Zhao Jiayi replied sadly: "I don't have an appetite, and I don't want to go out, so let's stay at home for a while." "Meals always have to be eaten, no matter what happens, the body is the most important, we are separated now, we must learn to take care of ourselves, there is still a long way to go, we still have too many unfulfilled responsibilities, we must be healthy." I'll make a little bit, let's make do with it!" He Sicheng stood up and opened the refrigerator to look at the ingredients, planning a simple lunch in his heart, and moved his hands and feet quickly. While doing it, I was thinking in my heart that from now on, I might never have the opportunity to cook for Zhao Jiayi, and I would never have the opportunity to eat Zhao Jiayi's cooking again, and I couldn't help but lose my mind and be extremely depressed!

After a while, the simple lunch was ready, the two sat at the table and ate silently, serving each other vegetables and soup, respecting each other on the surface, but deep down in their hearts, they were experiencing the pain of life and death, and the process of eating was full of the ritual of breaking up!

After eating and cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, He Sicheng and Zhao Jiayi sat on the sofa again, discussing the specific affairs after the divorce. If it turns out that "divorce" is just a concept, then the handling of specific affairs will make this concept more and more full, and the "divorce agreement" has been signed, even if there are thousands of knots in the heart, things still have to move forward, after all, this is not a joke! He Sicheng said: "At three o'clock in the afternoon on Monday, I will wait for you at the convenience service center, remember to bring your ID card, and I will put away the "household registration book" and "marriage certificate", so you don't have to worry about it. I'll go rent a house tomorrow and I'll move out as soon as possible. "You can live in the house first, don't be in a hurry to move, I'll live in my mother's first." "Thank you for your kindness, it's not suitable to live in a divorce, and besides, I don't want to face everything familiar in this house anymore, it's torture for me. No way, we all have to learn to live alone, no matter how lonely the days will be, we have to face it safely, but no matter what, I hope you are good. He Sicheng tried hard to comfort Zhao Jiayi, but his heart was already full of holes. Zhao Jia burst into tears when she heard He Sicheng's words, choked up and said, "You also have to take care of yourself, I'm leaving, I'm too uncomfortable, we'll see you on Monday." After speaking, Zhao Jiayi stood up and walked out of the door with his bag. The door was closed, and He Sicheng knew that from then on, he and Zhao Jiayi would bloom two flowers, one separate and two wide!

As soon as Zhao Jia left, He Sicheng felt that his soul was also gone, he sat motionless on the sofa, he was so afraid of the passage of time, afraid of the arrival of Monday! On the coffee table was the "Divorce Agreement", and the blood-red handprints on the "Agreement" played with He Sicheng's nerves and made his heart blood-red! Sixteen years ago, it was two people who decided that there was love and marriage, and after 16 years, one person decided to end this marriage, which is really impermanent, and you are helpless!

It was getting dark, He Sicheng felt hungry, he warmed up the leftovers at noon, sat at the table to feed himself, he opened a bottle of spirits and poured himself to drink to numb his painful heart, his mind was numb, but his thinking was active, thinking of the sad place, the eight-foot man couldn't help but cry, "Wine into the bowels, turned into lovesick tears!" It turned out to be by no means a hypocrisy, but people who had never experienced it couldn't understand it!

He Sicheng drank a lot of wine alone that night until he was drunk on the sofa and died. The next day he woke up at nine o'clock in the morning, he felt a dry mouth and a splitting headache, he found a bottle of mineral water and drank most of it in one go, thinking that there was still a lot to do today, so he forced himself to pick up his spirits and start washing. Today, the most important thing is to find a place to live, you have to settle down your body, as for your soul, He Sicheng feels that there is nowhere to put it!

He Sicheng simply ate some breakfast, turned on the computer and boarded "58.com" to start looking for a rental house for himself. He Sicheng rented a house once in his life, that was many years ago because of work needs He Sicheng was exchanged by the original unit to work in a different place, because there was no local staff dormitory, the company He Sicheng rented a single apartment next to the company, and lived for two years. He Sicheng felt very desolate in his heart, and he couldn't imagine that his life would be so unsuccessful in life, and a kind of sadness enveloped him, which came from his regret and self-blame, from his disappointment in love and family affection, from the ashes of his self-confidence, and from his fear and despair about the future!

Soon, He Sicheng found several properties with the right price and location on the Internet, as well as the phone numbers of two intermediaries, and after contacting the time and place of the meeting, He Sicheng found a large suitcase and began to pack his luggage. He collected some clothes he usually wears, personal identification certificates and commonly used personal items, stuffed a full box, and prepared to go out. He Sicheng sat on the sofa and looked around at the familiar former home, feeling very reluctant. After sitting for a while, he knew that he had to leave whether he gave up or not. He Sicheng put the door key on the cabinet at the door, and went out with the box, with a kind of "The wind is sluggish and the water is cold, and the strong man will never return once he is gone." "The desolation of going out of the house!

The real estate agent is a local girl, short and slightly chubby, but it can be seen that she is very experienced in this industry. She led He Sicheng to see the property with a professional smile, enthusiastic and professional, but unfortunately she met a disheartened customer, which made her work a little difficult. After looking at the two listings, He Sicheng was not very satisfied, but he felt that he was already very tired, and thought in his heart: where to live is not lonely and lonely, and why bother to find a lonely place? He asked the agent to inform the landlord, the chubby girl seemed very happy, she must think: although this customer always has a gloomy face and does not like to talk, but he is happy to do things, and has completed a single performance, the commission will not be gloomy! Soon, the owner of the house came, a local man in his fifties, enthusiastic and simple, and gave He Sicheng a cigarette when he met, He Sicheng saw that it was a brand that he usually disdained to smoke and did not want to light it, but when he thought that the person was the landlord and he was a tenant, he was humble in his heart, so he lit the cigarette and the landlord made a noise. After agreeing on the rent and payment method, He Sicheng quickly signed the "Rental Contract" with the landlord, and the landlord handed over the key to He Sicheng, and He Sicheng transferred the account to the landlord on WeChat, and the transaction was completed.

He Sicheng sent away the landlord and the intermediary, and looked at his future dwelling again, the house is more than 90 square meters, two bedrooms and one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, although it is simple, but the household appliances and furniture are also available. Of course, compared with the home where he originally lived, the conditions were much worse, and more importantly, there was only strangeness and no warmth here, He Sicheng knew that the word "warmth" for the rest of his life had no chance with him, and he had no home again, even if he might have a mansion one day, but without love, the house was just a place to live after all!

He Sicheng drove out, came to a comprehensive market, bought bedding and some daily necessities for himself, and returned to his residence, it was past dinner. He Sicheng ordered takeout on Meituan and began to clean up the bed, no matter how broken his heart was, but the basic physiological needs of eating, drinking and Lazar still had to be satisfied.