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Kejia saw that her aunt still cared so much about herself, and her heart warmed.
For a moment, it seemed to be back to the era of reading, and she stayed in the store to play and kill time.
For her, this small shop is a very special existence.
Even, its existence has witnessed the step-by-step transformation and growth of Xujia.
Kejia looked around with affectionate eyes, and she was surprised to find that although the decoration of this store was not at all what it used to be, she could still feel the feelings she had before.
When she was young, her appearance was impressively presented in front of her eyes and she said goodbye to herself.
Gu Jisen and Xia Anran, who were teenagers, also stood there, looking at Xu Jia with a smile and beckoning to her.
In an instant, she was relieved.
She...... Suddenly I don't hate these two people anymore.
Before, no matter what, she always felt that she was the one who was abandoned.
For a long time, she spent it in irritation.
However, she herself didn't know if she was angry that Xia Anran had robbed her boyfriend or if they had come together and abandoned her.
Now, after many years, she is back here, and she is suddenly relieved.
What she couldn't let go of before was never the fact that they tied the knot, but the betrayal of those two people.
If the two of them told her, she might smile and bless.
However, they chose the most embarrassing way.
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Memories are like floods that have opened the floodgates, and they are out of control.
She remembered the terrible nightmare that had awakened her from her sleep countless nights before.
However, unlike the countless memories before, now, she doesn't hate.
She let go of her prejudices about Gu Jisen and Xia Anran, and began to feel that they were indeed just hurried passers-by in life.
She remembered that the day before the incident that year, Gu Jisen sent her a text message saying that they would meet at the church.
Kejia was so excited that she couldn't sleep all night and tossed and turned in bed.
She had an agreement with Gu Jisen that the two would get engaged as soon as they graduated from the college entrance examination.
Xu Jia, who received the text message, naturally thought that Gu Jisen was going to propose to her.
She wanted to call her best friend and hope that Xia Anran could share this happy moment with her.
However, I don't know why, Xia Anran's phone has not been answered.
She didn't take it too seriously, she got up early the next morning, picked left and right, and then chose Gu Jisen's favorite pale yellow dress.
After putting on a little light makeup, I rushed to the agreed purpose.
I saw that the church was very grandly decorated, and the red carpet and flowers could not be seen at a glance.
Ke Jia's heart was like honey, she thought it was just a simple oath by two people, but she didn't expect Gu Jisen to secretly make such a big show.
But something even more incredible happened.
Her boyfriend, Gu Jisen, the man who said he would propose to her as soon as he graduated, is now standing with her best friend who has been talking about everything since she was a child, smiling and greeting.
Kejia couldn't figure out what was going on, so she stupidly ran over and asked why they were standing together.
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She will never forget for the rest of her life that Xia Anran opened her lips and spit out a few words, which have become her lingering nightmare in the past few years.
"Kejia, I am getting engaged to Jisen, and I hope to get your blessing. ”
Xia Anran had a reasonable expression, as if such a result was the best.
Xia Anran has always been like this, as long as she wants it, she will get it by any means.
Whether it's snacks from the welfare home, or commendable new clothes.
As long as Xia Anran has this mind, he will try his best to get it.
Whether it is aggrieved and begging, or being unreasonable, the final result is that Xu Jia raised his hand and surrendered.
Knowing each other for so many years, there has never been an exception.
At that time, Xu Jia suddenly thought that Xia Anran had never regarded her as a friend.
It's just that he uses her as a playmate for fun, coming and going as soon as he calls.
She looked at Xia Anran with the last trace of luck, and even a fool could see that this was not a joke.
Xia Anran didn't respond to her, she turned her gaze to Gu Jisen who was standing aside.
"Ke Jia, you calm down. An Ran and I really love each other, will you fulfill us?" Gu Jisen's tone was almost begging.
This is not the first time Gu Jisen has spoken to her like this.
In the past, whenever he made Xu Jia unhappy, he would lower his posture and beg Xu Jia, making her cry and laugh.
However, this time, Kejia laughed angrily, feeling that he was extremely disgusting like this.
She was disheartened, didn't say a word, and walked away without looking back.
As for how she got together with Bai Jingxu later, it was completely blank.
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This is how the dusty memory ended.
Kejia remembered this memory, and his heart was so calm that he couldn't make any waves.
Like, she's really grown.
It's no longer the innocent, desireless, little girl who wants nothing.
There are too many memories of her and Gu Jisen here.
Before, she had always wanted to find a chance to come over and see what the current situation of this small shop was, but she was scared after all.
Either way, the end of a relationship always comes with something to lose.
What Commenda has lost is that innocent feeling.
