After this conversation, many knots in my heart were opened one by one.

Chu Qingchuan's past seems to have confessed to me, and his relationship with Li Yutong and Sister Meng has told me.

There is also the reason for leaving, and I understand it.

This time he went to southern Yunnan, he wanted to take the opportunity to send Han Lu, firstly, to explain his past with Cheng Xun and Han Lu, and secondly, to let me feel some subtleties about marriage and life, and subtly make me think of remarrying.

After all, I have both lost interest in marriage, and now it takes some effort and change to treat it as a serious matter.

He is very smart and knows me very well, knows that I am a sensitive person, and will always be touched by casual details and small tenderness between people.

It's no wonder that he's been hinting at me lately about getting married, having children, and having a family.

It takes courage to find someone to die of old age.

"No, I still have something to ask you. I looked at him and said seriously and seriously.

He sensed that I didn't mean to joke with him, and nodded, "You ask." ”

"Who is Yan Ran? I know she is Cheng Xun's sister. "I guess he understands what I mean.

It is actually rude to mind the existence of a deceased person. But when I decided to let go, the woman who asked me to meet suddenly appeared, and I couldn't help but consider that the coincidence of time was not accidental.

I always feel that the woman who sent me the photo has something to do with Cheng Yanran, and there must be something between Cheng Yanran and Chu Qingchuan.

Chu Qingchuan was not surprised that I knew that Cheng Yanran and Cheng Xun were brother and sister, and judging from his expression, he didn't seem to think it was such an important thing.

He pursed his lips with an indifferent expression: "She is my first girlfriend." But she left this world six years ago, Sunshine, do you need to care about a woman who has passed away?"

"So you think I'm making trouble?" I was excited, pulling my stomach and hissing pain, and subconsciously covered it with my hand.

He immediately became nervous and wanted to get up and carry me to the doctor.

"Kneel! it's not over yet!" I took a deep breath, restraining my excitement.

He hesitated, and I added, "If you don't explain it, you will beg for nothing in this marriage." So saying, I went and took off the ring from my hand.

But probably because of the edema caused by the infusion, this ring is a little tighter than the original.

I tried it and it wasn't easy to take, so I had to do it quietly to avoid embarrassment.

He was too nervous to notice my small movements.

"Alright, don't be angry. The reason why I don't tell you is very simple, it was a part of my past, it was very dark, and it only added to my troubles to say it. Besides, she's gone. "He was calm between his words, but the emotions in his eyes couldn't deceive me.

His feelings for Yanran should be very deep, and when he mentioned her, there was painful feelings lingering in his ink eyes.

I am self-destructive.

Seeing him in such a state, I was a little sour.

I cursed myself in my heart.

His past does make me feel a little uncomfortable, but I also know that without his past experiences, he would not be where he is now.

And what I should care about most is the future, he said that he wants to give me stability, I don't want everything to be empty.

I pursed my lips, took out my phone, found the two photos, and put them in front of him.

"I was in a coffee shop during the rainstorm and someone sent me these two pictures and asked me to meet them. See the content for yourself. Before I passed out, I was going to go to the appointment. I watched his reaction in silence.

The moment he saw the photo, he showed a slightly puzzled expression, as if he was recalling how the photo came about.

After that, he finished reading my conversation with the sender, raised his eyes and asked me, "You told her that we are just ordinary friends?"

This concern is also intoxicating.

"It's a strategy, don't shift the focus. What's the matter with the photo? What's the matter with the overnight stay?What's the deal with the beautiful woman in her arms?" I glared at him.

He shrugged his shoulders: "The photo was taken by the buddy in the back, and after sending her to the hotel overnight, she had a sudden acute gastroenteritis, and I stayed with her in the hospital for the night, but there were still others at the time." Reassured?"

I didn't see that he was lying, so I said, "Then why did she come to me? What do you mean by what she said? I don't quite understand." ”

But he laughed: "You don't understand, don't understand what kind of vinegar you eat?"

Seeing his performance like this, in fact, I already know in my heart that this woman is just a friend to him, but emotionally, it should be closer than ordinary friends.

I don't mind if he has friends of the opposite sex who have a good relationship, because I will have them too, and be fair and can't be double-standard. I think that's my greatest strength.

