Jin Xiaoyi's eyes flashed with disbelief, and she twisted her fingers vigorously, as if she could use this to relieve the anxiety in her heart.

"No...... Maybe I should be exactly like her. Mu Zihao, did I make a wrong decision? If I had a face that was exactly similar to her, he would definitely fall in love with my ......."

Once again, she regretted it.

At first, she took Tang Xiao's photo and asked the plastic surgeon to help her make it look like in the photo, but at the moment before entering the operating room, she suddenly regretted it.

She didn't want to be a substitute for Tang Xiao.

She hated Tang Xiao, and if she had a Tang Xiaoxiao face, she suspected that she would not be able to help but scratch this face.

In the end, she asked the doctor to make her look completely different from before, and she had to be five points similar to Tang Xiao's photo.

The doctor agreed, saying that there was nothing wrong with the request.

But how to meet her strict requirements, no one knows.

Up to now, she can only hope that her facial features can return to her imagined appearance after the swelling has subsided.

But she often suspects that this is very unlikely, and most of the time, she thinks her surgery has failed.

From Mu Zihao's eyes, she also faintly saw this.

This undoubtedly made her doubly anxious.

"Xiaoyi, are you sober, okay?"

Mu Zihao stretched out his hands to hold her thin shoulders.

She's been very thin lately, and her craggy body has a swollen and red head poked at it, like a cotton swab dipped in red potion.

In this case, he didn't know how she survived.

In fact, her health is as worrying as her mental condition.

Mu Zihao was afraid of her, loved her, and pitied her.

In the face of her, he often felt like an inconsiderate savior, and only he knew his greatness.

This secret greatness was his stimulant, and every time he thought of it, he threw himself again into the work of caring for her patient.

"Am I not awake enough?"

"Not enough. ”

He shook his head and said to her seriously: "Xiaoyi, return to your previous state, have you forgotten how confident you were before?"

"Confidence? I'm so ugly now. How confident am I going to be?"

She reached out to touch her face, and then took her hand back.

At this moment, she realized that a large part of her former self-confidence was based on the beauty of her appearance.

A woman who is not beautiful has a hard time building self-confidence unless she is strong on the inside.

"You're not ugly, who said you're ugly? Now the swelling hasn't subsided, and I believe that when the swelling is completely gone, you'll at least be a beautiful woman." ”

He looked at her with a determined look: "Xiaoyi, you have to believe in yourself." ”

"What about you, do you believe it?"

"What?"

"Do you really believe that my face will look good? Do you really believe that the surgery was a complete success?"

She asked eagerly.

"I believe it. ”

Mu Zihao sighed: "Xiaoyi, don't think too much. ”

"You know what. ”

Jin Xiaoyi said loudly as if angry: "What do you know? It's not you who uses the knife in your face, of course you can think about nothing!"

“……”

Mu Zihao was silent, and then heard Jin Xiaoyi continue to shout: "How can I not think about anything? This is about my future life! I blocked everything, you won't understand how much I have paid for this face! Mu Zihao, do you know how stressed I am? Do you know how much pressure I have? Do you know that I can't sleep all night? You won't understand, you are just pretending to understand, you comfort me, but what is the use of comforting? You can't bear all this for me...... It's useless, it's useless to say anything!"

"Okay, I see, count me wrong...... Shall we go eat first?"

He tried to change the subject.

To be honest, serving Jin Xiaoyi really made him physically and mentally exhausted.

In the past, when the young master was seriously ill, he was often in a bad mood, but the young master rarely lost his temper with the people around him, and he rarely passed on his negative emotions to others.

For this alone, Jin Xiaoyi is far from the young master.

She really doesn't deserve the young master-

You can't be worthy of it in this life.

Mu Zihao thought silently in his heart.

Jin Xiaoyi didn't know about Mu Zihao's mental activities, and when she saw Mu Zihao's tired eyes, she probably realized that she had lost her temper again and upset Mu Zihao, so she rarely reflected on it, and stopped shouting out loud with compassion.

"Okay, let's eat first. ”

She said stiffly.

But Mu Zihao is already very satisfied, he really hopes that Jin Xiaoyi can be emotionally stable in the future, and not lose his temper like a psychotic every day.

In the sanatorium, Tang Xiao first went to the cafeteria with Yan Ling to eat after work, and then went to find Cheng Meng after finishing. During this time, her life is extremely regular, and the biggest advantage of this regular life is that it can make people feel peaceful, except for when she is alone at night, the rest of the time, she can already control herself to take her work and life seriously, and not suffer from gains and losses because Cheng Lie is not around.

It's not that I haven't heard others talk about her behind her back, as long as there are people, there is always gossip, and most of the work in the nursing home is relatively leisurely, so many little nurses often discuss men and bags together in private, as well as all kinds of gossip.

