he was still surrounded by strong family affection.

At this time, Zhang Xiaobei felt happy, a kind of happiness that suddenly realized after many years of vicissitudes and loneliness.

Actually, what Jing Liufu said is right, he is optimistic about this big family, which is not stronger than anything.

Later, the old lady also came in and wiped her tears and brought Zhang Xiaobei a bowl of fried noodles with eggs.

Zhang Xiaobei lay on the table and snorted and ate, and the old lady had a happy smile on her face.

He also muttered, "Baby, you've lost weight." ”

It doesn't matter what he said, the old man also reacted: "That's it, Xiaobei, you're thin enough, it's not that you're uncomfortable." ”

"It's not uncomfortable, it's just that I work too much, I can't be busy, I drink too much in a day, and I can't eat a few bites of serious food. "Zhang Xiaobei hasn't eaten the noodles made by his mother for many years, and I don't know why the noodles are so fragrant tonight.

"Hey, why did you send this wife behind you so far, if you were around, wouldn't you be able to eat a hot mouthful. "Well, the old man is complaining about the daughter-in-law in the back.

Maybe this is a step-daughter-in-law, not a parent.

"Dad, she's at home, I can't care about going home most of the time, not to mention that I'm not married yet. ”

"If you want to get married, can I tell you?"

Zhang Xiaobei now feels that this is full of concern.

It feels so good to be home.