But he doesn't have any thoughts about friends of the opposite sex, it doesn't mean that the other party doesn't have thoughts about him, right? For example, Han Lu...... Can't he have a longer memory?

I coughed, "Then I'll find a friend of the opposite sex to hug later." ”

"How dare you!" he immediately stopped following me.

"Chu Qingchuan, don't forget what you're doing now, you dare to murder me?" I rolled my eyes back and gave him a look.

At this time, three little nurses passed by us, and I heard one of them whisper, "Oh my God, I've been kneeling for half an hour." ”

Another said, "yes, isn't this the obstetrics and gynecology pair?"

"Hee-hee-hee-hee, it's the first time I've seen a marriage proposal kneel for so long......"

I licked my dry lips and turned my attention back to the man in front of me again.

"Her name is Cheng Jiaoran, and she is Yanran's twin sister. Their mother died in childbirth, and their father sold Jiaoran because of alcoholism and gambling. It wasn't until Cheng Xun entered the army that he and Yanran got their sister back. In the hands of traffickers, Jiaoran suffered a lot, so Cheng Xun and Yanran loved her and spoiled her. But after Yanran left, I cut off contact with her. Chu Qingchuan said slowly.

"Didn't you ask you to take care of your sister when she left?" I shouldn't have asked like this, but Cheng Jiaoran took the initiative to find me, and I couldn't help but think about it.

"She left suddenly, not in time. Later, I had something to do and didn't have the energy to take care of Jiaoran, and she had her own life. This reunion was indeed an accident. She is going to get married soon, because the environment in which she has lived since she was a child, the way of thinking is a little different from ours, and you don't need to be like her. I did tell her that I love you, but I don't have to say anything like 'I'm not going to do anything to be sorry for you,' you know?

Sunshine, I know I may not be able to handle this situation well, but I'm sure you won't question my love for you because of past relationships. You are unique to me. Marry me, okay? Kneel for a long time......" He began to pretend to be pitiful again.

Why does the woman around him always have a bleak background? He is about to become a savior.

I'm helpless, but it's not up to us to decide who we will meet in our lives.

He just said that Jiaoran is about to get married, I think I think I think too much, and I am too guarded. The reason why Jiao Ran wanted to see me and say some strange things to me was probably because she wanted to be angry for her sister.

And I may have instinctively resisted, taking the joy of reuniting my delicate old friend in the photo as something else.

"Well, get up when you're tired. I told myself to keep steady, so I bowed my head lukewarmly.

"Then you agreed?" He was in a hurry to get up, and confirmed with me first.

"Okay, reluctantly agree. "I'm posturing.

"It doesn't matter if you are reluctant or not, agreeing is agreeing. Do you know if you want to change your words in the future? Chu Qingchuan immediately changed his face, and he was so stunned.

However, because of the fact that his legs were numb for a long time, he got up with limited mobility and sat down close to me on the edge of the bench, and I quietly supported the chair with the palm of my hand and moved it to the side.

He also quietly approached again, and I struggled to move a few times before I reached the edge of the bench.

"My wife rubbed me, my legs were numb. If you move again, you will fall to the ground. "He's leaning on me, dead-faced.

I gave him a kick as much as I could.

He didn't hide, but took me in his arms, kissed me on the cheek, and said with emotion: "It's really not easy to marry a daughter-in-law! ”

"What did you say?" I leaned against his chest, the corners of my mouth unconsciously raised.

"Not to tell you, this is our man's secret. "He's smug.

I thought to myself that it must not be a good word, and it is a marriage motto to be cheeky with your wife. After all, Brother Tao is that person...... emmm……

"By the way, do you know what husband means? I don't want to call you husband. It doesn't matter if you insinuate, it's not good to directly lower my taste. I rolled my eyes.

He apparently understood, and asked me curiously, "Then what do you call me? ”

I think he's a little stupid now: "Just call the name, Chu Qingchuan Chu Qingchuan Chu Qingchuan!"

"Oh oh oh!" he rubbed my face.

I touched it in disgust and said, "Look at the performance and then consider whether to take off the surname." ”

"Then let's call Brother Harukawa! this is good!" he decided.

I slapped him on the face, saying that he was shameless, and he was still called brother at his age, so he was not ashamed!

