Chapter 102, the immortal who works hard but can't move forward!

In this world, there is no such thing as immutability, and this simple truth may have been confirmed since everyone was still a child. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

However, I know it, but I always look forward to it, ask for it, and even crave it.

I know that I am just a member of many beings, but I want to be unique. You know that you are an individual at best, but you want others to tell you that you are indispensable.

This state of "aimlessness" begins after descending to earth.

But, in fact, it can only be said that the aggravation of this state began after the descent from the earth.

The first time this state appeared, Xuanniao was still in the heavenly realm, or the fairy realm, and there was obviously no problem with his body. At first, Xuanniao thought that something was wrong with his state of mind, so he couldn't sense the aura of the fairy world. After all, the Xuanniao of that period was surrounded by endless incidents. Disgusted, disgusted, unbelievable! A big push was placed in front of Xuanniao. Headaches, heart congestion, and countless things that Lingxuan Bird hated one after another. Compared to these, it is really an inconspicuous thing to temporarily not be able to sense the aura of the fairy world.

However, after getting off work one day, he supported his tired body and completed the handover of the Queen Mother Hall with the fairy who came to change shifts. In order to cheer up his physically and mentally exhausted self, Xuanniao came to the fairy world, which is also a famous market. Xuanniao ordered a few extremely delicate pastries in a restaurant, but the taste of those previously sweet pastries was like chewing wax. When the thin spiritual power contained in the cake flowed into his body, it made Xuanniao feel a strong discomfort, and a feeling of swallowing some disgusting foreign body kept rising from his stomach pouch.

Although the immortal spiritual power in his body spontaneously refined those spiritual powers, Xuanniao had to wipe his mouth with a square towel to hide the feeling that he was about to vomit. Xuanniao is very strange, isn't this spiritual power suitable for him? Xuan Niao had to focus on the person who was dining in the restaurant together, it was an immortal who looked like a middle-aged man, and it could be seen from the immortal power that he had not yet completely transformed, that it was just a human immortal who had just ascended from the lower realm. The man's wolf-like swept the food on the table, and his body continued to rise with the swallowed food.

Is this really, no problem. Xuanniao looked at the delicate pastries on his table, pulled the flowing sea that covered his cheeks a little, and then stretched out his tongue and licked it lightly. However, the bitter taste still reverberated on the tip of the tongue, as well as the dense and disgusting aura that could not be refined.

It seemed that his gaze had been noticed by the male fairy, and the middle-aged man's face showed a trace of embarrassment. Seeing this scene, Xuan Niao couldn't care about anything anymore, picked up the storage bag placed on the store, and flew out like the communication jade slip escaping from the restaurant. The Xuanniao, who was wandering aimlessly in the market, knew that it would not work like this, and walked into Wanbao Zhai. There are all kinds of cultivation supplies on the shelves, Chaos Stone, World Wood, Zengyuan Pill.... A wide variety of spiritual goods are displayed on the shelves. However, it is no longer enough to simply increase spiritual power. At that time, Xuanniao noticed a male fairy, and after paying enough immortal coin points, the male fairy had an extra gourd with a faint light in his hand.

Alcohol.....

Perhaps, this one will do. Although she is a female official who sits down as the queen mother, she doesn't actually have much entertainment. However, the taste of alcohol on the tip of the tongue seems to be still there.

Since then, Xuanniao's daily cultivation resources have become two pots of immortal wine, although except for the taste of water and alcohol, he can't feel the other two pots of immortal wine.

......

Xuanniao had a dream, or rather, Xuanniao recalled some of the past. The Xuanniao who was soaking in the bathtub suddenly woke up in the early morning, looked at the body soaked in the water like his own female corpse, and pulled out a heartbreaking white smile, a smile that could only be described as bleak.

"Drop... The monotonous voice sounded from the communication jade slip in the living room, and he lifted himself out of the body that turned into a bathtub filled with cold water, walked to the jade slip like an alarm, and pinched a trick.

"The Nether.... Are you doing well?" a man's voice came from the jade slip, and when he heard this voice, Xuanniao's already cooled body became even colder from the outside in.

"Good. ”

"yes, that's good. As long as you complete the task of the mortal realm, you will have great merit, although you will not be able to fly again...."After a pause, the man seemed to take care of Xuanniao's feelings, and recounted in a gentle manner.

But at best, it's just business, or rather, ordinary gentleness.

This thought was reflected in the heart of the bird. After all, it's no wonder that he, he's just rightfully suspicious, isn't he? In those days, how could anyone be naïve enough to believe in themselves.

That's right, of course. At that time, I don't know from whose mouth it came from. Xuanniao disregarded his identity as a Xuan Immortal and a female official, and fell in love with the human immortal who had just ascended. It's just a lie that can be broken by poking, but it becomes more true than the truth. The people around him became strange, whether it was at the same time or as a friend, and even he looked at him with suspicion.

The thousand-year-old relationship will break down because of a rumor, which Xuanniao could never have dreamed of. In that most helpless and painful day, he naturally believed that kind of lie. After that, it was ridiculous that several immortals came forward to say that they were the people who were rumored. As a result, he didn't even know his real name, but he was just a clown who wanted to make a name for himself.