Once Tang Xiao overheard several older nurses talking about her in the bathroom, and someone said in an extremely sympathetic tone that Dr. Tang was married but lived as if she was not married, and it seemed that her man did not care much about her.

Another said that Dr. Tang had been here for so long, and she had never seen her husband come to look for her, and she stayed in the nursing home even on weekends and did not go out, could it be that she had separated from her husband?

Another person said that he heard that Dr. Tang was married well, and her husband had a good background...... It can be seen that rich and powerful men are unreliable, maybe Dr. Tang's husband has raised three and four children outside the bread!

Tang Xiao just laughed when she heard this, when she used to work in the hospital, she might have been scared back, but now that she is older, she doesn't even have the interest to go back.

Many times, what others say and how they think of themselves, as long as you don't care, those gossips can't hurt you.

The only person who can hurt himself is himself, and he should not give others the right to hurt himself, and it is also his own right and freedom to choose not to be hurt.

In the garden outside the small white building, Cheng Meng was sitting on a stool practicing his guitar seriously, and in front of the table not far away, Ye Chen was holding a book and looking at it.

Tang Xiao looked at it from a distance and couldn't help but smile with relief.

The picture in front of her was so harmonious and beautiful that she was almost reluctant to get closer.

In front of a window on the second floor, a girl with long hair was lying on the windowsill, looking intently at Ye Chen downstairs.

In fact, from her angle, she could only see the top of Ye Chen's head.

Tang Xiao saw the girl, but he didn't show surprise, his gaze quickly and naturally, as if he had never seen her before.

The first person to discover Tang Xiao was Cheng Meng.

As soon as she saw Tang Xiaolai, she immediately put down her guitar, stood up with a smile and shouted, "Sister-in-law, you're here." ”

Tang Xiao nodded and said, "How are you practicing today? You don't have to stop because I'm here, you continue to practice yours." ”

"No, I'm going to talk to my sister-in-law. ”

Cheng Meng walked over affectionately and grabbed Tang Xiao's next door, tilting his head to sell cuteness.

Tang laughed that he couldn't sell cuteness when he was a little girl, but now he has no power to resist girls who can sell cuteness.

Immediately smiled helplessly: "Okay." ”

At this time, Ye Chen raised his head and looked at Tang Xiao.

There was a hint of a smile in his clear eyes: "Doctor Tang is here." ”

Cheng Meng looked at Ye Chen and thought to herself, this Ye Chen is really different from that Ye Chen that night, after the events of that night, she and Ye Chen chose not to mention it again, but this does not mean that she has forgotten everything.

She consciously kept Ye Chen's secret, and didn't tell anyone, including her most trusted sister-in-law, the fact that she had a secret about Ye Chen made her think that she and Ye Chen had narrowed the distance, but Ye Chen's performance was no different from before.

He was as calm and gentle as ever, and he still didn't seem to be aggressive.

Ke Chengmeng knows very well that the real Ye Chen is not such a person.

But what is Ye Chen like? She can't tell.

At this moment, she looked at Ye Chen's smile and warm appearance towards her sister-in-law, and inexplicably felt a sense of malice, wanting to expose him in front of her sister-in-law, and let her sister-in-law know that he was not as kind and deceitful as he appeared.

What would happen if my sister-in-law knew about the scars on Ye Chen's body?

Will my sister-in-law think that Ye Chen is terrible, and will she not think that Ye Chen is very scheming?

Cheng Meng couldn't say why, she hoped that her sister-in-law would alienate Ye Chen, but after thinking about it a little, she felt that with her sister-in-law's character, even if she knew, she wouldn't look down on Ye Chen.

Sister-in-law...... How to say it, she is too mature and sensible.

Cheng Meng sometimes feels that her sister-in-law is like the sea, able to tolerate everything, gentle and strong, and sometimes she feels that her sister-in-law is very gentle, like the sun in the morning.

It wasn't like that at first -

At least, not when my sister-in-law first appeared in front of her eyes.

In the days when the eldest brother was away, the sister-in-law cared for herself and took care of herself like a female version of the eldest brother, which made her feel that the sister-in-law and the eldest brother were becoming more and more alike.

"Well, I'm here to learn too. ”

Tang Xiao said with a smile.

She has started to learn guitar with Ye Chen with Cheng Meng, although she started later than Cheng Meng, but she basically practiced when she had nothing to do at night, and after a few days, she was about to catch up with Cheng Meng's progress.

Cheng Meng is not unconvinced, after all, her sister-in-law is originally a scholar.

It's a matter of course that you can learn everything quickly.

Ye Chen was very surprised, and he also appreciated Tang Xiao even more.