Chapter 23, First Kiss

Gu Xinyu - never shed tears. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Everyone says this, as a matter of course, as a matter of course, as if it is not something that can be stopped, and it seems that it can resonate with it.

Really.

Gu Xinyu won't shed tears, everyone says so!

It is not the kindergarten teacher who shouted when he gave out candy, "Ah, don't squeeze, come one by one, everyone has a share", but all the people who know Gu Xinyu, the life forms that know the meaning of the name Gu Xinyu, and the human analogues who understand the meaning of the Gu family say so.

However, it seems that there are some subtle differences in the above statements. If you really want to give a specific definition, it should be, Gu Xinyu never grieves easily!

At least, I, Gu Xinyu, think so.

My name is Gu Xinyu. The next head of the Gu family, the next president of the Gu chaebol, and the heir of the historic family Gu. Of course, this is all called on the surface.

I, Gu Xinyu is. The entire Celestial Empire, no, the next heir to the chaebol joint ruler of the entire world that monopolizes 40% of the entire world's agriculture-related industries.

So, from birth to now, I have everything that the world has to offer. Ah, it seems a bit presumptuous to say that, but there are some things that I don't understand even though I already have them.

That's right, understanding can't, from birth to the present, understanding can't.

I, Gu Xinyu is a genius, or rather, a monster, or a demon who uses twilight words well.

Probably, all normal human memories will always be remembered from the beginning.

When I was a child, I started to remember, and I vaguely remembered the past, listening to my parents.

Most human beings, living beings, are like this.

It's a pity, I, Gu Xinyu. There doesn't seem to be any such memories, because my memories start from the moment I was materially born into this world.

Start from the beginning of life, start remembering from the beginning of life, have life from the beginning of life, and learn from the beginning of life.

According to accurate and methodical memory, when I was 2 years old, I, Gu Xinyu. All the learning content of the so-called compulsory education has been completed, of course, according to the conventional saying of genius. The collection of knowledge of interest began.

4 years old, I, Gu Xinyu. Completed the compilation of the individuality of the World Encyclopedia of Individuality. I have mastered the common sense, very intellectual, and knowledge of human civilization that the world depends on to survive with memory, words, and sounds.

All. The whole of knowledge, the whole of common sense, the whole of the world.

Ah, that seems like an exaggeration, but I'm an honest person. Because, in this world, the human beings who let me lie to deal with it have not yet.... No, only one.

Well. Of course, it's not because Gu Xinyu is a saint who can understand everything. It's just that the superficial knowledge that has been passed down to the present day in today's society is too simple.

The simplicity is tedious.

Oh many, it seems too false.

The simplicity is boring to me.

My existence means the impotence of human beings. My existence has ended the lives of many people. The life of many people who are not even as good as a 4-year-old child.

But guilt, sadness, happiness, emotions, and humanity itself. Everything that is incomprehensible to reason is not the whole of knowledge.

I don't understand it all!

Until I was 6 years old, I was just Gu Xinyu. That's right, I, all the time, just, Gu Xinyu!

I am my individual personality, and Gu Xinyu is a monster-like instinct and memory synthesis that has only taken 4 years to understand the nature of the world. No, it seems fair to say that before the age of 6, I didn't exist. Before the age of 6, Gu Xinyu was just a simple, instinctive, simple, direct, and feedback on the world's understanding.

Monster.

Understand the world, feel boring, monsters.

However, when I was 6 years old, I understood one thing. No, it was Gu Xinyu who gave birth to me when she was 6 years old. I am Gu Xinyu, but the previous Gu Xinyu was not me.

The reason is that it wasn't until I was 6 years old, Gu Xinyu, no, I didn't understand the meaning of my birth in this world.

Because, an incompetent, ignorant, frail, ordinary ordinary boy said to me with a smile called shyness.

"Like. ”

That boy was a boy who had been with me since he had no memory of his own. I, for 6 years, have witnessed boys who are incompetent, ignorant, frail, and ordinary. I, we, the elites of the four families, the monsters can complete the study, and none of the studies are enough for boys to complete. No, maybe not without one, at least in cooking and many very strange things, boys have something beyond humans. But it's just such a boy.

Say "like" out loud.

Saying out loud that you are happy to be by my side.

Loudly said that I was protected by him.

Deafening, deafening, disturbing, loud.

Gu Xinyu understands it this way.

"What is happiness? I don't know, I don't understand. However, it seems that by the boy's side, I am happiness itself."

At the age of 6, I became happy.

No, boys don't understand, let alone know, that I exist because I'm a boy's happiness.

I am happy.

The happiness of a boy became the initialization of my personality.

Gu Xinyu - never shed tears.

Everyone said that, because of me, Gu Xinyu didn't understand what sadness was. However, that is only an illusion. But when the boys fought for me for the first time, to stay by my side. It seems, I, understood. Now boys don't have the memories of their childhood, ah, no, to be precise, they don't have memories before the first battle, right?