Now, she can calmly mention the wrong things Xia Anran and Gu Jisen did to her, which proves that she really doesn't care.
It's just that after experiencing the two relationships between Gu Jisen and Bai Jingxu, she will never cry at any man again.
Her heart, already adorned with armor, can no one hurt.
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She talked a lot with the proprietress in the store, from being hurt by Xia Anran and Gu Jisen, to all kinds of things experienced abroad, some happy and some unhappy, some happy and some difficult.
In fact, it is impossible for a person to live a happy life abroad.
If she hadn't met Yu Man, maybe she would have committed suicide with her son lying on the rails.
When I first started to go abroad, I didn't know the place well, and I didn't know English, so even the simplest livelihood was a problem, let alone a good mix.
Fortunately, in the most difficult moment of her life, Yu Man never gave up.
When she was homeless on the streets, it was Yu Man who took her in and gave her a place to stay.
When she was depressed after childbirth and even wanted to commit suicide, it was Yu Man who pulled her back.
These experiences have dissolved into her blood and bones, and they will not go away.
She skipped the hardest part and avoided the important to the man who was better than her mother.
The scene where no one wants to see each other after a few years has become a grievance meeting.
She also avoided Bai Jingxu's part, to be honest, she hadn't sorted out this relationship yet.
She didn't want her own affairs to bother her uncle and aunt until everything was completely resolved.
While Xu Jia was chatting with his aunt, Bai Wei sat quietly on the side and acted as a listener.
He was glad to have such an opportunity to learn about Kejia's past.
Not through a cold investigative report, but from the mouth of someone you love.
If it was just the two of them, Kejia would never mention these things.
Bai Wei knows Kejia too well, she is like a helpless pangolin, there are many people around her who are willing to help her, but she will never take the initiative to speak up when she encounters a problem.
She will only carry it by herself, and she only wants to bear the grievances silently by herself.
She didn't want to cause a burden on others, even if this person was his white lieutenant, Xu Jia was still unwilling.
If she hadn't let her guard down completely, Kejia wouldn't have spoken out about the memories that hurt her.
Although Bai Wei already knew about these things in the previous investigation, Bai Wei still felt a slight pain in his heart when he heard the light breeze from Kejia's mouth.
He secretly swore that he must treat this woman well, not let her cry, not let her sorrow.
This woman is what he wants to protect with all his life.
Her beauty is worth all he has.
Sometimes, he would also wonder, obviously he didn't have a deep conversation with Kejia before, why did he fall in love with her at first sight?
Perhaps, the god of fate is really silently connecting them in the dark, and when the time is ripe, they will be together as a matter of course.
He couldn't wait to cut Gu Jisen and Xia Anran with a thousand knives.
He vowed to take care of the women of his life, and in this way he was bullied by them, fled abroad, and was displaced.
The pain of being alone in a foreign land, Bai Wei deeply understands.
Therefore, he can better understand that it is not easy to be commendable.
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Halfway through Kejia's conversation with her aunt, the boss came out with two big bowls.
Before it was brought to the table, a strong fragrance came to my face.
"Come, try my uncle's handiwork and see if the wontons made by my uncle still taste the same. He brought the two bowls to the front of the place where Comma and Captain Bai were.
Kejia picked up the spoon and put a mouthful of soup into her mouth.
"It's still the same recipe, it's still the same taste. ”
This is not a false echo for Kejia, but a sincere word from the bottom of his heart.
She remembers that she loves to eat this wonton the most, and she doesn't get tired of staying here for three meals a day.
Sometimes, she doesn't want to stay at home and eat, so she simply eats breakfast, lunch, and dinner here.
Uncles and aunts don't bother her, and if there are fewer people, they will let her taste new varieties with all kinds of tricks.
She was adopted by the Xu family when she was very young, but she never ate the food cooked by her parents.
Xu Ziqiang is the big boss of the company, and he is often so busy that he doesn't even go home.
Even if he went home, he just ate a bite of food in a hurry, and went back to work in the study, and cooking was an area he had never touched.
Gu Lanjuan is also a pampered daughter of a rich family since she was a child, not to mention cooking herself, and she rarely even has time to make tea.
The meals at home have been arranged by the nanny since childhood, and although they are also very delicious, Kejia always feels that something is missing.
That's why she loves to come to this store.
Every dish here makes her feel the taste of love that she has never felt before.
She enjoys being here.
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The time of happiness and happiness is always very short.
When Kejia was talking to her uncle and aunt about the trivial things that had happened to her over the years, she accidentally glanced at the clock hanging on the wall.
I was surprised that it was already past one o'clock in the morning, and I didn't expect to stay here for so long.
