Chapter 42: Love Red Dust
When Ji Mingyu knocked on the door of our hut, we were eating.
It's still tofu and greens, plus the bland and tasteless 100 rice, he stares at you stupidly, staring at all of this, his face full of surprise, contempt, and anger.
His lips were trembling, excited, tears were rolling in his eyes, and he walked towards her step by step: "Xiao Ziqing, is it you, how could it, how could you do this, are you crazy about living like this?"
I stood up and blocked him: "Friend, did you go to the wrong door?"
He sneered, filtering my whole body with contemptuous eyes, as if he was going to strip me naked layer by layer: "Drink, are you Wu Xiao?
"Ji Mingyu, please leave and disappear from our world, who I live with has nothing to do with you, does it?"
The indifference on Xiao Ziqing's face seemed to be covered with a layer of ice.
Standing in front of that person like a stone sculpture, his tears slipped silently, his eyes were blood-red, like a wounded wolf: "Ziqing, do you know how much I miss you, I searched all over the world and finally found you, but why can you still be so indifferent to me, why tell me......"
"Because you are people of two worlds!"
I took Ziqing's hand and looked directly at the uninvited guest in front of me.
Shot back: "No matter who you are, please don't bother my woman to ruin our lives, I admit that we are poor now, we don't eat well and dress badly, but we have love, we really love each other, I believe you have seen all this, I believe you also understand, there is no place for you to stand here, you have no right to set foot in the world of me and hers." ”
Holding Ziqing in my arms and looking at the loneliness on the face of the man opposite, I suddenly felt so proud to be a man with Ziqing.
Before leaving, the man said unwillingly: "This is love without bread, if you can't bear to let her accompany you so hard, it means that you don't love her, but deprive her of worry-free and happy, shameless!"
He went out laughing maniacally, and my heart ached.
The days are still so calm and light, we go to work and get off work every day, eat and sleep, and occasionally go out for a walk hand in hand.
Spring City is a beautiful city, there are many parks, playgrounds, cinemas, shopping malls, every place attracts the attention of young people, but we didn't go anywhere because we were poor and couldn't afford to visit.
Ji Mingyu is indeed an infatuated species, he and Ziqing grew up together in the same city, rich second generation!
He chased Ziqing for ten years, but Ziqing fell in love with me.
He really couldn't figure out where he couldn't compare to me, a poor boy, so obsessively chasing Ziqing to the ends of the earth, but he couldn't get a trace of sympathy from her!
Despite this, he still didn't give up, he chose to be a part-time worker, entered the company where Ziqing worked, and stayed by Ziqing's side silently, and all this was under my sight.
When he drove a luxury car and quietly followed Ziqing, until he sent Ziqing to the gate of the community and watched Ziqing enter the house safely, he left silently, maybe in his mind, he just wanted to be a flower messenger, although the flower was not open for himself.
Until one day when I got off work early and returned to the gate of the community, I saw him helping Ziqing get out of the car, he sent Ziqing to the door, and then talked a lot to Ziqing, and finally Ziqing cried, and his eyes were moist.
My brain was at a loss, and I felt as if I had walked into an illusory world and got an illusory love, not why, just because I was poor, and the poor had nothing, and they didn't deserve love.
For dinner, Ziqing still didn't eat much, and I didn't have an appetite.
I suddenly felt a lot less talking during the meal, and Ziqing said when washing the dishes: "Husband, why do you eat so little tonight, and do you want to learn from me to keep in shape?"
"Heh, is your figure maintained? The handsome guy in the luxury car picks up and drops off work, he must have eaten outside. My words were so sour, and a bowl of "Ping Pong" fell to the ground and shattered into countless pieces.
Ji Mingyu and I looked at each other coldly in the dark night, like two fierce beasts about to duel, each other's eyes were spewing fire.
He called me out and was on the cross street of the South Loop.
"Smack" He pounced on my left cheek and punched me hard, knocking me down on the lawn, before I could roll over and get up, he had already ridden on me, reached out to seal my collar, pulled away the slap and jerked my cheeks wildly, snorting while smoking: "Wu Xiao, you are not a man's thing, how does Ziqing love you, but how do you treat her, she saves herself from eating in order to make you full, and raising a girl will let her starve and freeze for you, you are really not a man." ”
I kicked him away, spit out a mouthful of blood foam and got up, stretched out my finger and pointed at his nose and warned: "I'll tell you, surnamed Ji, my woman, you'd better not move, you can't afford to pay if you move." ”
He grinned and wiped the blood flowing from his nostrils, and spit out: "Yes, domineering, Ziqing didn't choose wrong, I hope you don't let her down, let alone doubt her love for you." ”
On our small bed, Ziqing had fallen asleep quietly, a string of tears were still on her white cheeks, and I was holding a cold and hard steamed bun in my hand, and the tears couldn't help but pop down.
In fact, Ziqing doesn't eat to keep any figure, you are in order to save more meals for me to eat, and she doesn't eat breakfast every time, the two free steamed buns provided by the company at noon, you have to save one to take away, and take two bites when you are hungry, until she finally faints at the door of the company with hunger, fortunately Ji Mingyu sent her back.