Everything, from the time the boy makes a choice, the corrective nature of fate, has repeatedly shown the road sign called the dramatic life.

So, it wasn't the first time I cried, but the second time.

I never thought I'd almost lose the cause of my "happiness" for the second time.

I.

Very heartache.

And.

See the boy who was topped.

Very, extreme, unbearable anger!!

..........

My name is Yi Duyan, well, it seems that everyone is already familiar with this name at this moment.

However, a story that has been told for so long without introducing itself seems a little particularly rude, right?

So I'm here to introduce myself, Yi Weiyan, male, 14 years old, a junior high school student.

Fantasy novelist, romance novelist, light novelist, detective novelist, horror novelist, lyricist, composer, illustrator and the like.

Although there are so many heads, he has a family character as if his novel is in a school of its own, and the style is unique.,It's not clear.,It seems to be very powerful.。 It's just that plural talents often mean mediocrity.

What's more, it should be said, I, am a utopian, delusional, and neurotic who is desperately hungry for power, love, pleasure, and the like of a dramatic life!

Maybe that's a better way to describe it.

Yi Duanyan, Yi is the Yi of the I Ching, the traditional surname of the father's family. My birth started with a shaving of the wyncing, because I was born at dusk, and because of the umbilical cord around the neck, I didn't cry at all when I was born. So my name is Twilight, from the silence of dusk.

Although I really want to be called Mo Yan, it seems that I have insulted such a term in terms of talent alone, although I don't know if it is Mo Yan, or Mo dare not say it, or just Mo Yan. Well, it seems to be pretty much the same.

I'm a mediocrity, although for some special reasons I seem to have lost my memories of the past. However, I know it clearly.

My mediocrity, my incompetence, my helplessness.

My girlfriend, Gu Xinyu, she is the eldest lady of a family, although I don't know the true meaning of the Gu family, but I know one thing very well.

I, the incompetent and mortal, can't keep such a girl at all. Even if the other party likes me.

The so-called wealthy family, no, there is nothing in the wealthy family alone, how terrible the so-called family that can ignore history and move forward with the stable development of the country, as a novelist, it seems to be particularly clear. And the will of the Celestial Empire actually tolerated the existence of such a family, which made me feel powerless and frightened from the heart.

The marriage of such an eldest lady has long been destined to be simple, political, no, simple collusion of interests.

This is not a bloody plot that can't be in a dog's blood, but a simple fact.

What is more dramatic than fiction is often reality.

I seem to have witnessed everything Gu Xinyu did since I was a child, and under the absolutely strict rules, I am learning and educating like an ascetic.

Even in summer, it is necessary to dress appropriately and do what is supposed to be done meticulously, summer is hot, but, even in the height of summer, sweating is not allowed.

Although I have not been able to remember what happened before.

However, I am a boy.

For a girl who is by her side, has excellent appearance, a good family background, and an excellent NPC-like personality, it's normal to like it.

No, how can there be such a hypocritical statement.

At first, I was just a beast in heat with a girl who had been by my side for a long time, whether it was face, body, or personality.

I just want to have a girl I like, and there is no high-sounding reason.

And now, it's just an instinctive beast that bars its teeth at all those who reach out to their partners in order to protect their mates, a beast that doesn't even have reason, and follows instinct.

In the winter, my limbs become cold for the sake of decency, and I feel distressed. I'm distressed when I fall asleep from overwork, that's all.

However, the beast is just an animal that uses its claws and instincts to prey. Except for madness, there is none, not even minions, there is no power that can be used to protect girls.

"So, I made my choice. ”

I learned to trample on the power of life under absolute disadvantage. I don't care, my life or anything, I don't care, if I can't even keep this precious memory, what's the point of me living.

If you lose your life because of a moment of anger, the person who fights is called blood.

People always identify with people who forbear, endure, and survive "revenge" after shame.

Survival is all that matters.

Only, what did the vengeful man do?

His lover was snatched away, survived, accumulated enough strength, and then destroyed his former lover's current family? Is his former lover an enemy? If it is used to write a novel, there seem to be a lot of villains. Or just endure it, under the grinding wheel of time, wear out all the hatred, unwillingly, reluctantly, and "let go" with great understanding?

If people do not do it for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed. Those who are so ignorant, desperate, and give up their lives to fight are fools.

I think so, really, I really think so, as a human being.

So, I learned to trample on the power of life under absolute disadvantage.

That's right, I made a choice, I, gave up being a normal person, if you really want to describe me now.

I'm a demon, a madman, a demon!

However, I never thought that the second time, I still lost.

I.

Very unwilling.

And.

See crying girl.

Very, extremely, unbearable distress!!

.........

Question: "What do people live for?"

The answer is no.

There are too many human beings, and everyone's way of life and pursuit are very different, there are no exactly the same human beings in this world, even according to the doctrine of the Trinity, there are three human beings with the same appearance, and their personalities are completely different.