That's right, he is not wrong, even in a strong relationship, there is no room for betrayal. Xuanniao knows, although he has not betrayed, but such rumors must be suspected of being a matter of course. He's not wrong, and if anyone is wrong, it's probably himself.

However, after the truth was revealed, the distrust of those days was like a betrayal between the two.

"I see. ”

"Yes, don't worry about the affairs of the celestial realm, I will take care of it. As for the immortals...."

"Help me quit, I'm sorry for you...."

"Yes, the Queen Mother said that even if you keep the immortal position, it's okay, after all..."

"No need, I'm sorry for you. "When did I become so stranger to him? When did I start to use honorifics in my conversations with him?

"No, you're welcome. I understand your wishes, and I will inform you again when the matter is done. ”

"Thank you. Putting down the jade slip used for communication, Xuanniao stared blankly at the rising sun, and understood that he had to teach the so-called art of war. Carefully changed into a Hanfu and carefully applied red makeup in front of the mirror, making his pale face look a little flushed. Casually picked a jade slip placed on the table in his hand, and Xuanniao, who was standing behind the door of the house, took a deep breath and pushed the door open.

The main camp where Tuoba Ji was stationed was far away from the side hall where he lived, and even if he walked forward, it would not take more than 10 minutes to advance. However, there are infinite people who stretch this process out. In the process of advancing, there are constantly people who do not know the Xuanniao to greet him. A sense of strangeness filled Xuanniao's body and mind, even if she had imprinted these people in her jade slip as much as possible, perhaps, the next time she met these people, she happened to get this jade slip. You can call them by name. Walking to the front of the main camp, Xuanniao stopped moving. No matter how hard I tried to drag my steps, my body seemed to be shackled and couldn't move forward.

"Can't you do it...."

"Today too.... Can't you. "I can't move, either in my footsteps or in life. After going down to earth, the Xuanniao did not imagine it, and after changing the environment, it may feel better. On the contrary, it continued to intensify, and the state of "aimlessness" continued to expand, and even began to limit one's life. However, this is not a no-no. If it doesn't work, it can't be changed, it can't get better.

"Gentori-sama. A guard looked at the Xuanniao who had stopped in front of the camp and bowed.

"Hmm... Yes. Here's today's lesson, give it to..."

"Do you still leave it to Tuoba Hime-sama? The guard respectfully held up another jade slip from Xuanniao's hand, lowered his head and said, as if he didn't dare to look at Xuanniao's face.

"Ahh That's right, just give it to Tuoba Ji. Xuanniao felt that the guard in front of him seemed familiar. However, after descending from the earth, it became difficult for Xuanniao to remember the names of others. The instinct of distrust and reluctance to contact is constantly stopping Xuanniao. The way back was still a long walk, slow, long, as if every step had to stop and rest for a while. The 10-minute road turned into a 30-minute journey, and the Xuanniao, who returned home, looked at the jade slip in his hand in a daze.

I hate it! I am, so is this camp, and so is the world. It's all getting more and more annoying. However, the repetition of this road has made me more tired. The same thing happened again, another self-blame, another effort turned into failure. Until night fell, Xuanniao held his legs and sat on his cloud bed, his eyes lost focus and looked so hollow.

Looking at the falling night, Xuanniao's heart suddenly had such a thought. If it doesn't work once, maybe, a second time.

Now, maybe, yes.

As if remembering the reason why he had become tired during the day, Gentori put a cloak on his outside to cover his face. Because of the tribe, after meals, the people of the tribe always used to walk in the outermost part of the camp in a forest specially used for rest. It seemed that because no one greeted him, Xuanniao unexpectedly walked to this wood.

Because, compared to the lively camp, I should be more suitable for the quiet woods, right?

But

But!

Why.

Why is this happening!

The path in the woods is densely packed with crowded people. Dense crowds like locusts. Seeing this scene, Xuanniao unconsciously quickened his pace, wanting to get out of this forest as soon as possible. At the entrance of the woods, a group of middle-aged and elderly women who looked old tirelessly followed the music and did not seem to be useful to the birds, just wiggling their limbs self-righteously, without any effect, perhaps to consume some calories. However, there is no use for it.

It's just that what does this have to do with me?

There were all kinds of people walking in the woods, and there was no purpose in sight, and it seemed that it was precisely because there was no purpose that caused these people to converge, forming a crowded crowd on the path. Without any purpose, the night was shattered, and the lights and laughter of the crowd transformed the woods into a casino that was even livelier than the day. The noise, the unpleasant smell formed by the crowd, and the disgusting image of the shaking figures and the shadows of the trees as if they were dancing like a group of demons.

But what does that have to do with you?

Xuanniao even saw a young man walking alone in the woods with a longing expression, probably, what the boy was longing for must be an encounter. It's not to grab, it's not to fight, but to desire, to want, to hopefully meet a woman who likes you by chance, and meets your own requirements.... The desire of a young man alone.

But what does this have to do with me?

Because, standing in the mouth of the woods, he stopped.