Chapter Ninety-Six: The Right Timing Matters
Lu Ling originally planned to wait for Ruan Qingning to wake up and drive back, but Ruan Qingning was just simply exhausted, and on the way back, sleepiness came up, so he took a nap and rested.
However, I don't know why, as soon as the two people who didn't plan to sleep for a long time closed their eyes, when they opened them again, the sky was already slightly bright.
The first to wake up was Ruan Qingning, she has been having some strange dreams lately, so she always wakes up very early, and the car seat, even if it is flat, is not as comfortable as the big bed that can roll around at home.
The sky as far as the eye could see made Ruan Qingning, whose brain had not yet started to function, crash instantly, turn on and restart. Blinking at the already slightly bright sky, turning his head, Ruan Qingning saw a handsome face that slept very quietly, even if one cheek was deformed on the seat, it still did not lose its appearance.
"I'm probably crazy!" I couldn't believe that I had slept in the car with Lu Ling all night, Ruan Qingning closed her eyes and hypnotized herself, "These are all fake, yes! This must be another strange dream of mine." When I woke up, I must have been in my big soft bed. That's right, it's all a dream, it's all a dream... ”
Muttered a long string to comfort himself, and after two seconds, Ruan Qingning carefully raised his eyelids, it's over! No, she must not have woken up yet. Wake up, she's going to wake up right away!
Close your eyes tightly, open your eyes, close your eyes tightly and open your eyes. Tossed several times, when he opened his eyes, it was still the sky that was getting cooler and cooler, and there was still the man named Lu Ling who was sleeping very peacefully, Ruan Qingning bit his knuckles, completely desperate.
"Eh, if I get out of the car now, wouldn't ... After a series of activities such as mental breakdown, rebuilding, and restoring calm, Ruan Qingning's eyes suddenly burst into an unprecedented light.
Soon however, she despaired, because ... Pulling the car door hard, he got the result that the door didn't move at all, and Ruan Qingning was on the verge of collapse again.
Lu Ling's consumption concept is that either you don't buy, you can buy the best if you want to buy, you can save anything, and you can't save a penny of spending to maintain your quality of life at a high level.
With the support of this concept, the car Lu Ling bought was better than the S5504Maticcoupe that Ruan Qingning had driven for several years, and the safety factor of good cars was very high.
Run, don't run, what can I do, I can only continue to stay. He gestured his fist at Lu Ling for a long time, and took a mobile phone to take pictures of his actions to clean up Lu Ling, Ruan Qingning, who had had enough of children's games, successfully achieved a one-second discharge, and spread out on the seat and did not move.
As long as Lu Ling has someone by his side, he will talk a lot, even if he has nothing to talk about, Lu Ling can force out a topic that can be talked about for at least ten minutes, which can be called the best companion to chat.
This is also the reason why every time Ruan Qingning meets Lu Ling, he always forgets the time while chatting, and when he reacts, a long time has passed.
Ruan Qingning doesn't talk much, most of the time she listens to others, and their solution to this is to find a way to seduce Ruan Qingning to talk more at first.
After the complete failure of this plan, their current response model is to let her go, and it is good to be willing to listen, at least not outside the group.
If Ruan Qingning feels most comfortable in this way, they don't have to compete with Ruan Qingning, transform her into an endless chatter like them, there are enough people who can talk, and there is nothing wrong with having someone who listens to them quietly.
This is the effect that they have worked together for ten years and trained tacit understanding, Lu Ling and Ruan Qingning know each other, let alone ten years, even ten weeks are reluctant.
Having not experienced the various periods of Ruan Qingning's change in mentality, and not knowing Ruan Qingning's past story, Lu Ling couldn't be as intimate as Summer and them, but Lu Ling inadvertently played and did what Summer couldn't do with a lot of effort, so that Ruan Qingning could talk more.
Ruan Qingning actually doesn't like to talk, but after so many years of experience and being hurt, Ruan Qingning understands very well that language is the sharpest weapon in the world, it can easily break through the defense that no weapon can break, and stab a heart with blood.
Ruan Qingning also wanted to say whatever she wanted in her heart, but she couldn't. Whether it is to the parents, or to the members, or the staff around her, out of various considerations, Ruan Qingning can say very little. There are many of those buried in their hearts waiting to become moldy.
Some people say that everyone needs a tree hole, and in life, not all things need to be shared and shared, and some words are really unspeakable. It is really blessed to have a close friend or partner who has nothing to talk about, but not all words can be confided in those close to you, so you need to have a tree hole.
The carrier of the tree hole is selected according to the different personalities of each person, like Wu Tong, so cheerful people also hide a lot of secrets that are difficult to talk to people, so she writes all the secrets that cannot be said into the diary, puts them in the cabinet and seals them, and becomes the existence that occasionally turns over when she thinks about it in the future, and will smile.
Or, like Xu Mengmeng, she will calmly think about why she can't say what she wants to say, and then find a way to express her meaning clearly without words to solve this problem.
Otherwise, just like Cui Yayan, even if she only encounters a little depression, she will definitely find a reassuring figure to talk about it carefully, this person is generally either Wu Tong or Yali, and then the three of them will have a good drink after talking to each other, after a big drunkenness, those troubles that can only be stuffed in the heart have become small things that exist but are no longer worth taking to heart.
Ruan Qingning also worked hard to find her own tree hole, she drove to the empty beach alone, and told her distress to the churning waves, but after saying that, Ruan Qingning did not feel better, but her heart was filled with a more empty sense of emptiness.
Ruan Qingning also tried to write down her troubles, but once someone accidentally saw what she wrote, Ruan Qingning couldn't tolerate this kind of thing happening, even if the probability of this incident was so small that it was almost invisible.
Ruan Qingning also tried to tell others what was on her mind, but whether it was looking at Summer, you said, I listened, I promised not to leak a word to the outside world, a very reliable face.
It's still stephanie's Ruan Ruan, just say what you have, I will share it with you, full of sincere eyes, Ruan Qingning's words that have already surged into his mouth will be stopped by an inexplicable force, and they will fall back into his stomach again, becoming a secret that can never be spit out.
The feeling of having a lot of secrets buried in her heart is very bad, Ruan Qingning has always refused to admit that her changes in recent years are because she has accumulated more and more secrets, which makes her feel more and more depressed.
But no matter how hard she is, the facts will not change because of this. Indeed, after reaching a certain number of secrets in her heart, she ushered in a crucial tipping point. After that, her life will face a new beginning. Can't get there... Ruan Qingning never wanted to think about the consequences of not being able to get through, but she knew better than anyone else what a bad situation it would be if she couldn't get through.