"I don't want to live anymore, Nono is dead, Nono is really dead this time, it's me...... It's me who didn't hold him tight, it's me, it's me ......"

The moment when Nono fell from her arms into the pool and the blood spread around Xiao Sinuo and spread in her mind again.

As soon as that scene emerged, it broke down her stubborn barriers.

What was the point of being alive to her? There was no point in it anymore.

Tang Wenai narrowed her long eyes sideways and stared at Lin Nuannuan, "Nuan Nuan, it's not you, it's not you, it's actually me ......"

I just wanted to confess to Lin Nuannuan: Xiao Sinuo caused a car accident because she brought out the Rose Garden, and then ......

Gao Xudong kicked over the bench, and Tang Wenai was shocked with a "bang".

She looked at Gao Xudong with some grievances, did she want to lie to Nuan Nuan for the rest of her life?

She really didn't want to deceive Nuan Nuan at all.

Gao Xudong frowned slightly, and his gloomy face flashed with a unique indifference and nervousness.

He knew very well in his heart that if Lin Nuannuan knew the truth, it would only make her heartache even more, and it would only make her suffer a bigger blow. It was undoubtedly her deadly bomb.

Tang Wenai was stunned, "Nuan Nuan, don't torture yourself like this, okay?"

Lin Nuannuan lowered her head

She thought of her dead father, remembered the thrilling days along the way, remembered that Nuno slipped from his arms, her whole body was trembling, her life was really bad, and even the little happiness that Little Snow brought could not be sustained now.

Tang Wenai said again: "Nuan Nuan, you raise your head, do you look at me, there are still many beautiful things happening in life, there are still many things waiting for us to do in life, you must be strong." ”

Lin Nuannuan still lowered her head and said nothing.

Life is so cruel, what is there to be beautiful?

missed for a while, and now she is terrible and has nothing to lose.

Gao Xudong's chest was so dull that he couldn't breathe, he wanted to be angry, especially when he wanted to, his heart spasmed, and fine beads of sweat soon appeared on his forehead.

During this time, he found another personal doctor for himself, Professor Bai, who had previously worked with Lu Qisheng in Germany.

Professor Bai had a makeshift pacemaker installed in the subcutaneous part of his hemithoracic area as a precautionary measure.

If Gao Xudong hadn't thought that he felt guilty about her, he might have been unable to control his anger at her when he saw Lin Nuannuan like this now.

For Lin Nuannuan, he escaped from death, for Lin Nuannuan, he worked hard to live, and for Lin Nuannuan, he was willing to pay any price.

But Lin Nuannuan didn't know this, and he didn't want her to know, he just needed her to accept his contributions, live for herself, and love herself......

He guarded her like this, he loved her so deeply, but he knew that no matter how much he loved her, it was not as good as his deception and harm to her.

Gao Xudong secretly took a breath, raised his thick eyebrows, restored his often ruthless expression before, and said coldly: "Today is Nuonuo's funeral, if you want to say goodbye to him, eat this bowl of porridge." He poured some nutritious porridge from the thermos and pushed it in front of Lin Nuannuan's eyes, then pulled up the bench that he had kicked to the ground just now and sat down, folded his slender long legs, and stared at Lin Nuannuan intently.

Lin Nuannuan had a hint of a reaction at this time, she pursed her lips, "I really can't eat, I have no appetite." ”

Tang Wenai immediately picked up the bowl, scooped up the porridge with a small spoon and sent it to Lin Nuannuan's mouth, "Nuan Nuan, you have to eat if you can't eat it." ”