Chapter 1009: An Unforgettable Past
Gu Xiaoyi originally wanted to comfort Leng Shaoqi not to worry about himself, but he didn't expect Leng Shaoqi to ask him this question, and a look of embarrassment appeared on his face for a while.
Looking at Gu Xiaoyi's expression, Leng Shaoqi knew that he had asked a question that he shouldn't have asked, and after being silent for a while, he pretended to smile at Gu Xiaoyi and said, "Xiaoyi, what do you want to eat now, or tell me if you need anything I'll buy it for you?"
Listening to Leng Shaoqi suddenly ask about himself, Gu Xiaoyi knew that the other party didn't want to make him sad and wanted to divert his attention, but Gu Xiaoyi had already remembered what happened before, so he felt that there was no need to hide Leng Shaoqi.
Directly glanced up at Leng Shaoqi, shook his head bitterly at him, and then said, "Shaoqi, you don't need to change the topic, it's not that I can't answer this question, but I just thought of something." ”
Speaking of this, Gu Xiaoyi paused, Leng Shaoqi looked at Gu Xiaoyi's sad expression, and wanted to open his mouth to tell the other party that it was okay not to answer, but in the end he didn't say it.
At this stall where Leng Shaoqi didn't speak, Gu Xiaoyi slowly continued to Leng Shaoqi: "I was deceived by Lin Xiao before, she thought I had amnesia, but in fact, I already remembered it, watching her get pregnant and give birth, I thought of my own child. ”
While speaking, the aura on Gu Xiaoyi's body seemed to have eased a lot when he thought of the child, and gradually became a lot warmer, and after a pause, he continued to say to Leng Shaoqi: "Let me tell you, if my child is still here, he should be able to talk or walk by this time." ”
Because he didn't want Leng Shaoqi to become heavy with him, Gu Xiaoyi's tone became much lighter as he spoke, and even the look in his eyes that looked at Leng Shaoqi was also disguised.
But Leng Shaoqi has been staring at Gu Xiaoyi, listening to her mention Lin Xiao's child, listening to her reminiscing about the past, listening to her mentioning her own child, all these things require courage, but looking at her at this time to hide the pain in her heart, Leng Shaoqi is distressed.
wanted to comfort Gu Xiaoyi, but he didn't know how to speak, so he could only nod slightly at her with Gu Xiaoyi's brisk appearance, but in Leng Shaoqi's heart, he was extremely jealous of Lu Mushen.
"Why, why is this happening, Lu Mushen, you are really ......" Indeed, in Leng Shaoqi's opinion, it was obviously Lu Mushen who hurt Gu Xiaoyi, and he hurt Gu Xiaoyi so deeply, but Gu Xiaoyi left Lu Mushen with a deep unforgettable.
It was such a deep indelibility that made Leng Shaoqi very jealous, he admired Gu Xiaoyi, of course, he didn't want to see that the woman he liked to admire had another man in his heart.
"Okay, let's not talk about it, add some unhappiness in vain. Gu Xiaoyi suddenly eased up from being immersed in his emotions, and saw that Leng Shaoqi sitting beside him didn't know what he was thinking, so he thought that what he said made Leng Shaoqi think of something unpleasant, so he hurriedly said to Leng Shaoqi.
Leng Shaoqi had been thinking about Lu Mushen just now, and he thought in his heart that if it was Gu Xiaoyi he met first, would things have become different, and Lu Mushen would not have left so many indelible things in Gu Xiaoyi's heart.
Listening to Gu Xiaoyi's initiative to change the topic, Leng Shaoqi also raised his head and looked at Gu Xiaoyi fixedly, not knowing if he had something to ask, or just wanted to see her.
"What's wrong?" Gu Xiaoyi didn't know why Leng Shaoqi suddenly looked at him with such eyes, and he also touched his face and asked Leng Shaoqi, thinking that there was something on his face.
Seeing Gu Xiaoyi reach out and touch his face, Leng Shaoqi smiled bitterly on his face, stretched out his hand to pull Gu Xiaoyi's hand down, and finally opened his mouth to ask Gu Xiaoyi that question: "If Lu Mushen still comes to look for you now, will you still be with him?"
This is a question that Leng Shaoqi has been thinking about, he knows that Lu Mushen still cares about Gu Xiaoyi, and he knows it from the process of finding Gu Xiaoyi this time.
It was precisely because he knew Lu Mushen's heart that he wanted to know what Gu Xiaoyi was thinking in his heart, whether he was the same as Lu Mushen, he just cared about Lu Mushen, and he still wanted to return to him.
After asking this question, Leng Shaoqi's eyes kept on Gu Xiaoyi's body, and he looked at Gu Xiaoyi for a moment, just wanting to hear and see Gu Xiaoyi's first answer to this question, and also wanting to know what her expression was.
"You ask ......" Gu Xiaoyi obviously didn't expect Leng Shaoqi to ask himself this question at this time, the expression on his face condensed for a moment, and he wanted to ask Leng Shaoqi, but he finally stopped, and then fell into an emotion.
"Will I still be with Lu Mushen? Can we still be together?" Gu Xiaoyi, who was caught in her emotions, asked herself in her heart, indeed this question was something she had to consider, and it was Leng Shaoqi who asked at this time, and she realized that she had to face her heart.
Some things can't be escaped, when you need to face it, you must face it, just like now, she is escaping, but when Leng Shaoqi asked this question in front of her, she knew that she couldn't escape, and sent two questions to her heart in a row, Gu Xiaoyi forced herself to think about this question.
But after the question, a series of denials came to him: "Gu Xiaoyi, can you still be with Lu Mushen? Lin Xiao and Lu Mushen's children have been born, how can you still be together? If you still want to be with Lu Mushen, what should Lin Xiao's child do? Then the little one is innocent." ”
Indeed, in any matter, as a child who is ignorant of the world, he is always innocent, at this time Lin Xiao's child is innocent, whether she can want to continue to be with Lu Mushen or not, she can't be with Lu Mushen anymore, just considering Lin Xiao's child, she can't do this, otherwise what should her child do.
"No, I won't be with Lu Mushen anymore, Shaoqi, we're engaged. A series of negative answers set off ripples in Gu Xiaoyi's heart, and also made her completely dead to Lu Mu, she felt that she should still catch another person at the moment, only this is the right thing, so she thought of getting engaged to Leng Shaoqi.