However, there are too many species in this world that are beyond the limits of human beings.

So, I gave them two two options.

Who am I? Nominally, I was Yi Duyan and Shu Fengxun's mentor, but when they apprenticed, I was just a high school student who had just missed the entire summer vacation somewhere. Although it will be a fantasy novel that has been published in more than a dozen w words, it seems that the possibility of not seeing the light of day is not impossible.

"Now, choose. ”

Along with my words, I gave them two choices for each of them.

The white arrow symbol on the left hand represents the white vein method, which absorbs the pheromones such as human kindness and integrity, constitutes divinity, and develops the full potential power that you have opened.

The black ↑ arrow symbol on the right hand represents the black vein method, which absorbs human hatred, jealousy and other pheromones, constitutes despair, and compulsively controls the few potentials that can be used in the body.

The answer is self-evident.

Shu Fengxun chose the white vein method, and correctly embarked on the divine path of being invincible in the world, using his ability to suppress those who stood in his way.

Yi Weiyan chose the black vein method, and partially embarked on the devil's path of unscrupulous means, giving everything he had, and protecting his lover.

"Alas, what a disciple who doesn't make people worry. ”

In the old town of the ancient capital, there is a European-style building with a two-story small property market with a front yard full of all kinds of vegetables and fruits, and a young man like a high school student sighed lightly. In front of him, a phantus was looking at the young man in confusion.

"Marquee, I didn't expect that my deepest memory is actually this small building after apprenticeship?"

The phantom let out an unwilling sigh, and the young man sitting on the side was so angry that he returned angrily.

"Nani Fruit. Listen to what you mean, at the end of your life, you see the teacher and me, you still think it's a pity that you're not happy, right? ”

"Eh, do I have this part of my previous memory? Will the marquee still tamper with the memory, ah, since I can tamper with the memory, just pull out the painful memory of my special training, anyway, it's time to go to the underworld, so don't let me leave an unbearable memory." Alas, I don't know how Xinyu is doing. ”

“······”

"Get the. ”

The young man's kick brought the phantom back to the path it had come. Unbeknownst to the Phantom, a talisman with the word disaster quietly unraveled from the Phantom's body.

"It's okay to lose an arm, after all, it's a fair fight. However, that last light gun seems very familiar. Very good, it seems that some people have a bit of a biased understanding of fairness. ”

........

"Ahem. ”

Yi Duyan, who was nailed to the top of the bell tower by a huge light gun, smiled with difficulty after hearing Gu Xinyu's cry.

"I'm not dead yet, don't, don't cry. Andrei, that bastard, is there such a trick. Ahem, ahem, but, next, I'll leave it to you. ”

As Yi Duyan's words fell, the huge light gun seemed to be drawn out by some powerful existence, but it seemed that the blood had been exhausted, and there was no scene of spurting blood like a fountain. Yi Duyan, who was dragged by an invisible force and landed slowly, smiled bitterly and looked at Gu Xinyu in front of him in a daze.

......

"Ahhh What a lover of mine. ”

My consciousness had become blurred, but for some reason, I was afraid of hearing the voice. I saw the rain of tears that still flowed from my eyes. It seems that this is not the first time such a scenario has occurred.

And, I saw, slowly, and quickly.

The queen, proud, beautiful, tall, perfect, with very few mood swings, the sensible queen, with irrepressible anger in her eyes, raised her right hand.

The next moment, my cheeks, covered in bruises, pierced in my heart, and already stained red with blood, were slapped by such a small right hand to the displacement of inertia.

Compared with the physical pain caused by the black vein method, it is so light and fluttering, and even a slap with a little force in the end, which is equivalent to a light brush.

It hurts.

Compared with the tearing pain, this heart-rending pain is even more unbearable.

It seems that this is not the first time that such an experience has occurred.

The only remaining left hand, the small hand that was stretched into the hand, the five fingers tightly interlocked, and the blood of the henchman pierced red, staining the clothes of the girl who was clinging to him.

A sweet, thin lip silently sticks to her lips, with a sweet, soft, gentle taste.

"For the sake of protecting me, you must not be far-fetched to be a way to hurt yourself. ”

I don't know why, it's so direct in my mind, and I naturally think of this sentence.

With the soft and gentle departure, the consciousness was withdrawn from the body little by little. Finally, I seemed to see the same crying girl as after the battle in the sixth grade of elementary school, saying the same thing to me.

"If it were you, you would always take it for granted that you would give your life to protect me. ”

"But why, why don't I always think about the meaning of my existence after losing you. ”

"You don't seem to understand the value of your life, my knight. If you're gone, what's the reason for such a world? ”

Hey, are you some queen who destroys the world in a fit of rage? Really, what a willful witch, and think about me who always risked my life to fight, but was asked to live.

But.

“yes，your，majesty！”