150: Mood

The state of mind is the most difficult thing to cultivate in martial arts.

This is like Buddhism and Taoism, there are some things that need to be understood by your understanding, and not everyone can understand them thoroughly.

If you want to break through yourself, you must change the old things before, innovate and change.

I sat on the balcony on the third floor, breathing in the fresh air brewed by heaven and earth, feeling the aura of nature, and I could only sit calmly, but when it came to my state of mind, I didn't seem to be able to do it.

Kalu, Ji Muqing, and so on always popped up in my mind from time to time......

The distractions are too deep.

I remembered what Mr. Wei said, in the face of the vast and boundless sea of stars, what is human beings?

Our earth is a small speck of dust in the vast universe, not to mention human beings, one of the thousands of species living on the earth?

Man may not be the creator who created this world, and perhaps, on other planets, there are more advanced beings living than humans.

In the face of the vast universe, grievances and hatreds, deceit, these seem so humble.

Does Mr. Wei want me to spy on the mysteries of the universe?

No, it's definitely not like that.

He asked me to open my mind through the vast universe and not to be confused by the mundane world. It is only when you have a state of mind like the vast universe that you have completely opened the door of your heart.

Is that so?

Or is it not so?

There were two voices in my heart, constantly interrogating back and forth.

I don't know how long this time lasted, but I felt exhausted and slowly opened my eyes. When I saw it, I realized that it was already dark. It turned out that I had been sitting here like this for a day.

For a whole day, I felt as if it had only been an hour or two.

I took a deep breath, exhaled the cloudy breath in my body, and inhaled the aura.

Just as a hungry person replenishes energy, I am replenishing the food of qi.

After adjusting my breathing, I picked up my phone, because I was afraid of being disturbed, I turned my phone to silent mode, and this time, I found that there were more than a dozen missed calls on my phone.

One was beaten by Ji Muqing, and the rest were beaten by Mao Dawei.

Mao Dawei has always been slow to heat, and if he can call me so much, there must be something very important.

I replied to him, and the phone was quickly answered, "Lao Mao, what's wrong, what's wrong?"

"Zhao Suo, I'm ......" On the phone, Lao Mao's voice was extremely excited, and he actually cried with a whimper.

This scared me, "Old Mao, what's wrong?"

Lao Mao choked twice, and suddenly laughed again, "Zhao Suo, come to my house at night, I said hello to Mr. Ji, she will come over in a while." My mom, my mom can get out of bed and walk, I can't even imagine it. We have seen so many hospitals and spent so much money that it has no effect at all. We're all about to give up, and we feel like we're going to live like this. I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it...... She even has a day to stand up, I ...... I'm excited......"

I was so busy during this time that I forgot about Lao Mao, and I didn't go to visit her mother.

"Everything will be fine, and your life will get better and better. I said, and told him not to cry, a big man, what does crying and crying look like.

After saying yes to Lao Mao, I drove away.

On the way, I called Ji Muqing and told her that I was going to pick her up. Ji Muqing said that she was about to go, and the person was still in the company, just now, I went to pick her up, and then we could go together.

I didn't care about her for a day, I felt quite guilty, and I saw a flower shop on the way, so I bought a few roses.

I hid the flowers in my arms and took them out to give to Ji Muqing when she was caught off guard, looking at the surprise, happiness and other sweet smiles on her face, my heart was also sweet.

"You're not mad at me, are you?" I asked, uneasy.

Ji Muqing took the flower, "Am I so stingy?"

I know she won't be angry, but I'd like to explain anyway.

Ji Muqing listened quietly, as if I was talking about what she ate and drank today, I knew that she really didn't care from the bottom of her heart, so no matter what I said, she always listened quietly and didn't have any other thoughts.

Watching her carefully put the flowers in the bottle and take care of them, my heart was full of steadiness and peace of mind.

The car turned around and finally arrived at the place where Mao Dawei lived.

Ji Muqing and I went up with gifts.

Because it was where I used to live, I was familiar with the road and came all the way to the door.

The door was not closed, leaving a gap, which seemed to be specially reserved for us.

I pushed the door in, only to see a lively scene in the house, in the living room, Niu Mengmeng was helping Mao Dawei's mother to pace back and forth in the living room. There was a rustling sound of stir-frying in the kitchen, and the aroma was overflowing.

Ji Muqing and I changed our shoes and came to Mao Dawei's mother, only to see that the old man was walking quite well with the help of others.