Tears fell down her face and woke her up.
Seeing the scars on my face, Ziqing was surprised and wanted to turn over and sit up, I picked up her face and kissed her tightly, everything needless to say, everything faded in the kiss, baby, I can only use my full strength to hurt you, let you feel and enjoy my humble and hot love. From that day on, I myself canceled the breakfast.
Take the car to work and walk back from work, which can save three yuan.
Passing by the vegetable market, I would buy small gourds, winter bamboo shoots and flour that Ziqing likes to eat, and go home to make pasta for her.
Flipping through the book and learning to do it, a bowl of hot and fragrant knife-cut noodles was served before she went home.
Ziqing asked me with a puzzled face, where did I get the money to buy vegetables and make noodles?
I explained to her while picking up vegetables for a fool, this is called "noodle love noodles", our southern specialty, your husband's original Oh, you will regret it if you don't eat it.
I made up my mind to count the rice and eat from today onwards.
But I will supervise her to eat two bowls of each meal, and I said dear, even if you are fat as a pig, you are also my baby, for the sake of our son, you must also raise your body to be fat, she cried, but her face was full of happiness.
The consequence of frugality is starvation, and after a long day of work, the limited working meal at noon is digested at all.
But I still have to drag my tired body and empty stomach to walk three or four kilometers home, every time I pass by the fragrant snack street, when the shops on both sides waft all kinds of mouth-watering snack fragrance, the few steel hammers in my pocket are about to be pinched out of the water...... At that moment, I swore that when I had money one day, I would take her to eat every delicious dish here, so that my baby would no longer be hungry, Ziqing's expectant eyes floated in my mind, and although my stomach was rumbling in protest, my steps were much lighter.
Every time she came home that late, her doubts intensified.
But he didn't ask me why I was so late, because I said it was a secret, my own little secret, a secret of happiness that could not be shared.
She snorted and said that I would die if I hid something from you, and she would not let me go, and as she spoke, she picked up her oil-stained hand and touched my face.
I'm amazed, how can your hands get oil on them? What are you doing?
She blushed and smiled and put aside the topic, saying that this is also your secret, a little secret of happiness, which cannot be shared.
We all keep each other secrets, but we don't suspect each other, we won't let each other get hurt no matter what, we're all so confident.
On her birthday, we got off work very early, I was busy making her favorite "noodle love noodles" for her, she smirked and lay on the small coffee table, staring at my busy figure, well-behaved like a little daughter-in-law who had just passed the door, outside the window, the spring breeze was blurred, the cherry blossoms of the ten thousand trees were in full bloom, the flowers reflected her face crimson, and it was almost twilight, we had dinner.
When I took out a pink heart-shaped cherry blossom cake, she was so excited that she almost fainted, you said: "Wu Xiao, you bought a cake? You saved money to buy a cake for me? In order to buy me a cake, you would rather not take the car after work and skip breakfast in the morning......
"Shhh ”
I put my hand on her mouth, and her hot tears slipped down my fingers, and then she threw herself into my arms and cried.
We share our cakes, our noodles.
We say that we will not be separated for the rest of our lives, and our love will continue forever, and the cake in our hearts will be fragrant to the bones.
Maybe it's the best thing I've ever eaten in my life, my dear, do you still remember the scene where I fed you cake spoonful by spoonful, and will you remember the action of feeding me noodles with chopsticks, we all embraced this warmth in tears and didn't want to give up.
The sky was actually snowing, and when I knew that she had been taking advantage of her off-duty time to renovate an old bicycle that had been discarded by others for me these days, the shock in my heart was indescribable.
I held her in my arms and tears rippled in my eyes: "Baby, how can I thank you, you are a young lady who doesn't work hard to repair my bicycle for me, I ......"
"Don't be a fool, you quit smoking for me, eat the most hated pasta for me, buy cakes for me, and help you fix a bicycle, the purpose is for you to save me more money." ”
She sealed my mouth with her slender fingers and kissed away my tears with her warm lips.
The snow is getting bigger and bigger, the snowflakes in March are fluttering like hexagonal butterflies, the snow wind rises, the petals of the trees also fall in response to the wind, rolled into the snowflakes in the sky, floating in this world of love, flying flowers and snow, the pair of young men and women, sitting on a squeaky and worn-out bicycle, driving through every morning and dusk, driving through their astringent and sweet youth.
Someday.
She said, "Husband, I'm going to the north, will you come with me?"
I said, "Baby, we have struggled so hard to get to where we are today, how can we say that we give up and give up?"
She burst into tears: "My dear, I gave up my family, my studies, and everything for you, can't you give up a job for me?"
I said, "Baby, I'm scared, we have to work hard, I believe that as long as we work hard, we will earn back what we have given up." ”
She snuggled in my arms, but she shook her head with tears streaming down her head, she said that we don't want to live so strong, okay, we all give up a little for each other, let's not lose each other because of stubbornness, okay?