He couldn't help but hug my face and kiss me again, and the nurse who passed by covered her mouth and smiled and walked away.

I think if it weren't for my illness, he would have done something terrible.

The shade gradually removed, and we returned to the ward.

I sighed in my heart that the two people who still had their own concerns when they went out had become a quasi-husband and wife when they came back.

It is often clear that things can be explained in a few words, but due to various reasons such as time, place, environment, and people, there will always be misunderstandings, and even cause irreparable situations.

Probably this is all a test, right?

Fortunately, we finally walked through the haze and saw the clear sky.

Chu Qingchuan said that I am equivalent to doing a small confinement now, I can't turn on the air conditioner, I can't catch a cold, so the temperature in the ward is not to mention.

And I didn't feel hot because of the cold, but after a while, his clothes were drenched with sweat, and even his hair looked like he had just been washed.

He honestly lay on the hospital bed next to him, looking sideways at me.

"You're unemployed now, and you're going to spend all day doing nothing with a sick person in the hospital, so how do you support your wife?" I asked him with a frown, like a housekeeper.

According to the previous price, 1,000 a night, 30,000 a month, isn't it a little less?" He was able to say such brazen words, it was really Chu Qingchuan. Use my money to support me?

"......" I didn't want to pay attention to him, pretended to close my eyes, and said, "Sleep!"

"Sleep!" he immediately agreed, his heavy eyelids immediately closed.

In fact, I could already see that he was very sleepy and tired.

When he knelt outside just now, he kept holding back and not yawning.

Sure enough, soon there was the sound of even breathing, and I opened my eyes to see the handsome face that was sleeping soundly.

I mentioned the Yanran brothers and sisters just now, and it seems that there are still many doubts I didn't ask, but it's not that I'm not curious, but I know who Yanran is.

I took out my phone, opened the photo album and flipped forward, and I flipped to the photos I took at Qiao Rui's photography exhibition.

At that time, because the photo of the girl in red was too shocking, I specially remade it, but the picture was really weird, and I didn't dare to look at it again.

That face is exactly the same as Jiaoran.

It's just that because she doesn't blink to death, her eyes are full of unwillingness and resentment.

I think she should be Cheng Yanran.

It's really unexpected, I actually crossed paths with her for a long time.

When I interviewed Qiao Rui, he told me the story of this photo, but he didn't say her name.

In fact, he does not need to know the name of the person being photographed, for the artist, people and objects, like the scenery, are carriers of emotion.

"She is a dancer who has just graduated and has made a name for herself by starring as the heroine of the new version of Turandot. I heard that her boyfriend is a soldier, and the two get together less and leave more, but she loves him very much, and it is also for him to give up a broader development opportunity, stay in China, and be admitted to the provincial art troupe where her boyfriend's army is located. But later, she was targeted by D traffickers, you know a girl like her, once she gets addicted to D, her whole life will be ruined. She tried her best to hide it, but she was still expelled from the art troupe, it is said that someone deliberately reported and framed her, but her boyfriend couldn't be contacted because of the task during this time.

I don't know the specific details, because I happened to have permission from the police to follow the anti-drug operation with a documentary crew, and when I opened the door of the room, I saw this girl lying on the ground like this, like a delicate rose, but it opened strangely.

Later, I overheard people from the police talking, some people said that the D dealer suspected that her boyfriend was an undercover agent, so he used her, and some people said that it was a D dealer who hid his identity and fell in love with her, but she was unwilling to be a canary, so the other party used indiscriminate means to force her to comply, and said that she was coaxed by other actors in the same group to go on this road of no return. In short, there are different accounts, but it cannot be denied that she committed suicide. A forensic examination found that she was three months pregnant at the time of her death. ”

I thought back to Qiao Rui's words, and the image of Cheng Yanran gradually enriched in my mind.

The blood-stained red dress, the green silk covering the floor, the pale face, and the bright red lips......

Did Chu Qingchuan's madness about blood have anything to do with her? Has he seen the moment when she finally blooms?

He said that after Yanran's death, he went on a mission, whether it was a mission, or because of this incident he had a shadow.

His retirement, perhaps, ......

I remember that he said to Yang Guang at the beginning that he retired because he made a mistake.

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