516: There's no way back

I also wanted to stand up, and I also wanted to keep Ji Muqing from worrying about me, but I tried several times, but I failed, my legs didn't seem to be my own, and I couldn't use any strength at all.

It felt as if all my strength had been drained, and my limbs were limp like a ball of soft noodles.

Probably because my current appearance is too miserable, Ji Muqing cried out with a "wow", hugged my neck tightly, and whispered my name, "Zhao Suo, don't be like this, I'm afraid." ”

Little Pineapple also ran over and snuggled up to me, "Dabi, Dabi, you get up quickly, woo, little pineapple is so scared." ”

The cries of Ji Muqing and Little Pineapple echoed in my ears, one after another, as if some kind of magical power gradually pulled my thoughts back to reality from the fog.

I tried to cheer myself up, to be strong, to try to tell myself that you are not alone, you still have a wife and children to protect, you can't be weak, and you can't give up!

Those words were like a magical force, slowly condensing in my body, and then, slowly becoming stronger, and finally, converging into a surging river.

I finally got rid of all the negative emotions and replaced them with my unwavering beliefs.

Looking at Ji Muqing's red and swollen eyes, and looking at the two clear tear stains on the little pineapple's fair and tender little face, the softest part of my heart was suddenly bumped, as if I had been stabbed by some sharp object.

I pulled them into my arms and hugged them tightly.

At this moment, I had so much to say to them, but I didn't know what to say.

I felt remorseful, annoyed, blamed myself, I shouldn't have been so cowardly when they needed me the most, I shouldn't have let them worry about me, and I shouldn't have made them cry.

I secretly swore in my heart that I must not do this again, there is still a long, long way to go, I can't collapse, I praised, Ji Muqing and Little Pineapple have nothing to rely on at all.

I held them tightly in my arms, tightly, not wanting to let go for a moment, as if I always felt like they were going to leave me as soon as I let go.

I rubbed my head against Ji Muqing's head, stroked the soft hair of the little pineapple with my hand, and a line of tears slowly fell from my eyes.

It was my uncontrollable tears, and I didn't want them to see it, but I had so much pressure and helplessness in my heart that I couldn't pour out.

I know that Ji Muqing must want me to tell her the grievances in my heart, because she always feels that we are husband and wife, whether it is poverty or difficulty, we should bear it together, but I am willing to let her bear it.

I always promised to protect her and take care of her for the rest of my life, but so far, I have not fulfilled what I said.

She has never blamed me, and she has never complained about anything, I have already felt too guilty about Ji Muqing, how can I ruthlessly let her be afraid of me and worry about me.

No, absolutely not!

I secretly wiped the tears from my face and turned my head to look at Huang He and Lin Jiang behind me.

Due to the previous fright, the yellow crane curled up on the ground at this moment, like a shrimp, and kept screaming in horror.

As for Lin Jiang, although his condition seemed to be better than that of Huang He, it was not much better, and his eyes were already full of fear and fear.

All of this, because of it, because of it.

I finally had the courage to look up at it, and I finally had the courage to take a good look at it.

It slowly flew towards the huge mouth, and then, merging with it.

It seemed to be staring at me, and I was staring at it, and we just stared at each other.

My gaze is an angry warning, an endless resentment. And its gaze, I don't know what that means, and I don't want to know, I just know that from now on, from this moment on, I have nothing but hatred for him, endless hatred.

It stared at me for a moment, then slowly disappeared, and in mid-air, the huge mouth was slowly obscured by the blue sky and dark clouds, but in a few moments, the sky returned to the same way it was before we came.

The sky was low, and the black pressure was very low, as if it could fall at any time.

The sea also regained a sense of tranquility, the black sea water lay quietly in the sea, and the calm in front of me made people feel as if nothing had happened before, as if it was just a dream.

However, the people who disappeared, and the terrified expressions that still existed on the faces of Huang He and Lin Jiang, confirmed the existence of all this.

I don't know if I was secretly relieved, or what's wrong, my body suddenly collapsed, not as tight as before.

I reached out to wipe the tears off Ji Muqing and Little Pineapple's faces, and then helped them stand up, "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over." ”

I want to stand like a man, like a mountain, no, I want to be stronger than the mountain, even if the sky falls, I will hold on.

