Chapter 459: Unsolvable Questions
"Human beings have some theories about the hierarchy of needs, such as the Marlos hierarchy of needs, all the time, your needs for survival and self-actualization have been greatly satisfied, but as your heart becomes more and more closed, the hole in interpersonal needs becomes bigger and bigger. Gaia said slowly.
"I'm the only one you can be honest with...... But I'm not human, not even a living being in the ordinary sense of the word, and I don't know much about human needs, and I can't help you much. ”
Lin Han was silent when he heard this.
As Gaia said, despite the wealth that a normal person would never spend in ten lifetimes, the power to intervene in the world situation, and the fact that he had no worries about food and clothing, there was hardly anyone more successful than him.
But his interpersonal needs are always in a state of dryness, or rather, he has no normal interpersonal relationships at all.
Over the years, with Lin Han's miraculous rise, his former classmates, colleagues, and friends, no matter what their previous relationship was, all greeted him with a smile, often getting close to him intentionally or unintentionally.
When the old friend who once skipped class and fought online together called him "Mr. Lin" when they met, Lin Han's heart was a little cold, but he still shook hands with a smile and said hello, and the etiquette was thoughtful.
What makes him feel even more powerless is that although many of his former friends have become his dependents and even flatterers, he is unable and unwilling to correct them.
When someone is humble to you, it's hard to communicate with him as an equal. In the face of the vast gap of reality, the emotions that people once believed in are too fragile.
What's more, Lin Han can't be honest with others. Whether it is Gaia's secrets or his entanglement with various political issues, he must maintain an indifferent "loner" posture and never speak deeply.
So much so that he even feels hypocritical, especially when facing the media, and his skillful language skills make him feel a little disgusted.
He had thought about indulgence, but reason had told him that the so-called indulgence was nothing more than a self-deceptive renunciation, and that nothing would bring him anything but a situation out of control.
Even the slightest indulgence is impossible, so Lin Han can only remain silent, keep closed, and remain hypocritical.
Getting along with Luo Xuan is the only relationship that can make him feel a little peaceful now, but ......
"You have a huge haze in your heart, which is impacting your rationality all the time, forcing you to vent, so your psychological state has always been tense, closed, and even gritting your teeth. Gaia continued.
"The desire to destroy is one of the most primitive human desires, and now, genetic mutations bring unparalleled power, but they also make your mind spiral out of control. ”
Lin Han sat down, let out a long sigh, and was speechless for a while.
He knows that he has a big problem with interpersonal relationships, but despite this, he can't find a solution at all, and often even feels that there is no solution at all.
Trying to build an intimate relationship?
No matter how much effort it takes him to establish an intimate relationship, even if it does, how can he maintain it, and how can he get inner peace from it?
Cockroaches don't know spring and autumn, and morning fungi don't know obscurity.
For Lin Han, the sense of security brought by intimacy is undoubtedly something beyond the scope of experience, and it is completely incomprehensible, speculative or even imaginable.
He wasn't sure he could fit in with extremely intimate relationships. If common sense is followed, the answer should be more likely to be no.
Ten thousand steps back, even if he made up his mind and vowed to establish an extremely intimate relationship no matter what...... With whom should we go and establish one?
It seems like an unsolvable question, but he's a human, a social animal.
He lacks the conditions to establish and manage intimate relationships, but he also does not have the ability to detach himself from loneliness.
Can't be as comfortable and happy as mortals, nor can he be as joyless and sad as "gods", "demigods" are about the saddest kind of existence in the universe, and there is no doubt that Lin Han at this time is one step closer to "demigods......
As a result of this genetic mutation, all aspects of his abilities have been greatly buffed, and the operating radius of his permission ability has also been doubled.
The coverage area of life authority has exceeded 120,000 square kilometers at this time.
Of course, even if the range was not expanded, Lin Han could clearly sense that his own large army was about to rush over.
He couldn't help but sigh slightly, and his heart should be cleaned up a little.
At this time, another seriously wounded surviving rebel in the tank had already lost his breath, so he ignored it, and got out of the tank directly, and then ran into the rebel camp to find a lot of ammunition, grenades, explosives, gasoline and other materials.
Under Lin Han's current extraordinary divine power, his movements were very fast, and he quickly scavenged a large number of them.
Stacking these things in the enemy's headquarters, material warehouses, soldiers' gathering places and other locations, and setting up a few simple timed detonation devices, Lin Han took his broken armor and ran to the initial location.
Running a little farther, he lifted everyone nearby from their coma.
About ten seconds later.
"Boom-boom-boom......"
Several loud noises rang out from the rebel camp one after another, and the ground shook, and birds flew in the nearby woods.
……
"Uh......" Yang Rui felt a slight tremor on the ground, and opened his eyes in confusion.
"Dididi!" The intelligent system of the Iron Curtain Warrior armor sounded several times in succession, and then a familiar voice came, "Due to your coma, and the loss of contact with your teammates, the armor has automatically returned to the original location......"
"Comatose! Return automatically!" Yang Rui woke up with a spirit, his face couldn't help but change greatly, and he hurriedly looked around.
I saw that beside him, there were one, two, three, four...... Of the eight Iron Curtain warriors, counting him as nine, there is one less.
Mr. Lin!
Yang Rui's face turned pale, and he hurriedly asked, "What happened just now, what the hell is going on, Mr. Lin?!"
The other eight team members were also at a loss and couldn't figure out the situation.
"I didn't know it, but suddenly I fainted, and then I heard an explosion, and I came to my senses again. ”
"Strange ......"
"By the way, I remember that Mr. Lin seemed to have been blown away by a cannonball just now!"
"Wait, Mr. Lin's signal seems to have disappeared!"
Soon everyone realized the problem and panicked.
"Captain, what should we do now? should we go back to find Mr. Lin, in case Mr. Lin is ......?"
"No need to look for it, I'm fine. At this moment, a faint voice suddenly came from not far away.
Everyone turned their heads to look, but it was Lin Han who was wearing a rebel costume walking towards this side, dragging a large cloth bag wrapped in clothes in one hand, which jingled non-stop when sliding on the ground, and seemed to be filled with many metal objects.
Yang Rui was surprised and confused: "Mr. Lin...... Are you alright?"
Lin Han nodded silently, then went straight to the car with a big cloth bag, and finally dropped a sentence: "I'll go back first." ”
With that, he drove away, as if he didn't bother to explain everything......