Section XXXI

Seeing that He Sicheng said very sincerely, Zhao Jiayi's face was not so ugly, anger and resentment receded from her face, replaced by a faint sadness, his wife burst into tears again, she said: "He Sicheng, do you know how sad I am after your accident? I just want to stay at home every day, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to go out, I don't want to go to work, but I have to go out, I have to go to work, I am very scared in my heart, I am afraid of meeting my neighbors, I am afraid of meeting colleagues, I always feel that they are looking at me in a strange way, I have never been so lonely and helpless in my life as I am now. You are my beloved and proud husband, my spiritual pillar, such a big blow, I can't say let go and let go! I'm running away, so I didn't go to dinner with you today, I don't think I will go to these occasions in the future, I feel very ashamed, I don't know when these thoughts of mine will change, but please don't force me! Since you had an accident, Dad has been sick, and Mom has been crying every day after sending Coco to school, and my heart is broken when I see this. I blame myself because it was my husband who I chose to cause them so much harm, and the only thing I want to do now is to do my best to give them care and protection to make up for my mistakes, nothing else matters!"

His wife said it reasonably and decisively, He Sicheng, who had always thought he was very eloquent, felt speechless, he felt that things were far from being as simple as he imagined in his wife, so he had to say: "Don't cry, hurt your body, I won't force you to do what you don't want to do, I just sincerely hope that you will be happy soon, things will always pass, and it will not happen again." I regret and blame myself for the harm I have caused to my parents, but it is useless to blame myself, I can only make up for it with filial piety in the future. Also, you really don't have to care too much about other people's thoughts and opinions, those don't matter, whether you're good or bad, others can't help you, and everyone is very busy, in fact, not so many people pay attention to us, even if there is, most people will only pay attention to your unhappiness, very few people will be really happy for you because you are doing well, really don't care too much about others, it's not worth it!"

"Your mistake this time stems from your disregard for your family, from your gradual loss of sense of responsibility, usually I often remind you to drink less and go home early, you never take my reminder to heart, I hope you reflect on yourself from the bottom of your heart, people in their forties, can you mature a little!" "Wife, I will reflect well, after all, the lesson is very profound, but promise me, let go of all psychological burdens, hurry up and be happy!" "I try my best, I also hope I can do it, I am tired and want to rest." You remember to brush your teeth, your teeth are not good, usually you need to pay special attention. "Tomorrow is Saturday, I'll go into the room to read, you can watch a TV series in the living room, tomorrow you can sleep in, and then we'll go buy some food and go back to Mom and Dad, and I'll cook for the whole family tomorrow." "Okay, I'll watch TV, and I'll talk about tomorrow tomorrow." "Coco took the final exam on Monday, right?" "It's rare for you to remember, Coco's school organized a summer camp this summer, and she really wanted to participate, so I signed her up and went to Tianjin with the camp at the end of the month. "Yes, whether it's good or not, the child has worked hard for a semester, let her relax, but she has never gone out alone, will she be afraid?" "Several classmates in their class participated, and the school was accompanied by teachers, and it would be fine, she was already excited." "Oh, how long is it going to go?" "Fifteen days. "How much? I'll pay for it." "It's just 10,000, no need, I've already paid it." "Okay, I'm going to read a book, don't disturb you watching TV, good night!" The wife stopped answering, holding a pillow and staring at the TV, where the handsome guys and beautiful girls were fighting in the palace!

Because of different interests and hobbies, He Sicheng, who his wife likes to watch, doesn't like to watch, and He Sicheng's wife who likes to watch doesn't like to watch, although as long as He Sicheng is at home, his wife will accompany him to watch whatever he wants, but He Sicheng feels that it is not good to force his wife to change her interests and hobbies, so He Sicheng rarely watches TV with his wife, and passes the time at night, so that the couple has a lot of opportunities to communicate, and He Sicheng still regrets it after a long time: If only he usually liked to watch TV with his wife!

He Sicheng went back to his room and lay down after washing, took out his mobile phone and transferred 10,000 yuan to his wife on WeChat. Thinking in his heart: It seems that there is still no sign of melting this piece of ice today, and we have to find a way tomorrow, things must be solved, and it is not a way for the two of them to be awkward like this! The voice of his wife wanting to divorce himself is still lingering in his ears, He Sicheng can't help but feel extremely upset, but he also thinks that his wife also reminds him to drink less and brush his teeth, maybe things will not come to that point, he felt a little comforted in his heart, picked up the book and forced himself to read, no longer thinking about it.

He Sicheng woke up from a night's sleep, dazed, had a lot of strange dreams but couldn't remember anything, and stayed in bed until half past nine, He Sicheng couldn't sleep anymore, he got up to wash, and saw that his wife hadn't gotten up yet, so he went to the door of the community to buy breakfast and go home. At ten o'clock, he asked his wife to get up and have breakfast together, and he was relatively speechless! After eating breakfast, it was raining outside, He Sicheng asked his wife to go to Wal-Mart, buy some daily necessities, and buy some food by the way to prepare to go back to his mother-in-law's house to cook in the evening, but his wife said that it was raining and didn't want to go out, and lightly rejected He Sicheng's proposal.

He Sicheng felt very helpless, he knew that what made his wife not want to go out with him was not the rain but the haze in his wife's heart, his wife was a stubborn person, and he couldn't easily change his mind about what he knew, he really didn't know how to let his wife let go of her obsession?

In desperation, He Sicheng went out to Wal-Mart alone, he bought a lot of daily necessities, and also bought a lot of ingredients, thinking that he would cook a good meal for his family in the afternoon, and it would be regarded as atonement! Carrying two bags full of things back home, it was twelve o'clock at noon, his wife made a simple lunch, He Sicheng saw that he had his own share, a little flattered, washed his hands and sat down to eat, and repeatedly praised his wife's good craftsmanship, and his wife only said coldly: "Is it?" chatted with his wife about the news, but his wife did not respond, He Sicheng had no choice but to stop his useless efforts! It seems that his icebreaking plan has encountered a big problem!

was eating, a friend called to ask He Sicheng to play cards and eat in the afternoon, He Sicheng looked at his wife, but his wife didn't look at him, thinking of agreeing to cook for the family at night, He Sicheng refused his friend's invitation, but the friend was very enthusiastic, helpless, He Sicheng had to agree to go to the appointment on Sunday.

After eating, his wife cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and said to He Sicheng that he hadn't rested well recently, and wanted to take a nap at noon, He Sicheng said: "I bought a lot of vegetables, and when you get up, we'll go to my parents' house, okay?" "Okay, I'll go rest." Seeing that his wife agreed to his request, He Sicheng was full of joy, but when he thought of his father-in-law's gloomy face, he couldn't help but feel nervous again, but it was better to go than not to go, and the atmosphere had to be eased through communication! He Sicheng planned the dishes for the evening, and in order to ensure that they were delicious, he took out his mobile phone and downloaded an APP that specializes in cooking and pondered it carefully.