She didn't care, but she couldn't help but think that her uncle and aunt would open a shop early tomorrow morning.
Hurriedly pulled Bai Wei up to say goodbye, not wanting to cause a burden on his uncle and aunt.
The uncle and aunt saw that it was too late, so they didn't keep Ke Jia, left each other's phone numbers, and sent them out of the store.
On the way back, Kejia looked at Bai Wei uneasily.
"I didn't expect you to stay for so long, you must be annoyed, right?"
Bai Wei, who was concentrating on driving, heard Kejia say this, and stretched out his hand and stroked her hair, "What kind of stupid thing are you talking about? ”
"Thank you. "It's been a long time since I only said this sentence.
"Huh, thank me for what?" Bai Wei was a little surprised, and asked suspiciously.
"Thank you for everything. Thank you for existing, thank you for your dedication, and ...... Thank you for being willing to wait for me. ”
"Who said I was willing to wait for you. I can't wait to live in your heart, I'm tormenting it right now. ”
Not knowing how to respond, Kejia turned his head to look out the window, staring at the flickering street lamps in a daze.
She knew in her heart what Bai Wei was referring to, but her own heart was a mess now.
She wanted to clear her mind, but she couldn't do it.
Bai Wei understood Ke Jia's mood, and he didn't force her, many things still had to be done slowly.
Although his heart was itching, for the sake of this woman, he could wait.
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"I'm here, do I want to send you up?"
Bai Wei parked the car firmly at the entrance of Kejia's newly rented Ruijing New Town community, and looked at Xu Jia.
"No need, just let me down here, I can go back by myself. Kejia looked at her watch, it was already late.
Bai Wei pouted, "Really, I still want to go up and have a cup of tea." “
"It's late, Orange Orange and Yu Man have already slept, you should go back and rest early." Kejia felt that if he took Bai Wei home now, it would affect Orange Orange and Yu Man's rest, so he still refused.
One of them has to go to work tomorrow and the other has to go to school, and if it disturbs their sleep, Kejia will feel very sorry in his heart.
Seeing that Kejia never meant to call him up, Bai Wei was no longer reluctant.
He didn't really plan to go up, he just wanted to see Ke Jia's reaction.
But if this little woman is willing to take the initiative to invite him, it is another matter, he will probably be overjoyed and run to the community.
He said goodbye to Kejia, then turned the car around and drove in the direction of his home.
Ke Jia watched Bai Wei's car drive away, until the car disappeared in front of her eyes and could no longer be seen, she stood stupidly for a while, and then turned back to the community.
The night was already deep, and a crescent moon hung in the distance.
Under the street lamp, Kejia's figure was elongated, and he looked even more thin and tall.
Kejia shrunk her neck and walked towards the floor she was on, her sleepiness kept coming, and her upper and lower eyelids kept fighting.
She just wanted to take out the door card and swipe the door, but was suddenly startled by the light not far away.
She finally settled down, calmly looked at the unknown creature, and felt that he was a little familiar.
Bai Jingxu has been waiting downstairs in Ruijing New Town for a long time.
After the birthday banquet of Old Man Bai, he rushed here directly.
I wanted to see Xu Jia, but I didn't expect to wait for her for several hours and no one was seen.
Left and right, the cigarettes in his hands were one after another, and the anger in his heart became more and more intense.
He was waiting for Xu Jia here, but she didn't know where she was having fun with Bai Wei.
Finally, seeing Bai Wei's Maserati stop at the gate of the community, Bai Jingxu's heart was a little relieved.
It seems that they did not go out for the night.
If he couldn't see anyone again, Bai Jingxu would definitely call Duan Hong to search for Xu Jia's whereabouts.
He lit another cigarette and leaned in the corner, inhaling deep and shallow.
It wasn't until a cigarette was almost finished that I saw Kejia get down from the co-pilot and Bai Wei's car slowly left.
He watched Kejia flicker in a daze in the direction that Bai Wei had left, and then slowly walked in his direction.
On the wide road, you can be a single person, alone.
Bai Jingxu's anger disappeared somehow.
He watched her walk towards him step by step, feeling a little distressed for no reason.
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Kejia looked at Bai Jingxu with a stunned expression.
She didn't understand why Bai Jingxu appeared here in the middle of the night.
But she didn't want to have too much to do with Bai Jingxu, so she pretended not to see it, and opened the door and planned to go back.
This big Buddha, can't she afford to provoke and hide?
However, Bai Jingxu obviously does not intend to let Xu Jia get his wish.
He walked straight to Permit, blocked the door that was about to close, and pulled Permitjia out.