Ji Muqing and I helped the old man and let Niu Mengmeng rest for a while.

"Auntie, it looks like you're recovering well. I say from the bottom of my heart.

The old man held Ji Muqing's hands tightly with me, and there were tears in his sunken eyes, because he was too excited, his lips trembled when he spoke, "Thank you...... Thank you...... Thank you ......."

The old man didn't know how to express his feelings, but kept repeating the words thank you.

Looking at her old appearance, I remembered a lot of things Mao Dawei told me about his family, and I couldn't help but feel sad.

I helped the old man to sit down on the sofa, "Auntie, let's rest for a while." ”

"Don't say thank you again, Lao Mao and I are very good friends, and his business is my business. I grew up without a mother, and you are like my mother to me, and it is also right to do something for you. ”

"Dawei is really blessed to have met such a good friend as you. I'm useless, I didn't give him a good future, and I dragged him down, I ......" said the old man, and he couldn't help wiping his tears with his hands.

Ji Muqing hurriedly relieved, "Auntie, don't say that, no one wants to be like this." As long as you can stand up, everything will slowly get better. Mao Dawei's performance in the company is very good, and his future future must be immeasurable. ”

"Are you...... Dawei's leader, right?" The old man looked at Ji Muqing, and his excited hands began to tremble, "I heard Dawei say, you take care of him very much, Mr. Ji, thank you so much, you are a good person." Our Mao family must have accumulated virtue in the last life, and we have met so many good people in this life. And the cute girl......"

Niu Mengmeng put down the shellfish in her hand, crossed her hands on her waist, and looked very grinning, "I, don't say thank you, I don't like sensational things." I'm helping you because of my family. Eh, where did that thing go? Doudou Dou Dou?"

Doudou is the cat she raised.

It is said that since Mao Dawei's family moved over, Doudou never returned to Niu Mengmeng's house, and became Mao Dawei's pet cat.

I don't know what Niu Mengmeng helped them for, but it's true that this girl is kind-hearted.

Don't look at her wearing strange clothes all day long, but she is delicate and kind, I suddenly feel that Niu Mengmeng seems to be more suitable for Mao Dawei than Bai Jingyi, if the two of them can do it, it will be a good thing.

However, in this emotional matter, outsiders only play the role of matchmaking, and the specifics still depend on themselves.

Now Mao Dawei is all about work and his mother, and he probably doesn't have time to think about love. I thought I'd mention it to him when his mother was fully recovered.

Mao Dawei trotted out and was very excited when he saw us, "Zhao Suo, Mr. Ji, you said you would come, what are you doing with gifts? You have helped me enough, this is called my ......"

I glared at him, "You're talking nonsense again." Let you take it, and it's not for you, this is a supplement for your aunt, which can make her body recover sooner. Give, put down. ”

Mao Dawei didn't say anything, nodded heavily, took the gift, and put it down.

After a while, he came out again and said that the meal was ready, and told us to wash our hands and eat.

Mao Dawei's cooking skills are very good, I have known this for a long time, but after his mother became seriously ill, he had to be busy with work and take care of his mother, so he didn't have so much time to cook. He's finally cooking, and I'm looking forward to his meal.

I helped him bring the food to the table and set up the chairs.

There were not enough chairs, so Niu Mengmeng went to her house and brought two.

The five of us sat around a table, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

Life is like this, there are ups and downs, and since we are born as human beings, we must have the ability to bear all this.

In any case, we must always maintain an optimistic attitude, and life will give us good rewards.

ate late at Mao Dawei's house, and Ji Muqing and I left.

Everyone has their own things to do, and when men get together, they always feel like they have endless things to say.

During this period, Mao Dawei asked me what I was doing during this time and why I rarely went to the company?

I made up a few sentences to cover up this issue, I think those things, the less people know about them, the better, I don't want to involve my relatives and friends around me.

Chu Yunfei is a complete pervert, and that Karui is also like a mad dog, God knows if they will do something crazy.

On the way back, Ji Muqing proposed to me to go to the lake last night again.

Of course I'd love to, and it's best to walk around the lake.

We also came to the bench where we sat yesterday, and she was still snuggled in my arms, like a docile little white rabbit.

I was telling her an interesting story, and suddenly, Ji Muqing interrupted me, "Zhao Suo, if I die one day, what will you do?"