Section XIX

He Sicheng's world fell into darkness again because of his wife's words, Zhao Jiayi was a meter of sunshine in He Sicheng's life, but today is a thunderbolt in He Sicheng's dark life! A meter of sunshine makes He Sicheng's life warm and bright, and after a thunderbolt, He Sicheng's dark life is even darker! For the first time, he deeply felt what it means to be born without love!

He Sicheng returned to the detention room in a trance, and even forgot to shout "report", which attracted the scolding of the police, but he had no idea. Sitting on the bed, Ma Cheng asked, "Brother He, who came to see you?" My wife. "It's good to have a wife, I will come to see you when I am in trouble, and I will never give up!" Ma Cheng's words made He Sicheng even more sad, he had no desire to talk about this topic again, so he said to Zhou Jianxin: "I'm about to come and release you, what are you going to do when you go out?" Although he was punished by the community for drug rehabilitation, Zhou Jianxin was still a little excited about the upcoming freedom, he said: "Go out and take a sauna first, flush the filth, and then eat a good meal, order a roast duck, and then have a plate of braised pig's trotters, and of course, drink two taels of wine." Zhou Jianxin's words aroused everyone's salivation, the taste of not eating meat for seven or eight days, only people who did not eat meat for seven or eight days can understand, everyone is an ordinary man, it is really difficult to be pure-hearted and have few desires. Zhou Jianxin continued: "I have to go to my girlfriend's house, she lives alone, we have all been in for ten days, and the house may stink." She also had a puppy, and she didn't know if she had starved to death. She was sent to the detention center again, and I don't know what crime she will be convicted of and how long she will be held. I had no choice but to call her parents, who probably didn't know what had happened to their daughter. Then I went to my dad and worked hard so that I wouldn't make my mom mad again. ”

It can be heard that Zhou Jianxin has given up on his love with Ning Ning in his heart, He Sicheng is thinking: This kind of love is not very reliable, their love begins with mistakes and ends with mistakes. After all, she is young, Ning Ning is just a passerby in Zhou Jianxin's life after all, and there will be Fangfang, Juanjuan, and Qianqian in Zhou Jianxin's life. And I am not confused when I am past the age, it is the most embarrassing stage of life, the ideal of life that is gradually drifting away, and the pain and suffering that is gradually approaching; If you and your wife become a passer-by in each other's lives, who will you have for the rest of each other's lives? Although you and your wife sleep in separate beds early in the morning, there will always be a gentle hug when the two of them go to work and want to separate, and this kind of hug is better than ten thousand kinds of romance! I don't look like a short-sighted eye but like a farsighted eye, because I blur the happiness closest to myself! After parting from this life, will someone wake up in the morning to say good morning to me, will someone ask me about the porridge Kewen, and will someone accompany me until dusk? I have never hesitated, no hesitation, with seriousness, with pride, and regard each other as each other's future. Looking back at the deep and shallow footprints today, He Sicheng is very sorry in his heart! But the traces of those years are still unforgiving, and the poems he once promised to his wife and the distance are still haunted by dreams, could it be that in the end, he really wants to be like Liang Jingru sang: One person completes the dream of two people? He Sicheng himself gave himself the answer: No, no, Jiayi will not give up on himself, after all, after sixteen years of husband and wife, how can he say that he will be scattered!

Ma Cheng and Zhou Jianxin were ready to go out while chatting, and they exchanged phone calls with everyone, maybe it was a kind of politeness, maybe it was the days of living together under special circumstances or friendship. He Sicheng pretended not to hear it, and did not give them his number, it's not that he looks down on them, all people are equal, no one is much more noble than anyone else, it's not that he has no affection, and the special feelings in the special environment are still worth remembering, and to be honest, I am still grateful to the two young men He Sicheng, and their enthusiasm has helped He Sicheng a lot. But He Sicheng wants to bury this most unbearable memory deeply, the deeper the burial, the better, he really doesn't want to have any more contact with them, compared to more friendship, He Sicheng is more willing to choose to give up a memory. Just like some things in life, we don't want to happen but have to accept it, we don't want to understand, but we have to understand, just like some people, we have to leave and have to let go, we are always like this, dealing with other people's things is always bold and grasping the main problem, but it is our turn to be immersed in the details and refuse to let go. As everyone knows, letting go is the fulfillment of oneself, maybe this attitude applies to friendship and love!

The police officer finally came, calling the names of Ma Cheng and Zhou Jianxin, and the two of them said goodbye to everyone with the items they had taken out of the warehouse at that time, and walked out of the detention room with a happy face, and the iron door was closed. People say that the people who appear in your life should appear, and people also say that you can cultivate in the same boat for ten years, and sleep together in a hundred years, He Sicheng is thinking, what did he and the people in this detention room go through in their last life? At least twenty decades of cultivation, otherwise how could they be locked up in a room of 30 square meters for ten days? In this life, you have to be careful, cultivate some good karma, and get some good results!

There were only five people left in the No. 8 detention room: He Sicheng, Wang Song, Wang Yiping, Xiao Guang and Li Shufa, and the entire detention room was a lot cleaner all of a sudden. Everyone was envious that Ma Cheng and Zhou Jianxin could eat roast duck at night, discussing where the roast duck was the most authentic and delicious, and an order from the police officer came from the door, telling everyone to pack their belongings. He Sicheng was very puzzled, or Wang Song was the most experienced, and said to He Sicheng that many people had gone out in the past few days, and they were going to be transferred to the detention room. Everyone packed up their belongings and stood in turn, waiting for the police officer's arrangement, He Sicheng and Xiao Guang were transferred to the No. 7 detention room, and Wang Song, Wang Yiping and Li Shufa were transferred to the No. 6 detention room.

Walking into the No. 7 detention room, I saw six people wearing yellow vests* in a row as if in a queue to welcome Xiao Guang and He Sicheng, the two shouted a report, walked into the detention room, found a vacant seat to put down their belongings and stood in line with six men. The officer counted the number of people and said, "Disband." The eight men dispersed at once, and a lively conversation began, and any change in the emptiness of the day would bring some joy!

He Sicheng saw that Mr. Xu was also in the No. 7 detention room, and finally had an acquaintance. Because of the wind for a few days, other people are also familiar, but I don't know their names, except for the one named Liu Wei, because the naughty police often warn him.

Except for Mr. Xu, the other five people were all arrested for skating, and they came in earlier than He Sicheng, but they all ended their detention with He Sicheng on the same day. They are all very young, but a few of them are not detained for the first time, the experience has enriched their courage, made them appear to have excellent psychological quality, and they are also very optimistic, they are full of fun to describe the various scenes on the day of arrest, and also look forward to all kinds of things to do after going out, the first thing is to eat meat, to eat meat recklessly, and there must be roast duck! Speaking of roast duck, He Sicheng's saliva began to secrete again, he usually doesn't like to eat roast duck, but everyone in the detention room is talking about roast duck, which leads He Sicheng's desire for meat to concretize, at this moment He Sicheng very much wants to eat the roast duck that is full of oil when he takes a bite. Man, what a meatless animal, hunger is the truest pain!