"I'm waiting for you. Bai Jingxu's voice sounded above his head, as if he was hiding a different emotion, as if he didn't.
"I don't know what President Bai Da is looking for me?" Xu Jia was weird, she really couldn't understand why Bai Jingxu would appear in front of her every time she was just about to let go completely, making her life seem like a muddy water.
"Where did you go with Captain Bai?"
"It seems none of your business. I have my freedom and don't need your interference. Kejia wanted to shake off Bai Jingxu's big hand on her wrist, but Bai Jingxu's hand was too strong, and she tried several times without success.
"Xu Jia, it seems that you are having a pretty chic life in my absence. Bai Jingxu was furious.
"Oh, I don't dare to be chic. However, I am much happier than when I was with you. ”
"Oh?"
"I really don't know what kind of dog eyes I was blind in the first place, and I have been entangled with you for so long. But it's good to know that you've lost your way back now. "It's okay to say nothing.
She really didn't understand why Bai Jingxu was already engaged to Mei Ziying, why did she trouble her three times or twice.
Since it is said that old age and death do not get along, then can't you bless each other with peace of mind?
Although, maybe the current Xu Jia can't bless Bai Jingxu and Mei Ziying with a smile, but no matter what, she won't want to disturb his happiness.
She would rather lick her wounds alone in the lonely middle of the night than pester Bai Jingxu.
Many things will deteriorate over time, and they will be mixed with other things.
In Kejia's heart, her relationship with Bai Jingxu has deteriorated.
It became unbearable, it became cloudy, and it became a past that Xu Jia did not want to recall.
Listening to the words that came out of Xu Jia's mouth, Bai Jingxu's face gradually stiffened.
If there were bystanders standing here, they would definitely be shocked by Bai Jingxu's powerful aura.
"You mean, it makes you feel very unbearable to be with me?" Because of anger, Bai Jingxu's eyebrows were raised, and the green tendons on his neck flared up.
Kejia also sensed Bai Jingxu's anger, but she didn't intend to back down.
All this has to be completely over, and she no longer wants to let the man in front of her cause ripples in her heart.
She paused word by word, "Yes, I think I was very cheap with you in the past." “
Without waiting for Bai Jingxu to respond, she continued, "You also know that I don't love you, right? If it weren't for my adoptive mother to let me get close to you for money, do you think I would take the initiative to climb into your bed? Bai Jingxu, wake up, there has never been a transaction between us, and there has never been love." “
"You said you never loved me?" Bai Jingxu just asked such a question, and no one could understand his thoughts.
"Oh, of course not. Even if you are sometimes distracted, but it is only a momentary thing, I just see that you are helpless, I think you are pitiful so I play with you, I didn't expect you to be entangled. “
Kajia's mind was completely dizzy, and she didn't know what the words that came out of her mouth meant.
"I'll ask you one last time, did you really never love me, do you really think it's just a deal?" Bai Jingxu lifted Xu Jia's chin with his other hand, forcing her to look at him.
Kejia hesitated for a moment, but the words had already been said to this point, she had no way back, she looked firmly in her eyes and looked straight at the man in front of her, "Yes, not once." ”
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"Haha, Xu Jia, you are really ruthless. Bai Jingxu laughed out loud, looking particularly mad in the silent night.
Seeing Bai Jingxu who was crazy like this, Ke Jiahan started from his heart.
She realized that she had really annoyed Bai Jingxu.
The man in front of him is now like a Shura from hell, exuding the breath of death from all over his body.
Kejia tried hard to break free from Bai Jingxu's tightly imprisoned hand, but in vain.
She wanted to cry without tears, she really shouldn't have said it so resolutely, she was afraid that Bai Jingxu would kill her.
Bai Jingxu looked at Xu Jia, who was like an ant in front of him, and the anger in his heart reached its peak.
Heh, didn't you say it was a deal?
Well, it's a deal.
Didn't I bother to climb into my bed because of my money?
Then I will do what you wish.
Bai Jingxu stopped and picked up Xu Jia and walked in the direction of his car.
Kejia didn't know what Bai Jingxu was going to do next, but she definitely wouldn't let her feel better, she tried her best to pat Bai Jingxu's back and ask him to let her down.
However, Bai Jingxu seemed to have eaten the scales and turned a deaf ear.
He stepped out of his long legs, walked to the side of the car in three or two steps, opened the door, and threw Xu Jia inside.
Kejia shouted in panic, "Bai Jingxu, what do you want to do? Let me leave, I want to go home." ”
"Don't you understand what I'm trying to do? ”
Bai Jingxu looked at her condescendingly, his eyes were frighteningly cold, and he couldn't see a trace of lust.
"No kidding, let me out. ”