Section XXVII
He Sicheng found a place to sit down, his father-in-law kept his face gloomy, his mother-in-law kept crying silently, and his wife hugged a pillow in her arms and leaned weakly on the sofa. He Sicheng didn't know how to speak, he raised the water cup on the table and took a sip, and said with difficulty: "Dad, Mom, Jiayi, I did something wrong, I'm sorry for you, and I also shamed you, I know that I may be the only one in the whole family who has been detained, and the mistakes I have made may have exceeded your psychological bottom line, and you are even desperate for me." I sincerely ask you to give me a chance to make amends, my mistakes are big mistakes, but I promise you that I can change, I can make sure that I don't trample those things again, and I also know that language is pale, and only time will tell. He Sicheng finished his words with difficulty, like a criminal waiting for trial lowered his head, no one spoke, and the air seemed to freeze.
Finally, the father-in-law sighed and said, "He Sicheng, what do you want me to say? Since you became our son-in-law, we have always regarded you as our own son, we care about your life, support your work, and do everything we can to share the pressure of you and Jiayi. I have always felt that you are very hard-working and motivated, and I have been praising you in front of my friends and relatives. But now you have done this kind of thing, it doesn't matter if you don't have a face, the terrible thing is that you are ruining your life and the happiness of Jiayi and Coco, you are in your forties, and you are also well-educated, I really don't understand how you can do such a thing? To be honest, as a traditional person all my life, I can't accept this mistake of yours, and I have checked on the Internet, what you take is drugs, no matter how lightly you say it, I still doubt that you can really do what you say, and never step again!"
Seeing that her father-in-law's words were a bit heavy, her mother-in-law took on and said: "Sicheng, first of all, it's good that people are back well! Your father and I are very sad, you and Jiayi have been married for 16 years, you have called me my mother for 16 years, I have cooked for you for 16 years, how can you not be sad when you call us such a deep feeling? Keke is so well-behaved and sensible, how sad she should be if she wants to know? People are very envious of our family, but now that it is like this, you must not make mistakes again, otherwise what will Jiayi and Keke Niang do in the future?" The words of his parents-in-law made He Sicheng's heart twist like a knife, he hurt the family who cared about him the most deeply, and he even hoped that his parents-in-law would criticize and accuse him with harsher words in exchange for a little peace of mind! "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I know I was wrong, I will never do these wrong things in the future, the lesson is really profound, I do have a little indulgence in life, I will make this kind of mistake, please believe me, I will definitely change." I don't dare and don't want to make my mistake less serious, but please believe me that I really have no dependence on that thing, not physically, not psychologically. And this experience made me feel deep fear and shame, I have never experienced this kind of fear in my life, and I will never dare to do it again! In order to prove myself and supervise myself, my friend and I asked for some urine test plates for Jiayi to check me regularly and irregularly, and this is the only way I can think of at present. He Sicheng's voice was very low but his attitude was very sincere, and only after he finished speaking did he say to his wife: "Jiayi, I'm sorry for you for making you suffer." ”
The wife picked up a napkin to wipe away the tears on her face, she was very emotional, but she was afraid that Coco would hear their conversation, so she tried her best to keep her voice low: "He Sicheng, do you know how I came over in the past ten days? When I received your call, I only felt that the sky had fallen, my world had collapsed, I never expected that my husband would be detained, I was sad, scared, helpless, ashamed, and I had to worry about whether you would be beaten." At first, I didn't want to tell my parents, I just said that you went abroad and the phone couldn't get through, and I told them that I was busy with work these days, and asked them to take care of Cocoa. I don't go back to this house after work, I'm afraid they will see my sadness and sadness. Every day when I get home from work, I just want to cry, insomnia all night long, I don't understand why I get along with you day and night, but I don't find your problems, I just trust you too much, and you regard my trust as something that can be trampled on! In the final analysis, you have no home in your heart, no family, and you don't think about your family's feelings when you do things! Later, my parents learned about your situation from others, and they were hit too hard, I had to worry about work, worry about cocoa, and worry about my parents' health, and I couldn't help but miss you, and I didn't dare to think about how my little heart had endured these pressures! You have to reflect on it, I hope you can be a responsible husband and father! You are in your forties, bad habits will damage your body, I don't want to take care of my parents in a few years, and I have to take care of you! In the past few days, I have also asked a friend from the Public Security Bureau, what you smoke is addictive, can you really say it?" He Sicheng was very sad by his wife, but his wife finally vented his bad emotions to himself, which made him feel a little at ease, and He Sicheng was afraid that his wife would ignore him.
He Sicheng replied: "Jiayi, I know that verbal promises are pale and weak, and I can only prove myself with the help of urine test boards at present, please supervise and help me, I have brought disaster to my family, and I can't be wrong anymore." ”
Time was tormented in an embarrassing atmosphere, and after a while, Coco finished her homework and came out of the living room to eat fruit, the adults stopped talking, they were all concerned about Coco's final exam, seeing that the time was not early, Zhao Jiayi told Coco to go to bed early, and said to his parents: "Mom and Dad, you should rest early, we will go back, there will be more things in the line tomorrow." The mother-in-law looked at her wife distressed and said, "Go back early, go back early, don't think too much, sleep well at night, you have dark circles under your eyes." "Got it, Mom and Dad, we're leaving. ”
He Sicheng followed his wife and got into his wife's car, his wife began to be silent again, He Sicheng couldn't find anything to say, so he had to turn on the radio in the car, adjust the atmosphere with the sound of the radio, and was speechless all the way!
When he entered the house, He Sicheng diligently put bath water for his wife and said to his wife: "Taking a hot bath before going to bed will help you sleep." Jiayi, my friend and I asked for a urine test board, and now I will do a urine test for you. Seeing that his wife did not object, He Sicheng hurriedly took out the urine test board in the bathroom, took a urine sample, and began to do a urine test. After a while, the urine test results had come out, and all the indicators were negative, and He Sicheng almost flattered his wife and said, "Look, it's fine." The wife glanced at the urine test board lightly and did not speak, He Sicheng said: "This is the only way I can think of at present, this detention really gave me a deep lesson, when people lose their freedom, they know the value of freedom, if they are found to be taking drugs again, they have to accept community drug rehabilitation, and my life will be really ruined, I dare not and do not want to do it from the heart." "I hope you can do it, I'm going to take a shower." ”