Section XXXIV
The family of four sat around the coffee table, the atmosphere was extremely heavy, the mother-in-law had begun to sobbed quietly, and the father-in-law leaned back on the sofa with his eyes closed, without saying a word. He Sicheng's brain was blank, and he felt that he was about to lose his breath, his wife Zhao Jiayi said slowly: "He Sicheng, let's divorce!" He Sicheng was so nervous that he couldn't answer, and he was silent for a long time before he said with difficulty: "Jiayi, please think about it carefully, you know that I can't live without you, and I also know that I have hurt you deeply, please give me a chance to correct my mistakes." You calm down, divorce is never the best way to solve the problem, if not, let's separate for a while, everyone calm down, if you are separated for a period of time you still have to make this decision, I will agree. "No need, let's hurry up and end this pain! I have thought a lot about it in the past month, and this decision is the result of my serious thinking, since marriage has made us feel painful, and we are all adults, let's get together and disperse!" The wife said very decisively, He Sicheng's heart was already cold, but he still fantasized that his wife just wanted to teach himself the most profound lesson! He said weakly: "Jiayi, please think about it again, we have been together for sixteen years, are you really willing to let go like this?" It's not that I'm reluctant to let go, it's that you're forcing me to let go! You keep saying that you cherish this family, but do you cherish your behavior? I've already decided on the matter, so let's stop pestering it. Dad, Mom, you don't have to persuade me anymore, I made my own decision to get married back then, and now divorce is also my own decision, you can rest assured, with you and Coco, I will live a good life!" After speaking, his wife no longer looked at He Sicheng.
He Sicheng was silent for a long time, and finally said to his wife helplessly: "Jiayi, since you have considered it maturely, it is useless for me to say anything, and the only thing I can do now is to respect your decision." Since you want to divorce by agreement, think about it again, what do you need me to cooperate with? As long as I can do it, I will definitely do it! Dad, Mom, I'm sorry I couldn't do anything for you, and I made you worry and sad, I'm sorry!" The mother-in-law kept crying, and the father-in-law slowly raised his head and said gloomily: "You are all adults, you can decide your own affairs, and I can only say that it is a pity to this day!" It is certain that both you and Jiayi will have a difficult time in the future, but you will take the path you choose by yourself, I just want to remind you of one thing: Keke is innocent, she is also your common responsibility and future, please try not to hurt her, try to make her happy!" Thinking of Coco, He Sicheng felt like a knife, but he couldn't do anything, he said: " I'm sorry Mom and Dad, I'm sorry for Jiayi and Coco, I'll do my best to do it, my mind is a little messy, I'll go home first, Jiayi, will you go together?" "I'm staying here tonight, you should think about it, let's sign the divorce agreement as soon as possible!" "Okay, I'll go first, goodbye Dad, Mom!" "Stay safe when driving." ”
He Sicheng turned around and walked slowly out the door, walked into the car like a walking corpse and sat down, he started the car, opened the window, and the sound of music came from the speakers in the car, which made him feel very annoyed, and he reached out and turned off the power. He Sicheng took out a cigarette and lit it, felt tasteless after taking two puffs, and snuffed out the cigarette in the ashtray, he started the car and drove home.
He Sicheng's car drove slowly on the road, the street lights on the street had been lit, and people came and went on the road, mostly couples and lovers walking, some holding puppies, some holding children, calmly and happily! Thinking of this, his heart was extremely sad, and his eyes blurred!
When he got home, He Sicheng sat on the sofa in despair, and did not turn on the light, except for breathing to prove that it was a living thing, there was no movement. I don't know how long he sat still, He Sicheng's mind was full of bits and pieces of the past with his wife, reminiscing about happiness and pain, it was unscrupulous and carried away tearing He Sicheng's nerves, He Sicheng wanted to stop but moved forward bravely, he couldn't stop, and he was in great pain! His face was expressionless, but his heart was overturned, and for the first time in his life, he deeply felt the helplessness and sadness in Nalan Xingde when he wrote the famous sentence "If life is only as first seen"! The beauty at first sight, the unimaginable ending, and the life outlined, there are always a few faint regrets and sorrows!
The night was already very deep, He Sicheng didn't want to sleep, so he sat on the sofa like that, he was afraid of the arrival of tomorrow, he couldn't think about what to do in the future? I don't know if it was necessary to think about what to do in the future? Extreme exhaustion made He Sicheng fall asleep on the sofa, and it didn't take long for the alarm of the mobile phone to wake him up faithfully and cruelly. He Sicheng opened his sour eyes, shook his drowsy head and got up to wash, he knew that some things could not be escaped, it was not that if you closed your eyes, there would be no flowers in the world, and it was not that you covered your ears, and there would be no joys and sorrows in the world!
After washing up in a hurry and not eating breakfast, He Sicheng drove to the company, the weather was very good that day, and God didn't consider He Sicheng's mood at all. There are people who exercise in the morning on the road, more are office workers and energetic students in a hurry, He Sicheng is very envious of them, regardless of men and women, young and old, everyone is happy to welcome the new day, everyone's life seems to be very goal-oriented, but he is like a walking corpse only knows that he is going to the company, the new day has no meaning for him, but he is one step closer to "divorce", divorced from his wife, where should life go?
Coming to the company, the time was still early, He Sicheng sat on the senior chair and combed through the pasty thoughts, he thought that no matter whether his mood was good or bad, he was the general manager of the company after all, and his responsibilities and obligations forced him to temporarily put down the three thousand troubles in his heart to face the work. The company's business situation has no signs of improvement, in the face of increasingly difficult situations, He Sicheng and the company's entire team also have no immediate solution, "frozen three feet, not a day's cold!", the long-term internal and external factors formed by the predicament, can only use time and human perseverance to fight, to boil, there is no other way! He Sicheng felt that he was helpless, embattled he was afraid to go to work, because he had to face huge difficulties at work, which made him feel powerless. He Sicheng was afraid to get off work again, because he had to face the desperate loneliness after work, which made his heart like a knife! In the middle of summer, He Sicheng was shuddering, he was thinking: Fate, what kind of plot do you want to design for me? God, when you closed a door for me, it seems that you didn't immediately open a window for me, and besides, you also clamped my head with the door!