Because I am Ji Muqing's husband and the father of Little Pineapple, once I fall, they will lose their support.

Ji Muqing looked at me quite worriedly, a pool of clear water flashed in her dark eyes, and I felt distressed when I saw her like this.

I stroked her fair cheek and said distressedly, "I'm sorry, I broke my promise again." ”

Before I finished speaking, Ji Muqing hurriedly covered my mouth with her hand, "Don't say such things again, Zhao Suo, we are a family, yo ah will always be together, no matter the wind and rain or suffering, we will bear it together." ”

Such words undoubtedly gave me a great deal of comfort.

I turned my head to look at Huang He and Lin Jiang over there, full of doubts in my heart.

"Xiaoqing, you and Little Pineapple are waiting for me here, I'll go see Huang He, there are some things I have to ask clearly. ”

Ji Muqing nodded heavily and gave me a firm look.

She was telling me not to worry about them, and she was trying not to hold me back.

People say that behind a successful man there must be a successful woman, and I now deeply understand this sentence.

I went straight to Huang He, Lin Jiang saw me coming, and quickly stood up, as if he had something to say, but he opened his mouth and didn't say anything after all.

I squatted down in front of the Yellow Crane, and before I could speak, he saw me, but he had already exclaimed, "Don't come, don't come, you go away......"

He stepped back as if he had seen a demon.

I grabbed him, "Huang He, you can see clearly, I'm not that person, I'm your handsome!"

I bit the word Tianshuai very hard, hoping to use it to arouse Huang He's memory.

Huang He struggled and struggled, and his body finally slowly relaxed, and he stared at me with a blank gaze, as if his consciousness had only recovered for a long time.

He muttered "Tianshuai", and after a while, he became frightened again.

Crazy, he seems to be scared crazy, I'm not sure if I can get any useful information from his mouth, but I still want to give it a try.

"Huang He, I'm Tianshuai, I'm your Tianshuai, you tell me, what deal do you have with that person, what else haven't you told me......"

In the face of my questioning, Huang He was even more repulsed, screaming and shouting, and he was a madman.

If someone you don't know sees this, you'll think I'm bullying a madman.

One of the generals under the dignified Tianshuai turned out to be a madman, which can't help but make people feel a little sad.

I used to hate Huang He very much, but now, I feel that he is very pitiful, no matter what, everything he does is to help me, loyal to me, but I have prejudice against him, so I always look at him unpleasantly.

And now, seeing him become like this in order to help me become like this, I said in my heart that I was moved, it was fake.

Lin Jiang stopped me, "Tianshuai, don't force him, he seems to be crazy." ”

I stopped persecuting, stopped asking, and turned my head to look at Lin Jiang, "What about you, do you know those things?"

Lin Jiang shook his head, "Lao Huang didn't tell me, I also had doubts before, and I also asked him, but he said let me not ask, those things are known, and it won't do me any good." I never imagined that things would turn out the way they are. Tianshuai, our brothers have all sacrificed, and now only you and me and Lao Huang are left, and Lao Huang is like this now. Tianshuai, what should we do?"

What to do?

yes, what should I do?

I was reluctant to follow their wishes, I originally thought that as long as Ji Muqing and Little Pineapple were safe and sound, I would give up my life in the world.

But now, everything has changed, and everything is different from what I envisioned.

There are so many brothers, although I don't have much affection for them, but when I see them eaten before my eyes by people I know well, I see them crying in pain, I look at their helpless and pitiful appearance, can I be indifferent?

And Huang He, who is still insane.

Who is responsible for the lives of these people?

That person, what else is he going to do?

I have no way out, and I have no choice but to keep going.

Even if the future is thorny, I can't retreat.

I want to avenge my brothers who died, I want to stop the evil of that man, I want to put an end to this.

I looked up at Lin Jiang, "You take Lao Huang back, and I'll do the rest." ”

Lin Jiang knelt down in front of me, "Tianshuai, let's go, you're left alone, what should you do?" That force just now was really terrifying, we people were like mosquitoes in front of him, and we didn't have any resistance at all. Tianshuai, I really don't worry about leaving you alone, let me accompany you. ”